Hey there! The project is coming fine, I haven't had one problem with it yet… yet! So here's my second chapter. I would like to thank each and every reviewer because of them is that I've made it so long and well, this has come to an end… at least until I can come out of this little depression and smile to the world once again!

This chapter is based on my POV of the issue that brought this project to life, any suggestions for the last chapter are appreciated!

And now… let the second chapter be read!

Sources of inspiration for 'My One and Only': My life! And 'The Kill' performed by '30 Seconds to Mars'

Main Theme for 'My One and Only': 'Be My Last' performed by Utada Hikaru.

Chapter II: 'My One and Only'

.:: Yuki's POV ::.

The room feels so empty and cold, or maybe, thinking it through, it's because as much as I hate to admit it I'm starting to miss him and his things; his crazy ocurrences, his laughter and crying, his begging... all of him. I miss him... I never thought I would feel this way.

I always liked to believe in Cupids and those stupidities, but only for my work... not for my life. I always tend to get into relationships that would consist only of physical attraction or pleasure, but never in something that held feelings such as love.

With him it all started as a physical attraction, just another 'one' in one of the many chapters of my life if you would call it that way, it was just an ordinary day with the same sunset as always, not too bright. I used to live in my own movie, a story that I created so that I would never risk my heart. I never used to believe in true love, neither in eternal love or any silly thing of that magnitude, but in just the blink of an eye he took me to meet the deepest waters I've ever seen as he, with each second, drowned me in an ocean of undying love and trust; along with that I realized that the sky was higher than ever every time I was with him; he awakened the lost hope that was sleeping inside of my soul; he made me realize that the horizon is nothing more than a limit you put into your mind, because after that are many places that are left being undiscovered... and he woke up my soul in full color by the bare touch of his skin.

But now... I'm fading again, all of my dreams shattered, I've waited long enough for this oportunity and now I've destroyed it, now I have nowhere to go, and to wait for him to come here crying would be meaningless... He's not the one to blame, everything that happened here was because of me... and now I'm the one who has to apologize, even if I don't know where to start... I guess I'll just have to speak my mind aloud.

Apologize? Have I ever done that? What is it to apologize? Is it to beg for forgiveness like a lap-dog? Or is it to say that you're sorry when you're truly feeling it? To speak your heart aloud without minding if the other person understands or not? To explain everything and not asking to forget but only to forgive? I wish... I wish to be forgiven...

As I was thinking about what I should say, I pick up the phone as a slight trembling sensation takes over me. I look for his number at my directory and dial it... It rings... and then it rings again... and again until he picks up... He's being crying, I can tell that by just listening to his voice, his voice is low pitched and sad, this is not the brat that I once knew, and he has cried lots of time in front of me, but I've never heard him this down, not even when I left for NY and left him behind.

I open my mouth to talk, nothing will come out, I sigh, "I guess I'll call you at late night, I'm kinda busy right now. Can I?" I ask as he just answers with a 'whatever' and I just laugh to myself, he's trying to be rude some how, but it doesn't fit him so I just smile and say, "OK, because we need to talk." And with that I hang up the phone.

I move to the living room, it looks gloomy so I just try to rush into the kitchen. I open the fridge look for a can of beer and lit up a cigarette, moving then to the balcony of my apartment to watch as every light in Tokyo begin to lit up, seriously... I've never been on any balcony since the first night I spent with him when he got back from his first concert at Zepp Tokyo; I feel so weak without him that I feel like crying; tears start to well up in my eyes and I just wash them away and continue to keep looking out to Tokyo, cars passing by... people I'll never meet keep walking down the street, wind blowing at my face. I decide to look up to see the stars and only find out that they no longer hold the shine they used to every time I was with him.

I get inside of the apartment after a few minutes of loneliness... Loneliness... Is this what loneliness feels like? If it is then I, the one that claimed to live his life in whole loneliness has never felt what true loneliness is, then. It feels as if you're not noticed anymore, as if the only thing that was important in your whole world has gone away and has taken your life with all... but he indeed took it... because he was my reason of living... he was the only thing that kept me whole and now that he's gone... what am I going to do?

Tears slid down my face for the second time in a long period of time, as I take the phone in my hands and redial his number again, this time he picks it up quickly and answers coldly, I stay quiet since I never expected him to answer like that, I guess that he took the title of the 'Cold King' with him this time. He says my name after a while of the silent therapy, I stay quiet again and let out a sob, hearing this he asks me something, a question that I will not answer with the truth so I decide to speak, "Of course not you damn brat! I was just taking my time to think it through since I forgot what was the thing I had to ask you..." Liar! Another lie I say... If I could just tell him what I really feel, why is that the hardest thing to say is the most important thing and it's always left unsaid?

"Shuichi..." I say as he remains quiet, I take that as a 'I'm listening' so I just go ahead and ask my question, "I need to see you for one last time... I need to speak to you one on one and tell you everything I feel... After that, if you want me to, as much as I won't like that to happen, I'll disappear from your life, you won't hear a word from me... I'll just disappear if it's for your good." He seems to agree to that so I just sigh and feel worse, "SHUICHI!" I feel the urge to tell him something I've never told him but then I remain silent and come up with something, "See you in a while..." with that said he says good-bye and hangs up his phone.

I colapse into my cold bed, staring at the ceiling as a single tear slides down my cheek and I decide to sit up and get a shirt and my coat, I'm going out... I'm going out to for the first time in my life talk with the truth and let him know how I feel and to let him know that he is... that he is my one and only.

That's the end of the second chapter for ya all! Sorry if you found it too OOC and too short but like I told on the first one I no longer have the inspiration to do them a little longer. If you were accostumed to my LONG never ending chapters that is!

Now it's the finale! Time for me to end this crap. Any suggestions?! Do you think Shuichi should forgive Yuki? Or should they stay away from each other? Stay tuned and wait for the next update that will be anytime soon! I'll make sure to update it by next week! Thanks to all of the reviewers and wish you all the best here and anywhere else!

Special Thanks Pt.2:

The Scarlet Rose- Woman you rock! You know that I'll always be your mad and random girl reviewer and you are always gonna be my favorite meanie authoress! Thanks for thinking of me as your mad reviewer and for always making me feel bad whenever I read your mean story 'Blood Red Memories' o.O Anyways I'll still review your stories so don't worry... you ain't gonna be missing too much of me:P Take care and love you lots!

Loveless19- MAN DO I LOVE YOU GIRL!!! Thank you for always being there even though we didn't knew ourselves since much time you proved to be a true friend and were always there for me whenever I needed your advice! Thanks for being such a friend and I wish you the best in your life! Thank you for everything and love ya lots!

Deji-chan4444- Deji... what can I say to you, besides a GREAT THANK YOU! You were the first one to inspire me to get here and the first reviewer I ever had! The first FF friend and the one I shared some of my problems with! You were such a lil sis, and for that I would like to thank you! Thank you for being there everytime I needed to talk with someone! Take care and love ya lots!