No fucking way am i going to be able to handle this shit. I thought to myself, i haven't seen Randy in over three years... i can't do this. I got up from the kitchen table and headed outside to clear my thoughts. I sat out in the gazebo in the front yard and just took in everything that was happening, my contract, going away and probably not going to be able to see my parents for a while, and then Randy... Randy fucking Orton... why? I got up from the lounge chair i had be laying on and went inside and put my bathing suit on. And i swam in the pool for an hour or two. By the time i was done, it was late out and I decided that I was going to go pick up the pizza order that my parents had ordered.

I got up to the cashier at the Pizzeria where we always ordered from. When i looked up at the man who was giving me my order, i almost dropped my wallet when i met the most intense blue eyes.

"R-andy" i stuttered.

"Rachael... how are you?"

"I-I'm fine... you?"

"Good... working for a couple weeks to get some cash"

"That's good." He was so amazingly beautiful... shouldn't he be saying that?

"You look good Rach... you're in the best shape ever... and obviously because you've been at OVW right?"

"Yeah... it's been an awesome year, training, i love it."

"Yeah it is great, hey listen you're one pizza isn't done yet and I get off in two minutes... maybe before you head out we can talk for a few more minutes?" he asked me with those pleading eyes. I know i shouldn't do this, but i couldn't resist, and i nodded my head in agreement. And i sat down at one of the booths waiting for him to get off. I saw him coming from a back door, he was dressed in fitting jeans and a black button up. It looked as if he had just brushed out his short brown hair and freshened up a bit.

"Hey" he said as he stood next to me.

"Hi" i said with a shy smile and hugged him tightly. Mmm Armani i thought. He always wore that cologne... and every time he used to hug me, i got lost in the smell of him and the touch of his cheek brushing against mine always sent the craziest shivers up my spine.

"It's so good to see you Rachael... and to hug you again" he said as he pulled away from me.

"Mmm.. Yeah it's really good to see you too"

"So tell me about you're wrestling career... i didn't think you were really going to go through with it"

"Ha ha... i know it right? I didn't think i would either but I did, and now after three years of training and working out I'm finally going to Connecticut to sign my contract and to train a little more with Trish Stratus."

"Wow that's great... and kind of funny at the same time... because i have to go too to sign my contract."

"Really?"

"Yep... I'm going down in two weeks."

"Me too" i said. I knew i shouldn't act like this with him, but when im with him, i let my guards down and i don't think. "Well we should drive down together you know?" see... i don't think, I'll regret it when the time comes.

"Yeah we should. Fun road trip, since we never were able to go to California."

I laughed we always wanted to drive to California when we were younger. I couldn't believe he remembered it. "Yeah definitely..."

"Ma'am you're pizza is done" the employer said from behind the counter. I walked up and paid and grabbed the last pizza and headed back to where Randy and I were talking.

"Well... i guess i can stay for a few more minutes" i said with a bright smile

He smiled brightly back at me, and laughed. God he was so handsome. He was flawless i thought. I ended up staying for another half hour, just talking about our future in the WWE. We we're both excited as hell for going to Connecticut and starting out. I decided that i should get back to the house, and the dummie that i am...i invited him over. He agreed of course and we both took our cars and drove the fifteen minutes back to my house. When we got there i walked in first and was about to get yelled at by my parents until they saw Randy walk in behind me and they both looked at each other with a disgusting smile forming on their faces. They were up to something.

We all finished our pizza's and my parents headed to bed... leaving me and Randy alone in the living room. Boy it was like deja vu to me. We've been like this before, home alone... awkward silences... yeah that crap. He broke the silence though.

"So... any boyfriend for you Rachael?" ah... the topic we haven't talked about yet.

"Actually... no, i did have one out in Kentucky but i broke up with him, because i was coming home and i wasn't going to see him, sooo... yeah. What about you?"

"Yeah I've got a boyfriend."

I chuckled. "No you retard, a girlfriend?"

"I do have a girlfriend actually... I met her in college"

"Oh wow, nice" i said. I hope he didn't hear the disappointment in my voice. He had a girlfriend and he was at my house? This late at night! He hasn't changed.

"Well... I guess."