Chapter 8 Regret
Mikan was very happy accompanied by the very sweet takeshi…. They went to the mall, eat lunch at an expensive restaurant, eat Fluff puffs, and store some more…. Mikan's pain was lessened and no sign of natsume in her head………
They get back home night… already 10:00 when he accompanied her so called girlfriend at her dorm…… but what they didn't know is that natsume is there waiting for her…
"Do you Have fun?" the boy ask
"Yeah!" she said happily
In the other hand one certain guy is there looking at the happy brunette 'that guy I'm gonna kill him… wait till I get my mikan back….' He thought
"So bye now?" he said
"Ummmm…." She nodded then gave him a peck on the cheeks and said "Thanks again" then the two blushed…..
"SayOonara" He shouted while running going to the boys' dormitory…
Mikan was walking slowly when a certain raven haired boy pulled her left arm and make the two of them end up just inches away….
They looked at each other… just for seconds when mikan struggle to get off of him.
But natsume is really tough not letting him go…
"Natsume…. What do you think your doing?…" she asks
"Mikan let me explain first…" he said with a serious look in mikan
Then mikan looked…. She didn't know what to do to believe or not "No…! Natsume… No! I don't want to hear anything from you ever again…."
At Hotaru
Ruka was there inside hotaru's room because she black mail him if he will not follow…
"Hotaru… why am I here?" he asked
"Well, you're going to help me find a solution to help natsume and mikan out" she said in monotonous voice
"But how?" He ask again
"Idiot, that's why you're here for us to find out!" she said coldly
The two worked all night finding the solution to their problem.
Mikan and natsume
"You hurt me natsume… You broke my heart…" she said then fall in her knees while crying
"Mikan… I promised… I didn't know what just happened…" he said convincingly
"Stop it natsume…" she said then stood up she washed all her tears and said "Ummm… maybe I can understand you for playing my heart because I'm such an idiot right?" she said then continue "Yeah… I'm an idiot I knew that"
Then natsume butt in expecting that mikan understands and said teasingly "Yeah… Your such an idiot, Polka dots" He said
"Yeah! Because I'm an idiot… I think that it is better if we just became friends okay!" she said tapping natsume's back…
Natsume can't move because of shock ness "But…" Then mikan left saying "Good night, natsume!" she said keeping herself strong even though she's just holding on…
At hotaru and ruka
Hotaru asleep during her work and ruka notices it… so he carried hotaru in her bed bridal style… he looked at hotaru and notices her beauty… ruka's heart pumped like a horse and blushed like a tomato… ruka's face was just inches away from her and when hotaru moved…. He felt the warm kiss… a warm kiss that came from the one and only hotaru imaii…. He was shocked don't know what to do so he just pretended that his sleeping so that he'll think it was only an accident… but the raven haired girl was awake giving a rare smile thinking that she do that in purpose.
At natsume
He went to his room disappointed and well, sad… not only sad but hurt… scratch that… he was heart broken… yeah…. Heart broken of what just happen.
One time I was walking alone
No one to talk too, neither in phone
In that time my life is full of sadness
I need to satisfy my life with happiness
As I saw your face and you smile at me
I feel that God has fulfilled my plea
I was awakened in my worst nightmare
I think I found the right person whom I should give my care
In the tree of sakura we meet each other
Having a great time with one another
Sharing problems and unforgettable moments
Sometimes teasing and giving some torments
As the wind blew and was passing by
Something touch my heart that made me sigh
I felt something different with you
Pretending that I cannot get over you
I was afraid to feel the magic
That made my mind confused and turns tragic
My melancholy of being part with you
Will soon become my overview!!
I was afraid to tell you my feelings
I am scared just like human beings
Loving you is my greatest plea
Hoping soon that will be you and me
But now I know, what can I do
I'm only hoping that you can love me too
I never really express my feelings truly
That's why I end up being dully
"Mikan…" he cried "now I know that you don't love me any more… I can just die because I'm only suffering pain and I have no purpose any longer….." he said again then cry, punching the walls… like a crazy monkey, didn't know what to do didn't know what to say.
Those the chapters making you cry……… oh…. I'm really sorry but just bare with me and wait until I finish this.