DISCLAIMER: I'm not in the mood to change words; the point is i own nothing.

Hey I'm back again, new chapter and i think its quite good but that's just me, Now this is a rather confusing chapter, I'm not sure, it will either clear everything up or messed up even more, i am almost sure that will either love it or hate it, so tell me what you think.


"What!! Are you seriously telling me you wanna play hide and seek" summer said with a completely blank look on her face

"Sure" Ryan nodded

"Its fun, plus it's not just us, also my cousins" Marissa defended in a cheerful tone

"What the hell it's wrong with you people, i mean not that it's wrong to play kiddy games, a little weird but not wrong"

"Hey there's nothing wrong with having fun this way, come on you always are like,

What! That again come on how old are you bla bla bla and you're the one who laughs the most" Seth said mocking summer in girly voice and he did some weird movements with his arms.

Summer just glared at him in a way that it would scare the hell out of you, she was going to answer back but decided against it, she waved her hand in front of her face and turned around in direction to Seth's house

"Hey where are you going" Marissa called after her but summer didn't bother to turn around, instead she yelled before getting into the house.

"i hate hide and seek, too much suspense for me" "but have fun ladies"

The all stood there for about 5 seconds before Ryan spoke

"Ok well, miss i-only-have-fun-if i-am-completely-intoxicated, won't be joining us today, let the fun begin"

"yay!" some little kid yelled and they all started to decide who would seek

Summer made her way into the Cohen house, where she found sandy and Kirsten in the living room, they had the TV on but it looked like there weren't paying that much of attention, they were just sitting there in a comfortable silence.

"Summer hey, i thought you guys where going out" sandy spoke as he noticed summer just sat down in front of them.

"Well turns out they rather stay and play hide and seek" summer replies nonchalantly

"And you..." Kirsten said as if signaling for her to continue

"Hate hide and seek"

"Oh yeah too much suspense" sandy said nodding knowingly

"Yeah, I hope it's okay if I join you"

"Of course summer you don't have to ask" Kirsten said with a grin on her face

"Thanks"

"So what do you ladies wanna do, do you want to see what's on TV?"

"Sandy we've been trying to find a something to watch all night and there's nothing"

"Well let's check again"

"All you can see on TV this day is politics" summer said somewhat annoyed

" I assume you're not a fan of it" Kirsten directed her attention to summer as she said this

"i just don't think its that important"

Sandy turned off the TV and focus on summer as she said this

" don't get me wrong, sure it matters but the way things are going i don't think that who the president is matters that much"

The world we have created is a product of our thinking; it cannot be changed without changing our thinking. Albert Einstein

"What do you mean?"

"Well most of the problems we have are because of the people not because of the government"

And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty

and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror.- v for vendetta

"You may have a good point there but I still think it does matter who the president it"

"I know it does but no matter how much good someone can do for the country if people don't want to nothing will change"

"But why do you say people don't want to change?"

"I don't know, people seems to be afraid of the government, there a just a few people that stand out and have an opinion of their own, the rest just follows, I've always thought that people has the final word, not the government"

Few people are capable of expressing with equanimity opinions which differ from the prejudices of their social environment. Most people are even incapable of forming such opinions. Albert Einstein

People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people-v for vendetta


They kept the conservation going on for hours, not even noticing how the time passed by, Seth came in a few times, to grab water or something and he would just stand there astonished because of the view, summer and his parents deep in conversation, way too into it to even notice him.

Summer sure was something, and sometimes he could just wonder how did he get lucky for having a chance to enjoy her company, others he thought she deserved way better but most of the time he couldn't even think, truth to be told he didn't wanted to, because thinking was bad, thinking made things complicated, thinking lead to wondering what was going on between them and he couldn't come up with an answer so he just forgot about it and told himself that it didn't matter what it was, that eventually time would clear it up, that it only mattered that it was there and not how it made him feel but that it made him feel.

See thinking was complicated, now he was confused again, it didn't really made sense but then it did and he ended up always in the same place, shaking the thoughts out of his head and just remaining with a smile on his face because of her.

And that was as good as it could be, but it couldn't possibly get better and he was way too overwhelmed by feelings to even contemplated it could get worse.


Summer made it home that night, or better said that morning at 1:30 am, and she had this weird feeling, but good weird, well that doesn't make sense but it sure did in her head, Seth had taken her home, they didn't talked much, not in all night but it still felt like a very meaningful night in their relationship, whatever that was, she couldn't really come up with a name for it, she didn't even understand it herself but right now she didn't wanted to, it wasn't needed, she wasn't sure how long they could go on like this but right now it worked, she didn't wanted to think, thinking was bad, thinking confused her more than it helped, thinking didn't make sense and it took away the little sense something could have, so right now there was no thinking, there was feeling, a lot, of what?, she wasn't quite sure, but it was warm and fuzzy and sweet and comfortable and right now that was enough, time would take care of the rest, but one shall never underestimate the power of unspoken words, not silence because silence its good, but those words you keep to yourself, those thought you don't dare to share, those feelings you bottle up and those fears you never let go of, that eventually comes out, it finds its way, and sometimes when you have no idea what's gone wrong?, who's fault it was?, what mistakes you made?, well all i just said its the answer to those hanging questions in the air, it doesn't just happen, there's always a reason, a cause behind the action and the reaction its affected by it too.

But when it comes out its to late to even try to fix things, because its too much to take, and all you can do is learn, make the best out of it, never let it happen again, but just as fast as you learn you forget and gone its the message, welcome the new phase and lets hope for the best.

But they couldn't take time to contemplate this, that big meaningful smile they would wear and sometimes even share, that passionate stares and beautiful glares, those little gestures, holding hands and playing dumb like they didn't notice the situation they were in, was starting to became real, they truly no longer realize that when you play with fire, you may hold it up for a while but eventually you will burn out.

But right now they were blind, they were enjoying the fall without noticing the ground that wasn't that far, and lying in bed almost all nights with a smile on their faces, sweeping to dreamland and not coming back.

All this wouldn't make its way to Seth's head, he stopped trying to make it make sense a while ago, he was gone and loving it.

And she, she wasn't sure; she wasn't gone but on her way, and right know happiness prevented her from seeing how scare she was.

Ok you may be confused as hell but that's good, it was the intention.