"Let Me Go"
Chapter Three
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of 6teen or Ghost Whisperer. I am just a major fan of both shows.
By: Desiree Jones... that's me :D
With Nikki and Wyatt
Nikki ran into the hospital as fast as she could. The quicker they got to Jonesy the better. She just had to see him. She just had to be there for him. They were engaged for sobbing out loud. Nikki ran up to the man lobby and up to the front desk with Wyatt close behind. "Hi... I'm here to see Jonesy Garcia, he was just shot at a party a few hours ago and was rushed to the emergency room," she explained to the woman at the front desk.
"Oh yeah, I'm not sure if you are aloud to go up there and see him, only family members are aloud..." she looked at Nikki.
Nikki slied at the woman and showed the woman her left hand. "See that ring on my left ring finger, he asked me to marry him tonight and I said yes just minutes before he was shot. I may not be family but I am close enough," she said letting go the woman. "Now please, can I go and see him..." she looked at the woman. Nikki eyes were still releasing tears.
"Oh okay," she said looking behind Nikki to find Wyatt. "Who's this young man?" she asked.
"A very close friend of Jonesy and I, he's been there for me the whole night. I had a hard time getting down here to see Jonesy but he's been there with me, he has to come to," Nikki said.
"Okay, fine," The lady said tucking her black hair behind her ears. "This way," she said leading the two of them to where Jonesy was. When they arrived there, Nikki ran up to a doctor. "Hi... I'm looking for Jonesy Garcia," she asked.
The doctor was Doctor Hart. He looked at Nikki. "Are you his girlfriend?" he asked her with a great deal of concern.
Nikki noticed this and started to panic. "Yes." She answered quickly. " Is he going to be okay? I mean he's got to be... we just got engaged tonight, we have the rest of our lives to spend together..." she started to get really upset. "I mean we're going to get married someday and have kids. We're so in love, a love that you can only find once in a lifetime. I know I'm only twenty but I know Jonesy and I are meant to be together," Nikki smiled a little. "Where is he?" she asked.
"Miss maybe you should sit down for this..." Doctor Hart looked at Nikki. He didn't know how he was going to break the news to Nikki. She seemed to actually think there was hope for Jonesy to recover but she had no idea he was already dead.
Wyatt walked over to Nikki. From the way Doctor Hart was talking Wyatt could tell what news Nikki was about to to recieve. Wyatt placed a hand on Nikki's shoulder. "Yeah Nikki, lets sit down," he said. "It would be more comfortable," he said as a few tears built up in his dark eyes.
Nikki glanced at Wyatt and nodded as they both walked into Doctor Hart's office and sat down on two chairs that were in front of his desk and Doctor Hart sat on the other side. "Jonesy was rushed into here this morning... and the wound was really deep and he lost a lot of blood so we had to try and save him, we had to remove the bullet and stop the bleeding. But the problem was he had already lost a lot of blood and one false move at removing that bullet... would mean, well... so we carefully and slowly operated on Jonesy after we observed the wound. When we got to removing the bullet we saw that it was stuck in a main vein and removing it would mean he would lose a lot more blood... keeping it in there would mean a lot of trouble as well, so we removed it and in the process... we ran into a lot of complications and it got extremely hard and it happened so quick but... Jonesy, he... he didn't make it," Doctor Hart looked at Nikki. "I'm so sorry Miss," he said.
"Jonesy's... dead?" Nikki looked at Doctor Hart. "But you're a doctor, you're suppose to save lives!!!!" Nikki jumped up. "And you're here telling me Jonesy's dead, that's like saying you didn't do your job right!!" Nikki was upset and hurt all at the same time. "I can't believe this... I... I..." Nikki couldn't yell anymore. She broke down and fell to the floor crying. "I... Jonesy's gone, the man of my dreams, my only love, he's... gone!" Nikki started crying more than what she had been crying the whole night. "I love Jonesy so much, we were suppose to be married...but... Stone. It's all my fault, I should of made things right with him, Jonesy's dead because of me. If I never dated Stone nothing would of happened to him. Stone wouldn't even know me, he wouldn't of had anything to do with us and all those years of arguing wouldn't of happened... this is my fault, I killed the one man I ever loved..." Nikki started blaming herself.
Wyatt went down to Nikki's side and hugged her tightly. "No Nikki, NO! This isn't your fault at all. This is Stone's. He dumped you and you and Jonesy got back together. His lost. Plus, you and Jonesy were meant to be together since you were kids, Stone couldn't change that and he didn't, even thought he... just Nikki, please don't blame yourself ...please," he said. "Nikki..." Wyatt had started to cry a little bit. He rarely ever cried but one of his best friends were just pronouced dead and he had to watch another one of his best friends have her heart broken by the tragic news. "Nikki... lets go, you need to get out of here," Wyatt said.
"NO!" Nikki snapped. "Where is he... I want to say goodbye... alone," she said.
"Are you sure you can handle that?" Doctor Hart looked at her. "I don't want you to be any more hurt or scared than what you already are..." he said.
