"A love to Remember"

Chapter 2: Flashback Of November pt 2

Unknown POV

She looked so beautiful. She looked so fresh. Just everything about her just kept me in awe. Who am I talking about you may wonder, Im talking about my angel Kagome Hirgarashi. I didn't understand why I liked her. Maybe because she didn't fawn over me like other girls, yet she practically follows my idiot half-brother around like a dog or lost puppy. ( it's funny because usually Inuyasha is supposed to be the dog.) My name is Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru Inutasho. Im a junior at Riverdale High School, while my 'secret' 'love' (wow he has a crush!) Kagome, is in the 10th grade. Not much a difference, but still a difference no doubt.

I've liked her ever since the 8th grade. I don't remember how it started, I just know it did.

She had the body of a goddess. Petite figure of 5'4, very small compared to my 6'0, but I wouldn't have her any other way. She had an unnatural shade of blue eyes. They could be ice cold with anger one moment, then a warm shade or the ocean ready to spill like an over flooded dam, when saddened. Long, wavy black hair that reached to her lower back, it was so black that it had a tint of blue. ( kind of like Pocahontas), and curves that made models jealous.

Let me take you back to a day that I will never forget, well one of the days that I will never forget.

Flashback November 15, 2005. ( right where we left off with Kagome!)

As I walked the halls on my way to my first period class, I saw my friend, yet I wanted her to be more than just a friend. I wanted her as a lover ( not sexually, but like as a girlfriend for you all pervs!). However, the sight that I saw made my heart clench. She was literally flirting with Inuyasha! She was talking to him seductively and backing up against a locker.

' If I could only get you to do the same to me I'll never let you go or forget it' I thought as I walked towards the hall they where on but not to close, just close enough to get a peek.

I couldn't make out what she was saying, but I know it had to do with averages. She, has a 94 average, while I have a 97. It never surprised me how smart she was, but compared to other, she was ingenious.

'' Oh, hi sessy!'' the most annoying voice known to man kind said to me. Kagrua. That girl has had a crush on me since grade school, yet I never gave her the time of day, literally.

"What do you want? You waste you time saying 'hello' and I'm wasting my time saying ANYTHING to you'' I replied coldly, only showing one emotion. Annoyance.

'' But sessy, why do you have to treat me so cruelly? Hmm?'' she replied looking in the same direction that I was looking in, at Kagome.'' Haha. So it seems the 'Big tough Sesshomaru' likes the 'ugly, worthless, Kagome, hmmm?'' Kagrua said trying to laugh, but only sounding like nails scraching on a chalk board.

I turned to her slowly, yet with purpose and said,'' talk about her THAT way, and I will be sure to ensure that YOU have an early funeral.''

I could tell she got the point because she backed away quickly and quietly, and left. 'Why is everyone getting on my nerves THIS early in the morning?' I thought to myself.

Kagome was walking towards my direction looking dejected. I gazed to where she was standing only a few seconds ago, and saw why she was feeling or even looking that way. Kikyo, the school slut, was hugging on Inuyasha. Even though I didn't approve of her choice for a crush, I was not going to sneer at her for it. Mostly, the reason I didn't approve of her choice was because it wasn't me. Selfish I know, but what would you feel? Exactly, so don't judge me because of it.

'' You okay?'' I called to her lightly holding her shoulder with my hand.

'' Oh! Wad up Sesshomaru? I didn't see you there. How are you?'' she replied chirping up instantly, but I could tell it was only a cover-up for her true feelings.

'' He still doesn't see or notice,'' it was more of a statement rather than a question. Even though I had on my mask, you know so my emotions don't show. I'm not cold, I'm just careful of who I show my emotions to. The last time I showed my emotions and let someone in I got hurt terribly. But, aren't I letting Kagome in also? Oh well I'll think about it later, now it's my best friend that needs me. (awe!)

'' Sighs. Yep. He still doesn't' notice me. Can I ask you a question?''

Shrugging, I said '' yeah, as long as we walk to our class while we talk.'' (they have the same first period Band if you forgot).

"well, am I , ugh, am I ugly to you Sessho?'' she looked up at me pleadingly, almost desperately.

I grabbed her arms and looked at her deep in her eyes, the eyes that made me wonder why I keep beating around the bush about telling her my feeings.

' Because dummy, she likes your half-brother. Because she isn't ready for the truth, not yet at least.' My inner-self screamed at me. Yet I knew she wasn't ready, hell I wasn't ready, but at the same time I knew that the perfect time would come. I just had to wait a little longer.

'' No you are NOT ugly. He just- he just,'' what am I doing? I'm stuttering, but most of all I'm covering up for my idiot brother! I'm losing it now! '' he's just not able to see your true beauty''

She looked down to the floor like she was disappointed. Then she came closer to me and gave me a hug. The feel of her warm body close to mine, her slender, yet strong arms wrapping around my waste mad me almost believe she cared for me more than just a friend. ALMOST.

''Thank you Sessho. Thank you. Now, lets get to class before we're late? Huh?'' Kagome replied putting her cheerful face back on. We walked to class hand in hand, yet even to the other people in the hall way, even to our other classmates and peers, it looked nothing but just two friends walking. 'sighs how I wish for it to be more'.

Skips

Sesshomaru's POV

I went to my locker, just putting my books back and getting new ones. Just minding my own business, when the most unexpected happened. Inuyasha asked Kagome out!

I took my biology book out and slammed my locker shut. 'that bastard taking what's mine.' Then I remembered something Kagome told me a while back.

" ..No matter who I date or marry, I will never be theirs.'' Kagome said.

"But wouldn't you be, well their girlfriend or wife?'' I asked confused.

"Yes, I'll be their girlfriend or wife, but to say I'm theirs is to say I'm their property"

No. she will never be mine. Even as a girlfriend or as a wife. She will only be a friend, but as long as she's happy, then I guess I can survive.

"wad up Sesshomaru?" came the best friend of my worst enemy, Miroku.

"what do you want?" I replied so coldly I thought I was the ice king( gee ya think!)

"what's stuck-up you ass?"

" sighs, don't worry 'bout it"

" oh, well, ugh, you joining us for lunch?''

"no. I 'm not hungry. Tell everyone else that I 'm busy and that I'll see them later. Got it?'' I know I was being harsh, but then I didn't give a damn.

"alright then"

A single tear fell down my cheek and I bitterly thought ' Kagome I hope you're happy. Because now, my world is empty' I walked to my car, and drove off. Since it was lunch and plus the fact that I didn't have another class until 6th period I thought I'd drive around to clear my head.

I thought for what seemed the billionth time in the past five minuets on how life, love, and even friendship isn't fair. Most of the time it's one-sided. You give, and give, but u can never receive. To engrossed into my thoughts and drunk. Not drunk on liquor, but drunk on a pain of a broken heart , I didn't' see myself swerve into the wrong lane. I didn't see the car try to stop. All I didn't hear the horns honking. All I saw was her face, all I heard was her sweet voice and laughter. That was al I saw even as my car flipped over, and even as my world went black.

Ooo cliffy! Haahhahaha

My second chapter! I proclaim success! Plz review! thanx