"Ugh.. ugh.." moaned the little rockstar. It seems to be that he's having a nightmare.

Shuichi sprang up and wiped off all the sweat on his fore head. He remembered the nightmare he had. He spotted Yuki sleeping next to him. He felt his eyes stinging. Tears ready to fall any minute now.

He dashed out the door, leaving everything behind. He ran like the wind. Putting everything aside he just ran. He reached a nearby park n sat down on the swing.

Flashback in the nightmare:

Yuki had vomit blood. He was sent to the hospital for a check up. Shuichi overheard the conversation going on inside the room. Mika-san, tohma ad Yuki were talking.

"maybe it's best if you and shuichi be separated. We all know what caused this. Stop bull shitting.!" Said a concerned Tohma.

" it's getting worse, isn't it? You've remembered everything right?"asked his older sister.

"……" Yuki kept silent.

"maybe you should take a rest from everything. INCLUDING SHINDOU-SAN!! I suggest you go out of the country. You can go to wherever you like. London, Paris, Hong Kong, Beijing, Kuala Lumpur, Bahamas, Jamaica.. anywhere you like." Suggested Tohma.

"what about New York? I don't think he will look for me there." Exclaimed Yuki.

"anywhere will be fine. As long as there's not the presence of Shindou-san" said tohma. "he's the caused of all this mess!"

End of flashback.

i'm the cause of his illness. I can't be near him. If I am there, his condition is only getting worse. I can't bare it anymore. I can't go on hurting him. Even if I love him, I cant be there with him. I know he said it's going to be alright. But I can't help feeling like I'm killing him a little day by day. This has got to stop. I have got to put everything about Yuki aside. I know this is hard but I've got to try for Yuki sake. Thought the poor suffering Shuichi.

He sat there on the swing silently. Slowly letting drops of tears fall.

Yuki had had enough of waiting, he decided to go out to look for him, he traveled to many places around the area and then he thought of one of Shuichi's favorite places to be. He remembered that when they first met, it was near a park. He rushed to the nearest park and he found a little sobbing angel sitting on the swing. His heart felt at ease knowing that he found his Shuichi.

He slowly walked towards his little angel. He warped his warms hands gently around Shuichi. Shuichi jolted a little. He turned to see who was hugging him. He saw the one an only person that he didn't want to see. He struggled out of his embrace and was ready to run for it.

Yuki didn't know what was wrong. Usually Shuichi would have love me hugging him. What's going on? Questioned Yuki in his mind. " What's wrong? Is something going on and you don't wanna tell me? Asked Yuki.

Shuichi broke down crying more than before. He didn't know what to do. Should he answer Yuki's question? He was like floating in thin air ready to just give everything away.

He then blurted out " i…I don't wanna hurt you anymore! If my presence here is killing you a little day by day, it's better that I leave. I can't bare the fact that I'm the one who is hurting you! I've tried denying that It's all just a nightmare. But no… it's real. I'm hurting you."

"NO! that's not true. I've told you before, the past is nothing but just the past. Now we've just have to focus on the future. It's what we have! It hurts me a little that you're here with me..bu…" Yuki was cut off when he was reasoning with Shuichi.

" See.. You've even said it! It hurts to have me here by your side! If I stay any longer, it will definitely kill you one day!" cried Shuichi.

"Look, I've not finished!! Hear me out okay? I said that it hurts me when your near but it kills me when your gone!! Heck, everyone dies one day. Sooner or later that's just the matter. Anyways, I don't mind dieing if you're the one who kills me!" expressed Yuki and planted a passionate kiss on the sobbing lost soul.

Shuichi tried to break the kiss but Yuki kept leaning on him. Yuki broke it and whispered in Shuichi's ears.

" You'll forever be mine. I need you here with me! I can't lose you anymore!!"

Shuichi didn't fight back any longer. He gave up. He knew that once Yuki goes into serious mode, he can't fight back. I guess I'll just have to stick with it. Thought Shuichi. Both of them took a long walk together. Walking towards the apartment. Slowly and enjoying spending time together.

At a very near sight, someone spotted them.

"Ne, Yamato isn't that Shuichi-ni? And who is the other guy?"

" Hai.. Shinichiro-sama. It is Shuichi-sama. I'm not really sure who the other guy is."

"Head towards his house. It's been a long time since I last saw him!" I miss him a lot! Said the young master in his head.

"hai.. wakarimasu desu."

As Shuichi and Yuki were walking back, Shuichi noticed a familiar limousine.

" it can't be him! Can it?" mumbled Shuichi.

"what? I didn't really catch what you said." Said Yuki.

"Nothing, I thought I just saw my cousin."

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Well, how's the story so far? ha ha... i'm sorry i updated it a little later than usual. i was sort of stuck as to where i last stopped. i had about 3 different drafts. ha ha.. well, Yamato and Shinichiro are made up characters which don't really exist in the Manga. LoL..

Please do review, i really like reading the reviews. it's what keeps me goin. ha ha.. well.. have fun reading!! Thanks..

Yours Truly,

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