"I'm sure. I can handle it... I'm not a youngster you know," Nikki didn't mean to sound so rude but she was extremely upset. For sobbing out loud, she had just found out that Jonesy was dead, of course she was upset. Who wouldn't be? Finding out that the man you have been with for a while, the one who just asked you to marry him had died. They didn't even get time to celebrate their engagement. They didn't even get time to tell anyone.
"Okay then miss, I'll take you there," Doctor Hart said and Nikki got up and followed him down the hall, Wyatt started to follow Nikki.
"Listen I want to do this alone, I don't need you... okay?" Nikki snapped.
"Oh'kay..." Wyatt backed off from Nikki. He knew she wasn't actually mad at him, he knew she was upset and so was he, but he went back to the main lobby to wait for the rest of the gang. He didn't want to have to tell them but he knew he had to.
With Nikki
Doctor Hart showed Nikki where she could find Jonesy. "This is the last time you'll get to see him before he's brought to the funeral home. I understand you want to spend a few moments alone with him..." Doctor Hart looked at Nikki.
"Yes," Nikki nodded slowly walking into the the room. There was just one bed with a body in it. A white sheet covering the whole body. Nikki started toc ry and she slowly walked over to the bed. "Jonesy... I'm sorry," she said as she slowly pulled the sheet off of him. She looked at his cold dead body. "Jonesy... how am I suppose to go on without you..." she couldn't stop crying. "I love you," she looked at his body. "I am going to make Stone pay," she looked at Jonesy's neck. She saw the necklace on there, the one that she had made for him when they were only young kids and he had promised he would always keep it.
Flashback
Jonesy and Nikki had been been going strong for about a year now. Jonesy had been in a horrible car accident and had almost died. When he was released from the hospital he and Nikki had a serious talk. "Nik, if anything ever happens to me I want you to take this necklace back and keep it, wear it, as a memory of me... can you promise me that?" he asked.
"But Jonesy, nothing's going to happen..." Nikki held his hand tightly.
"But what about tonight," Jonesy wrapped his arms around Nikki. "I was almost killed..." he said. "Don't you know how scared I was..."
"I was more scared, I just don't want to think about living my life without you, I wouldn't be able to go on..." Nikki started to cry a little bit.
"Oh Nik, I'm right here, I'm fine I promise... I'll never leave don't worry about that..." Jonesy kissed Nikki on the lips. "Just promise me thought you'll take it, IF anything should happen... I just want you to know that I want you to have it..." he said.
"Okay, okay... can we stop talking about this? It's really bugging me," Nikki looked deeply into Jonesy's eyes.
"Anything for you," Jonesy kissed Nikki again.
End Flashback.
Nikki touched the necklace and untied it on the back and grasped it in her hands and started to cry. "You told me to take this Jonesy and I will, and I'll always wear it... as a memory of you," she cried as she wrapped it around her own neck and tied it. "Oh Jonesy... I'll never forget you... you're my everything. I love you so much," Nikki continued to cry as she slipped her hand in his and squeezed it tightly. "I love you so much," she said. "But you promised you'd never leave me... and you did. Jonesy... now I am all alone. I don't want to move onw ithout you, I can't. You were the only one for me... I love you, I love you, I love you..." Nikki crawled into the bed Jonesy was in. "I don't care if your dead... I'm not leaving you..." she cried hugging into the dead body.
The Lobby
Wyatt was sat all alone on a couch while he waited for the rest of the gang to show up. "Oh... I don't know how I am going to tell the rest of the gang about Jonesy..." Wyatt held his hea din his hands. "This is horrible and poor Nikki..." Wyatt started crying a little harder now. "I just can't believe this..."
"Wyatt!!" Wyatt heard a girls voice. It was Caitlin. "Wyatt, oh Wyatt what's wrong?" she asked running up to him. Jen and Jude quickly followed closely behind.
"Guys..." Wyatt looked up at the gang. "You're here..." he said in a soft voice.
"Of course we're here Wyatt," Jen looked at him. "Wyatt, you're crying... why? And where's Nikki..." Jen started to ask questions right away.
"Nikki's with Jonesy..." Wyatt said.
"Oh, so J's okay?" Jude asked.
"Uh..." Wyatt was silent. He didn't know what to say. How the heck was he going to tell the gang that Jonesy was dead. Dead. A world that many people hated to hear, it always brought tears to peoples eyes. And in this case, it would mean a lot of broken hearts... losing such a big part of the group, the guy who always made everyone laugh.
"Wyatt..." Jen looked at him.
"Jonesy's..." Wyatt got up. "Guys Jonesy's..."
"No..." Caitlin said, before Wyatt even got it out. "No..." she repeated. "He can't be..."
Wyatt slowly nodded.
"WHAT????????" Jen and Jude yelled.
Okay, this chapter wasn't so good and I know it was suppose to be an important chapter and I hope I pulled off an "okay" job. Hope you guys enjoyed it. Review would be nice. Pretty please cute look God Bless. xoxo
Des
