NOT UNTIL EASTER

CHAPTER 8

I decide to change Roy's age I hate it to I'm making him...24 I think that's better than 35

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"Wake up" Roy said coldly as he threw a pillow at Ed and flipped him off the couch. The impact of the floor brought enough attention to Ed's mind to say he was awake "huh? What?" Ed prostated as he wiped fatigue from his pupils. "Get dressed" Roy said sternly, as he started put on his shoes. He wasn't wearing anything formal just a button up shirt and black dress pants with some black shoes.

"wha-what f-"

"Shut up and get dress" he mused in a cold tone "I'm not telling you again" Roy grimed, as he finished tying his shoes "pick some shit out of the closet and put it on. I really don't care what just get dressed."

Ed looked at him with a obscure look "what is wr-"

"You have no time to wash your teeth or eat. So hurry up I'm giving you seven minutes" Roy said, as he grabbed the keys to his car. "I'll be waiting in the car. Don't ask questions just do it" he closed the door.

Ed still had a look of baffle smudged on his face, but he did what he was told. He walked upstairs to there room what in the hell is wrong with him? Ed thought. He went through the drawer for some clothe, he slipped on a regular black shirt and some blue jeans, "Where the hell is he taking me?" He murmured, as he tied his shoes "I guess I'll find out" he sighed.

Ed locked the door to the house before entering Roy's car, he closed the door and they both drove out the drive-way. Now the Roy never popped a question about last night, and why Ed was so late. He just kept driving with a stern-yet calm face. It was getting on Ed's nerves.

" Roy, where are you taking us?"

Silence.

Ed grunted in frustration "forget it, if your going to be like this then there's no point by asking." he set his head on his hand, and enjoyed the sight out the window, it was a good ten minutes and Ed was still looking out the window that's when they passed a sign "M C?" he read, as they came up on a building.

Roy found a parking space and took it upon himself to take it. He got out the car and traveled Ed's side of it, when opened it he quickly tossed him over his shoulder.

"The hell!?" Ed screamed.

"Shut up" he said coldly, as he slammed the door with his foot. Ed was starting to get mad now; Roy was pissed and wouldn't tell him why! Why!? They should be able to share everything with each other! He was like the black phantom now or something!

"Hey Paninya" Roy greeted the front office assistant.

"Hi Roy" she smiled, trying her best to ignore the boy being on his shoulder "Your looking for Ashley right? Well you her first person today for counseling, go up the fifth floor and it's the first door on the right" she smiled.

Ed's eye's widen "THE FUCK!? COUNSELING!? WERE AT A FRIGGIN' MARRIAGE COUNSELING BUILDING!? PUT ME DOWN ROY!!"

"Thanks Paninya" he said calmly, while carrying the squirming child to the elevator. When they were in there Roy put Ed down, Ed was so furious "What the hell is wrong with you!? If we have problems we can work it out on our own! We don't need anybody else snooping in our trust! Why are we going to a marriage counselor!? We're not even married!!"

Roy still looked forward, he wasn't looking at Ed eye to eye "Ed" he finally spoke "is there something your not telling me?" he asked

"Wh-what do you mean?"

"Never mind then, if you don't love me enough to tell me anything there's no such thing as trust anymore" he closed his eyes. Ed gasped in shock, this wasn't Roy, this couldn't be Roy he fell in love with. Could it?

"What the hell do you mean!? I love you more than you fucking know!!" he screamed

"Come on, her door is right there" he pointed out very clearly, as he got off the elevator. Before Roy could open the door Ed quickly pulled him and pinned wrist down and against the opposite wall " Roy..." He grit teeth angrily, "I still don't know why were here! Why won't you fucking answer me!? I don't know what I did wrong!!" he screamed, as he looked at him with desperate eye's practically pleading for an answer. Roy was looking down at him, but right through him as he did not say anything, there was an ominous pause "I'm not perfect...but...I...try...to be...everything you want Roy...what is it!? Do you not find me attractive in your eyes anymore!? Is that it...is that the fucking reason!? "He screamed, holding back tears.

The door opened form the other wall "umm I couldn't help to hear the yelling out here...are you two my nine o'clock appointment?" the marriage counselor asked. Roy nodded, as he slowly moved Ed to the side like paper which added more suffering inside of the small boy. He followed behind only to have clearly depressing aura following him.

"My name is Ashley, your marriage counselor for today or you can call me Dr. Ashley, so what's the problem?" Ed quickly started first "Well one thing! I don't even know why we're here!!" he yelled

"You know clearly why we're here" says Roy coldly. Ed was fed up with his stank and mysterious attitude "THE FUCK I DO!! YOU DIDN'T TELL ME SHIT!!"

"I can feel the tension between you two" she chimed, as she closed her eyes in frustration at the excessive cussing. She picked up a pad and flipped it up "which one of you are Roy Mustang?" she asked

"I am" Roy answered

"Ok you start, what is your reason for bringing your lover, since he clearly doesn't know why?" she said. Roy crossed his legs, sat his elbows on his highest knee and wrapped his hands near his mouth, trying to make the statement he was about to say as professional as he could "Our intimacy moments have been decreasing dramatically, actually it seems like we have stop being intimate all together lately." he said.

"This crap is about having sex!? You brought me here because I stop giving it up!? You've got me grieving over here for no damn reason!!"

"It's not only that Ed" Roy started

"What else is the reason you treated me like shit this morning!?" he asked

Roy looked at him with cold eyes "You're acting like a clueless child. Stop embarrassing yourself, your throwing a tantrum and unnecessary words across this room is not making this any more easier so sit back shut up and go with what's going on. You know why your here, you know what you did, so stop acting like you don't." he finished with a sting.

