"A love to Remember"
Okay readers another note for the importance, I might not be able to update often, maybe every two-to-three weeks. Band practice and school is a hand full so just letting you now.
Chapter 7: The sun is up but everything is still dark
Kagome's POV:
I woke up to find someone else's arms wrapped around my waste. They were strong and built, but at the same time, they were soft as a pillow. Normally it takes me a few seconds to remember what happened the previous day, but today, well, today was different. The sun was shinning bright and the day felt new and fresh. My secrets revealed, well, most of them are, and I'm waking up in the arms of the one I care for the most. Yep, life is good, ha-ha.
My stomach started to growl, and it was not quiet. It was like my tummy wanted to erase the 'mad' silence, because that's exactly what it did.
Sesshomaru's POV:
I heard her stomach. Yes, why did I have to wake up to her stomach's voice? Why not those passionate blue eyes or her sweet voice of her lips that I so long for? (Was it just me or did that sound something like Shakespeare?) But as long as I wake up to her and next to her I have no problem with that. No matter how strange it may seem.
I couldn't help but chuckle at my antics on how I wanted to a new day with her by my side. I always say that I don't want to have a typical relationship or girlfriend, yet here I want to wake up next to her in a typical way. Oh how we change our ways by night and recognize them by day, (I came up with that by myself, very poetic).
Narrator's POV:
Kagome froze when she heard Sesshomaru chuckle. She didn't know that he was awake in the first place.
"Don't worry, you'll get fed, pretty soon," said Sesshomaru while rubbing Kagome's stomach with his hand.
Chuckling slightly also, Kagome responded, "Oh, how I think she will like that" she said sarcastically while applying her hand on top of his.
"She?" Sesshomaru asked looking confused as to what she really meant. Right about now, he wasn't so sure if she was a virgin. (Think about for a second and then you will get it!)
Rolling her eyes at his expressions and his question she said, "Yes, my tummy is a she, because I am a she. What you thought I was saying I had a little bun in the oven?''
"No sweetie, I knew you where talking about that stomach of yours", he said while placing a light kiss on her cheek. 'If I ever tell her what I really thought I'll die before I have a chance to make a bun in the oven," He thought while getting up and bringing Kagome with him.
Giving her a kiss on the cheek again, Sesshomaru started to walk out of the room, but Kagome pulled his arm before he was able to move.
Sesshomaru turned to her and asked "Hmm? What is it, are you okay?"
"Yeah, I just wanted to say thank-you," she said giving him a kiss on the cheek. Suddenly she got a confused, yet concentrated look upon her face.
Sessho rolled his eyes and asked "What's wrong now?", but he asked in a playful manner.
"Why do we always kiss on the cheek?" Kagome asked, blushing a little after realizing what she asked him.
Taking her hand and looking her dead in the eyes, he replied, "Kagome, I just want to take it slow, I don't want to rush you or…to start something to fast for you when you're…not ready''.
"Thanks for the concern Sesshomaru, but I think I can handle a little kiss".
Raising an eyebrow, he replied with, "Oh, really?"
"Really, really,"
Sesshomaru leaned closer towards her face and gently kissed her. The kiss started out gentle, slow, reassuring. But as they kept kissing, it got deeper. Sesshomaru wrapped an arm around her waste ad placed the other hand on the back of her neck. Kagome wrapped her arms around his neck and tangled her fingers in his hair.
Nipping slightly on her bottom lip asking for an entrance, Sesshomaru stepped closer into Kagome, closing absolutely all of the space between them. Parting her lips slightly, allowing him an entrance, Kagome let out a slight moan. Oblivious to the couple, they ended up on the bed with Sesshomaru on top of Kagome and their legs tangled together. Darting his tongue into her mouth, Sesshomaru explored every inch of it, memorizing every taste, shape, and form of her mouth, tongue and teeth.
Kagome, too, was exploring his mouth. She was in heaven, but then the unexpected happened. Images of yesterday fluttered through her mind.
The blows to the head.
The screaming.
The eyes.
Oh those red eyes.
The feeling of helplessness.
Kagome was terrified of a memory that she didn't think she would ever experience. Opening her eyes, Kagome gasped for air and pushed Sesshomaru off of her. What she saw almost killed her spirit. Sesshomaru's eyes were also red liked Inuyasha's the night he almost rapped her. She did the first thing she could think of. She screamed.
Sesshomaru had markings on his face, they were light and almost transparent, but she could still make out the designs and colors of them. He had two maroon stripes on each cheek, and a blue crescent moon on his forehead. His eyes were crimson red. Kagome scrambled to the other side of the room.
Not understanding what was the problem, Sesshomaru asked "what's wrong Kag-," He didn't say anything else, he stopped in mid-sentence. His voice was different and looking in Kagome's direction there was a mirror. He saw his reflection. Even though his markings where fading fast and noticeably, he new Kagome noticed them, especially his red eyes. His voice was raspy and deep. It was filled with want and lust and right now that was the last thing that needed to creep into his feelings and/ or thoughts of Kagome.
Getting up and holding his hands up in a submitting position he walked slowly towards her. "Kagome, I-I-I can ex-explain."
Shaking her head widely while having tears cascading down her face, Kagome ran out of the room and into the bathroom, locking the door.
Sighing, Sesshomaru shock his head slightly.
"I knew she wasn't ready. She wasn't ready for me or for my truth. I shouldn't have taken it so fast. Damnit!"
Sesshomaru thought as he punched a hole in the wall. There was still much to tell. He just hoped that she would understand, for his sake, for her sake, for the world's sake.
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Okay I know that was kind of shitty, but so sorry. I haven't updated like I said I would and I am truly sorry for that. If you didn't really like this chapter then I'll understand, my heart wasn't really into it, I just finished it.
For my readers, I am changing the plot/ what I want to happen in the story constantly. I'm letting you all know this so you can give me ideas if you chose to. I know it's my story, but in a sense it's also yours too.
To my reviewers, thank-you all so much. You have inspired me and have given me good feed back. Because I have learned that the people that give their own point of view of a story, actually inspires an author.
Anyway please review and tell others about my story, but I won't pressure you into doing so.
To ShadowWeaver1: I would like to thank you for inspiration. The new plot I have for my story is from yours. I love it and I just wanted to let you know that. My story shall be completely different, but I got it from reading yours.
Thanks for your time and support!
JUEL09
