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Mr. Tom Lynch on the other hand does.
Summary: Post shooting
A/N: Ashley's point of view...still...and always for that matter
Into the Darkness
Dad? Is that you?...But that would mean...I can't be.
I call out into the darkness that has enveloped me so quickly, I must be delusional because I hear his voice calling out to me or so I think.
Ashley, sweetheart its time to come home...its your time to join me
Now I really must be drugged, I just made myself a promise that I would stay strong for Spencer. I sure as hell cant turn around now, even if I'll miss being with my dad. When I feel the time is up for me I'll join him, but so will Spencer cause I wont leave without her.
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EMT 1: I can't find her pulse.
EMT 2: What do you mean you can't find her pulse?? I can still see her breathing, shallow yes but it is still evident.
EMT 1: I don't know what to say
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I wonder what is taking so long, come on hospital morons do your damn jobs and get my ass out of here. I need to tell Spencer I love her and if you haven't noticed its impossible unless you do your jobs, lazy bastards.
Good to know this whole "limbo" shit hasn't ruined my sense of humor, if only Spencer was here to giggle at me using her trademark head tilt. It's lonely in here without her.
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Doctor : Has anyone called her parents, they should be worried sick.
Nurse : We tried sir, but her father has passed on and her mother is in New York.
Doctor: Well I'm sure the mother would love to see her daughter, I'll even pay for the plane ticket if necessary
Nurse: It wont be sir, the mother ignored us and said to do what ever we wanted.
Doctor : Oh, well then its safe to say we have a problem here.
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I don't even know how my life really just stopped like this, it seems like only yesterday I was wrapping a bracelet around Spencer's wrist and now I'm in the dark, in an emotion and somewhat physical sense of the word.
I remember all the things we have been through this year and it is so surreal. There was the whole coming out to her parents but that wasn't meant to happen that way. Who in their right mind would want their girlfriend's mother to walk in on them, sadly that's not even the worst part.
Getting a handful of my hair pulled out and being pushed out the front door in my bra, that was bad. I can only imagine what Spencer had to deal with, Satan himself would quake in the presences of Paula.
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Doctor : She has lost a immense amount of blood, and has slipped into a coma. I know how that must sound but believe me when I say she will wake up soon.
Spencer: How can you act so Goddamn calm?!?
Paula: Spencer we do not use the lord's name in vain
Spencer: You're happy about what happened to Ashley, what ever so called condolences you have can be shoved right up your as...
Doctor: Need I remind you two we are in a hospital, discussing the fate of Ms. Davies
Spencer & Paula: Terribly sorry
Doctor: Now as I was saying, Spencer you can go see her now and maybe bring her back sooner
Paula: I don't think that is a good idea
Doctor: Nonsense, go on Spencer your mother and I shall have a chat
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Odd, I have a feeling like someone is holding my hand. Impossible I don't see anything, then again after talking to myself for a few hours I guess I could believe that anything is possible, just this once.
That feeling of warmth reminds me of...Spencer! She's here, she came to see me, yes!
I'll always love you, Ashley please wake up baby
I heard her I know it, I just need to tell her...
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Voice: I'm sorry
Spencer: ASHLEY!! You're awake
Ashley: Huh...ehhh...uhhhh...
Spencer: Wake back up, come on you just did it. Come back, I still... need to... know ...what... you're ...sorry ...for
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Spencer, I was so close.
A/N In case you didn't notice there are two scenes going on at the same time. And I'm making Ashley suffer a little here just cause I hated how the season ended, she should have slapped Aiden and ran after Spencer or something.