Ed whole world inside of him crumbled, he turned empty he show no response he just put his head down, knowing he wasn't going to win this why is he being like this? Why is he acting so...

"Ed could you kindly step out?" Dr Ashley asked politely, Ed shook his head with out showing his face and walked out of the room and closed the door behind him. Ashley could here something sliding down the wall outside her wall "Now tell me what happened that he doesn't really know about"

"He knows, but I'll tell you"

Ed sat in the hallway outside the door sobbing with his arms wrapped around his knee " Roy, what did I do to make you so angry? I don't know what I did... Roy..." Ed cried softly "What did I do wrong? Where did I GO wrong?" Ed lowered his head against his knee and cried softly.

"That's pretty hard evidence Mr. Mustang, but there's nothing better than getting the truth from the source it's self." she said wisely.

"I've tried to get the answer from him but he acts like he doesn't know" Roy stated.

"Maybe he actually doesn't know what you're talking about. I can tell he wasn't lying" she started "When somebody telling a lie they look on the left and up, which is the creative side of the brain. He looked know where but you. He wasn't lying, but it's always nice to get real info from a human instead of something you see." she continued "Also your whole life shouldn't be based on sex it's based on love and trust. Remember that." she finished.

Roy nodded. Even though he still felt like it is a really important part of the relationship.

"Ok" she said "You can come in now!" she yelled. Ed heard her, but sat there. He didn't care. She called wants more and Ed still didn't move. "Hold on" she said to Roy. She walked outside her door to see Ed sitting on the floor, depressed. She bent down to him and put her hand on his back and rubbed up and down his back. He knew it wasn't Roy and he KNOWS Roy's touch.

"What did I do wrong?" Ed tried to swallow his tears, trying to sound like he wasn't crying but failed. "What's the reason you stop having sex with Roy Ed?" she asked.

"It's...it's because I'm on lent" in all honesty Ed forgot about lent. When Envy raped him he didn't technically break it. Because he promised he would give up sex with Roy, but he didn't expect to get raped.

"So you gave up Sex with you LOVER?"

Ed nodded "have you told him this?" she asked. Ed nodded but in the opposite term. "Maybe it will create less tension in the house if you do. I'll let you do it own your own. I have no right to say something that's your business." Ashley said warmly.

Ed looked up at her "really?" he asked

"Yeah I know I would if my boyfriend was being an ass for specific stuff like that. It's always good to be honest with the person you truly love." she smiled.

Roy came out the room shortly after she said that "Everything OK out here?" he asked.

"Yeah everything fine, I think you two can head out now" she smiled. Ed got up and they both headed to the elevator she waved to them as it closed. After it closed she stop smiling "I better get paid double on my salary to deal with shit like that" she sighed. "Well better get back to work."

Both we're in the lobby downstairs Roy looked at Paninya "I guess my secrets out"

"Don't worries I already knew" she smiled " Roy I've known since High school, I just never told anybody because you we're a close friend, I could never do that to you."

"Thanks Panin" he smiled.

She smiled back and waved, as they left out the door and entered the car and drove off.

It was REALLY ominous mood in the car no one said nothing, Ed was thinking what Dr. Ashley told him she was right I should tell Roy, he'll understand I'm just being childish by playing with Roy like this and it's going too far. Ed prepared himself to tell Roy he was on a church ritual, but Roy had to say something first.
"Ed, are you cheating on me?"

Ed stopped "whoa, what? Repeat that"

"You heard me Ed" he said coldly

Ed face turned Red completely, he was on his last fuse "CHEATING!?" just to hear those words escape his own lips almost made him throw up. "I NEVER cheated on you Roy. Why would you even think...?" Ed breath hasted, as anger filled every part of his body. He couldn't handle it.

Roy stops the car "I'm tired of your lying shit Ed!!" Roy screamed "I've gave you a fucking chance to tell me and you just blew it out the window!! Ed, this morning I found your jacket in the clothes hamper in the bathroom!!"

No...

"I tripped over the basket and knocked it over accidentally, and picked up the clothes I knocked over and I picked up your jacket!!"

It's not my fault...

"ED, YOUR JACKET SMELLED OF SEX AND HAD SEMEN ON IT!! SO DON'T FUCKIN TELL ME YOU NOT DOING SOMETHING!! TELL ME THE FUCKIN TRUTH!!"

It wasn't me...

"Tell me...the truth" he spat out, as he tightened his hand on the steering wheel.

IT WASN'T MY FAULT!!

Ed grit his teeth as his breathing kept skipping, he swallowed his spit anger filled his heart with such grieve and hatred he wanted to faint "Ok Roy...you want to know the truth...you want to know the fuckin truth?" he spat poison on every word he spoke. "Ok then Roy here it is..." Ed grits his teeth more. "I was raped Roy...I was fuckin raped, do you feel better about me telling you the truth?"

Roy froze he looked at Ed with his dark eye "what?" Roy felt sickened.

"When I went to work yesterday night...it was a trap...I felt pain the whole time..."

Roy couldn't say anything he was stung with shock "Ed...I..."

"Save it" Ed murmurered "there's nothing you can do to change the fact that was put up against my will, there's nothing you can do to turn back time and take back the pain you caused me today." Ed opened the door to the car and got out, they weren't at there house they in the middle of the road "If it will make you feel better I thought about you the whole time I was being sautimized" at that Ed closed the door and headed to a different direction of the house.

He knew where was going, but Roy did not at the time. He was frozen with guilt and shock, just the fact some one raped his Ed his lover, his close and personal treasure scared the shit out of him. "How could this happened" he some how choked out.

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