" A love to Remember"
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Chapter 3: Still blinded
Kagome's POV
Hello ladies and gents, welcome back to my story of love and sadly, even heart break. This story is going to take awhile so please make yourself comfortable. Now, on with the story.(I couldn't resist saying that!)
Flashback
I couldn't believe it! Inuyasha actually asked me out! I was in awe for a moment.
"Kagome, you know that you are really special to me, and even though we've been friends for awhile, I'd like to take it to the next level,'' I was nervous like hell. I mean wouldn't you be? I swear the temperature rose to at least 107.
" So, ugh, Kagome," he started again, coming closer to me and wrapping his hands around my waste. Our faces where coming closer, his minty breath blowing slightly on my face. His deep voice that held power, yet was so soft and caringsaid "Will you be my girlfriend?"
" Yes Inuyasha. Yes I would love to be your girl!" I replied jumping into his arms. I finally got what I always wanted, but still, something just didn't feel right.
Ignoring the annoying feeling in my gut warning me, I just walked hand in hand with him to the cafeteria. 'Sango would want to hear the WHOLE story, but for some reason it feels like she already knew.' Shrugging the many feelings off I just stared at him as we came to the entrance of the lunchroom.
Suddenly, he stopped walking. I turned my head slowly, looking at him with a confused look on my face. " Is there anything wrong?' I asked.
He looked deep in my eyes, and our faces came closer. 'He's gonna kiss me? I hope my breath doesn't stink. Please God don't let it stink' I pleaded in my head. By the time I came back into reality, Inuyasha's face was an inch from mine, then our lips meet.
Instinctively, I wrapped my arms around his waste, while he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and his other hand was grasping my neck. I was in heaven. As our lips and tongues danced the most ancient dance known to man kind, I felt at peace, but I didn't feel whole.
Then, suddenly, we heard a camera flash, we broke apart. I was still in a daze, but I was conscious about everything that was going on around me.
"Kikyo! What the hell are you doing?" yelled Inuyasha. His face looked pissed, yet his voiced held something else. What was it? It was amusement. I looked at him, then I looked at her.
She held the camera in her right hand holding it like she was daring him to try and take it from her. "Inuyasha, do you want your precious picture back? Hmmm?" she taunted.
"It's not special. Oops, I, ugh, I mean it's special, but I, ugh, I can always get another one when I kiss my girlfriend,''He said wrapping an arm around my waste. He tried so desperately to hide the tall tale, or lie from me. Sadly, he did at the time. I was so engrossed in the fact that he kissed me that I didn't even care.
"oh, well, well, then Inuyasha, then I guess you wouldn't mind if I keep this as a souvenir? Would you?" she teased again. In the back of my mind I was thinking 'what the fuck is she talking about?'
"hey! You give that back." He said walking up to her trying to reach it. The funny part about this is that she is 5'4, yet he is TRYING to reach for it. That clearly spells out flirting! Why didn't I notice this then? It's true when people say that love can be blind.(Remember He's 5'11)
Kikyo ran down the hall screaming "you're not going to get out without a fight!" While he just ran after her.
He didn't even say good-bye, or see ya' later to me. He just left! Part of me didn't care, as long as he was my so-called 'boyfriend', but apart of me kept saying…
( The bold is her inner mind, while the italic is her response/ thoughts)
You know what he is about! You know he plays almost every girl he is with!
No! He wouldn't do that to me! He cares.
Oh! Sure, sure, sure. He cares for Kikyo!
You're wrong you stupid hoe!
Ugh, Kagome, I hate to tell you this, but when you call me a hoe, you're calling yourself one to. Remember, we're one, like the Lion King!
Oh, yeah!
'Inner-self shakes her head' How do you have a 94 average, I'll never know. But back to the task at hand! Kagome give me or us ONE reason that shows that he cares for you.
W-well, I'm smart, funny…
No sweetie, not a reason why he should, but a reason the SHOWS that he cares.
Well, he asked me to be his girlfriend and he kissed me! A-ha! There I got you!
True, true. He did ask you out, and yes, he did kiss you. But what did he do after the kiss? Where is he now? He's not with you but with some other girl. I'm sorry, some other slut!
B-but, sighs, but I like him, and I know he likes me too.
Kagome, there is nothing wrong with liking him. You can, but what if he doesn't return those feeling? Any guy can ask a girl out, but only the RIGHT guy will truly mean it!
What are you saying?
I'm saying that just watch how he acts around you and Kikyo. Real love is a beautiful thing it can last for life, and even create life in the end. However, a false love is ugly and can even destroy life.
Oh…
And Kagome...
Yeah?
You need to respond to Sango before she commits you to the nut house.
(The inner-voice leaves and on to regular conversation)
"Kagome! Hello, Anyone home?'' Sango said as she waved her hand in my face.
"Ugh, yeah, um, just thinking. That's all." I replied. 'What did she mean? Well, what did I mean?' I thought to myself. Sometimes I feel like I'm the dummy and Inuyasha is the brains!
"oh, okay then. C'mon, lets go inside. I hear that you have a lot to tell me. Did he ugh, well did he, umm?'' Sango nervously tried to put together, but failed miserably. I could tell that she was trying to ask if he asked me out, but not trying to give it away incase he hasn't yet. She is such a good friend!
"Hay girls! Kagome, has, Inu asked you out yet?" Miroku asked. Unlike Sango, he just gets straight to the point. Most of the time! Sango hit him in the stomach, and very hard!
"Don't do that! He might not have asked her you dumb fucker!"
"Oh, why you think he didn't?" he said in a whisper, but it was loud enough for me to hear.
"Look at her face. She doesn't look all that happy!''
"Don't worry Sango." I said with a sigh. "He asked me out right after 3rd period." She either knows me WAY to well or I just can't hide anything, because she took my sigh as a sign that something was wrong. Hell, even Miroku did!
"Then why the fuck are you looking depressed?" They both said at the same time. I swear they are just alike, even though they'll never admit it.
"Oh, umm, just thinking 'bout something a friend told me. No biggie." I replied chirping up. As the 3 of us went inside, we heard our names come-on the intercom.
"Will Sango, Kagome, Miroku, and Inuyasha please report to the front office? Will Sango, Kagome, Miroku, and Inuyasha please report to the front office?"
We looked at each other. What now? (I swear that joint was not mine! 'Looks around nervously' haha on with the story)
We walked onto the office, and saw Mr. and Mrs. Inutasho sitting in chairs with a really depressed look on their faces. "um, why where we called to the office?" I was the first one to speak and ask a question, but when I got my answer, I wished I was quiet.
"Sesshomaru, he-h-he, sniffs, he was in a car wreck." Said Mrs. Inutasho. She was crying a river, even though he was not her flesh and blood, she thought him as her son just the same.
I was in shock after hearing that. I saw mouths moving, I heard voices, but I couldn't comprehend what anyone was saying. Then my world went black and I fainted. The last thing I remember hearing was Sesshomaru's voice, feeling his arms wrap around me when I need comfort. The last thing I remember thinking was 'Please don't leave me, I love you'
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