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Who you really are

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It has been a week from Alexander's death. Isabella had to take over the company and arranger her husbands funeral. She was very busy all the time. Many people came to send Alexander of but Yuna refused to go to the funeral. She stayed in her room and didn't talk to anyone.

"Yuna, Yuna!" Isabella stood behind Yunas door with a salver of food in her hands. "Yuna, please, come out! You have to eat…" Silence. "Yuna…" Isabella started. "Go away, go away!" Yuna shouted.

Isabella sighted. "Ok, but I will leave the plate in here, in case you are hungry. It's your favourite." Isabella tried to coax her but gave up and placed the salver on the floor. She looked at the doorknob - he wanted to go in but then she changer her mind and left.

Inside the room Yuna lied on the bed with a brown teddy- bear in her arms. Her eyes were red from crying, she was staring a point on the sealing. Yuna couldn't sleep because she saw her father all the time. She had the same clothes on what she had a week ago. She reminded her father, how they played and laughed together. And then Yuna remembered how her mother stopped them and made Yuna study and act like a lady. She hated it.

It was dark outside and the stars were shining. A cold waft pushed the balcony door open and Yuna flinched. She looked outside, how the stars were twinkling. She stood from her bed and walked to the balcony. Yuna looked up and then a star fell right above the cliff that stood next to the river.

Yuna opened her mouth.

That's it! If I want to be with my dad again I have to be dead to…

Yuna turned around and ran out of her room. She sneaked out and ran trough the cherry trees. They were all covered with frost what made them look like crystal. Yuna ran toward the cliff edge. She slowed down and looked down the edge. The river edges were in ice but the water was still flowing. She stepped on the edge and a tear dropped from her eye.

Good bye everyone…I wont be a bother to you any more…

It was very cold outside and she had only a thin T- shirt and jeans on. Yuna shivered and then she slipped and fell.

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Isabella returned to Yunas room to talk with her but when she saw that the door was opened she walked in. She turned on the light and looked around but didn't see anyone. "Yuna, where are you? Yuna…" Then she noticed that the balcony door was opened and cold wind was coming in. She walked to it to close the door but then she looked the sky and stopped.

Today is our wedding anniversary…I was so happy on that day, Alexander. Please, if you can hear me, help our daughter…

Then she noticed that someone was running outside. She looked closer and saw it was Yuna. She ran out of the room and to the door. She grabbed a coat when Harold saw her. "Madam, where are you going?"

"It's Yuna. She is outside and she is heading to the river…" Harold undaunted and went out with Isabella.

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Tidus was sitting inside the car next to his father and looked out of the window. They were driving to the airport to see Seymour. He reminded Alexander's funeral and how Isabella said to Henry that Yuna refused to go and didn't talk to anyone.

I wonder what its like to lose a father. I know that my mother is dead but I even don't remember her…I probably would shut myself out to…

Wait, what am I thinking about. I hate Yuna. I'm not supposed to feel sympathy for her…

Tidus shake his head when they arrived at the airport and headed to the runway.

"Now, Tidus, listen. From now on you are going to learn good manners, reactions, speed and accurateness in all classes. Seymour is a very respected and wise man. Understood?" Henry asked Tidus when they stood on the airstrip. "Seymour is my old friend and I want you to respect him." Tidus just nodded when a tall man with blue hair came out of Henry's private plane. He walked slowly and decorously.

"How good to see you Seymour!" Henry said to him and shook his hand. "You too, old friend…"

"I want you to meet my son Tidus. He will accept you teachings until he will go to Zanarkand. He needs a good teacher, otherwise he will drop out." Henry explained.

"Nice to meet you Tidus. I'm sure we are going to be friends, right?" Seymour said with a fake smile and raised his hand. Tidus looked into his cold eyes. They looked very threatening and commanding so Tidus accepted his hand. "Charming."

"Shall we go? I have found a book that I'm sure you know how to handle…" They started to walk when Henry and Seymour talked about business. Tidus reminded Seymour's cold look and shivered.

This man seams suspicious. And exactly he is a good friend of my father. I have never heard of him…He is freaky

They sat into the car and started to drive.

"What was this book you wanted to show me?" Seymour asked. "Oh, that. Well, it's about some magic stuff but it is written in a language I don't know. And it is only one half of the book, the other side is gone." Henry said.

"I see…" Seymour smiled and looked at Tidus. "And you, when are you going to start your teachings?"

Tidus looked him back but didn't say a word. "He will start tomorrow. The sooner, the better." Henry answered for him.

"Charming…" Tidus shivered again.

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Yuna had slipped over the edge. Suddenly everything slowed down. Yuna saw soft violet light and felt warm. She saw a big winged bird- dragon like animal with golden wings and red feathers but then closed her eyes and passed out. This bird flew under her and caught Yuna before she touched the ground. Isabella and Henry ran on the cliff and saw how the bird landed softly and bended.

Isabella couldn't believe her eyes. She covered her mouth with her hand to stop herself from screaming. The bird looked into her eyes and then Yuna who lied on her back unconscious. Henry walked to it slowly and took Yuna. Then again with soft violet light the bird disappeared.

Isabella covered from her fright when Henry held Yuna in front of her. She wrapped her inside the coat and touched her chin with her fingers.

"Let's go inside..." Isabella said and they walked to the house.

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When Henry had placed Yuna to her bed and Isabella had made sure she was safe she went to the library. She headed to an old and large dark chest with golden frame. She opened it and took out an old book. Its covers wooden, the pages were yellow and old and the text was in another language. But there was a part missing from it.

Isabella started to flip it through until she found what she wanted. There was picture of the same animal who rescued Yuna.

"It can't be..." Isabella was shocked. "My Yuna is a summoner..."