And we've made it this far! This is the last chapter of 'Fantasy', this one will be made in a third person POV so there's no more confusion here! YAY!
I would like to take this time and say to all of you that if you have someone who you cherish and love with all your heart, always let him/her know how you feel, it doesn't matter how that person will react, what matters is that you said it Today and you were not late. Another thing I would like to tell you all is to always talk with the truth to the person you love the most, because sooner or later things will get discovered no matter how much you try to hide them and if you've already lied to that person ask him/her to forgive you but don't expect him/her to forget, because to forget he/she first must forgive and then maybe just maybe he/she'll learn how to forget, sometimes it'll take him/her days sometimes it'll take him/her a lot of time, and sometime he/she'll just forgive but he/she'll decide to never go back to a certain point so we have to understand that.
As for the disclaimer I didn't made on any of the two chapters: I -BlooDy-MaY- do NOT own Gravitation or any of it's character TT Not now, not in a million years as much as I would want to!
Anyways! Time for me to stop typing so many crap and start typing the damn chapter! Here goes!
Sources of inspiration for 'Farewell': My life!; 'Enigma' by Trapt and 'Your Embrace' by Shakira.
Main Theme for 'Farewell': 'Glaring Dream Piano Version' performed by Kotani Kinya.
Chapter III: 'Farewell'
It was already midnight and Shuichi was still not getting a bit of sleep, he turned around and around in his back, looking for a comfortable position in which he could get at least a minute of sleep, and just then the bell was heard.
'Who could it be?' Shuichi asked to himself as he still lied on his bed, this time curled up in a ball, as the bell rang once again. 'I don't want to get up...' he said to himself as the bell rang once again, "Damn it! I hope it isn't Hiro..." Shuichi mourned and cursed under his breath as he stood up and put his slippers on and scratched his head, moving through the hall way as the bell rang once again making his head want to crack down thanks to a head ache that was working its way on Shuichi, "Stop ringing the damn bell, I'm coming already! I'm gonna kill you once I get there! Why in the heavens name should you be ringing the bell so much--" Shuichi was cut off as he opened the door to find a pair of golden eyes staring back at him with endless sadness, "... Yuki? ..." the pink haired boy whispered as he felt a couple of strong and warm arms surrounding his body, capturing his fragile frame in a embrace and never wanting to let go.
Shuichi's eyes widened as tears welled up as he was still in shock, 'W-What is this? ... What is he doing here? ... And this feeling... Yuki!', he thought as he shook his head and broke the embrace. "What are you doing here? I thought that we were gonna talk tomorrow." Shuichi said with a slight frown looking at the blonde.
"I decided to come this night... And talk to you." Yuki said while looking away from the purple eyes of Bad Luck's lead singer, looking for a way to not fall into their innocence, "Can we talk?" the blonde asked while looking inside of the apartment that Shuichi had moved into, it was empty, nothing like what he used to have his room like.
"Come on in..." Shuichi said as Yuki bowed and entered the apartment, "Give me a minute, I'm gonna look for my robe." he said disappearing into the darkness of the hallway, leaving Yuki alone for a while.
'I can't believe that he's living here... This place look so gloomy and empty... This is nothing like him...' Yuki thought as he looked around the living room and turned around at the minute he heard Shuichi's footsteps, "This place is so empty..." Yuki mourned as Shuichi just looked at him and smiled sadly.
"Is that what you came here to tell me? If that's all you can leave, you know where the door is, right?" Shuichi asked as Yuki shook his head and took out a cigarette and a liter, "No smoking here... This isn't your house, if you want to go to the balcony, but while you're inside of MY house, you stick to MY rules." Shuichi said as he sat on the cold floor and leaned his back to the wall, watching with amusement as Yuki rolled his eyes and took the cigarette and the liter to the place they were in before. "So... you wanted to talk about something?" Shuichi asked coldly while closing his eyes and leaning his head to the wall as if nothing was happening. 'Hmph... Karma's a bitch, right Yuki? How does it feel to be treated the same way you used to treat me? Who's the brat now?' Shuichi asked to himself as he opened his eyes to watch Yuki sitting besides him and sadly looking at his liter.
"Karma's a bitch... You knew that Shuichi?" Yuki asked as Shuichi quirked a brow.
"What are you talking about?" the pink haired boy asked as he moved his head slightly to have a better look at Yuki's expressions.
"I... I used to destroy the lives of many... Women... Men... and two of them were precious to me..." the blonde said as Shuichi's eyebrow twitched and his head fell to one of his side giving him a 'clueless' expression.
"Ok Tatsuha, game over... Where's your brother? You replaced Yuki once again. Thought I wouldn't notice it? Well you're wrong. Now spit it, where's Yuki and what have you done with him?" Shuichi said as Yuki looked at him oddly and punched the top of his head. "Ok... That IS Yuki..."
"As I was saying... Two of them were precious to me..."
"And? How is this chat related to us? Don't tell me that this was just an excuse to see me..." Shuichi said as Yuki sighed.
"Would you let me finish? Don't try to humor me or yourself pretending to be all happy-go-lucky when you don't feel like it." Yuki said as Shuichi's eyes filled with sadness. "See? Now would you let me finish so that I can leave you alone?" the blonde asked as Shuichi's eyes widened, "Yes, I know you want me to go so please listen and then you can do anything you want to do, but first let me talk you with the truth," at this Shuichi nodded and stood silent,
"One of them... I used to adore him like my big brother... The other one was my best friend, my confident, and I, being the man I am, just destroyed his life and his happiness without noticing that with that I would destroy myself..." Yuki said as Shuichi cocked his head to one side.
"And that friend... that confident... it was--" Yuki was about to finish when Shuichi burst in tears and heart-breaking sobs burying his face on his hands.
"I think I know who he is... All of this time you've been lying to me! Just disappear from my life Yuki! Go get what you want and forget about me!" Shuichi yelled as Yuki's eyes widened.
"What the hell is wrong with you Shuichi!?" Yuki asked to the boy as he just tried to evade every word by covering his ears. "Shuichi! Listen to me!" Yuki said as he got in front of Shuichi and took his hands making Shuichi's tearful eyes meet golden ones. "Shuichi! What's wrong?" he asked as Shuichi kept on crying and sobbing.
"Why are you saying this kind of things to me!? You've always like to mess up with me don't you? Why must you make me suffer?"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Just... Disappear! Get out of my life!" Shuichi yelled as Yuki's eyes widened. "Just... get out..." Shuichi said between sobs as Yuki looked back at him and nodded.
"I just wanted to ask for your forgiveness..." Yuki said closing his eyes and standing up as Shuichi continued crying, "I just wanted to be forgiven... because... because I noticed that you were the best thing that has ever happened to me..." as he was saying this he started to walk away and Shuichi's eyes widened, "Anyways... I was glad I could see you one last time before going... and I'm glad you decided this, it's time for me to stop being selfish." Yuki said turning around and smiling at Shuichi, "Take care, ok? That's all I'm gonna ask, and from this day on... Be happy." The blonde said smiling as Shuichi stood up.
"So... you were talking about me the whole time?" Shuichi asked as Yuki just smiled and turned around to grab the door knob, "... Yuki..." Shuichi whispered as he took a step forward, "I... I'm sorry..." Shuichi said as Yuki sighed and opened the door, "I think I can forgive... but not forget... That's all I can say," the pink haired boy said as Yuki turned around and smiled to him, a single tear rolling down his cheek.
"That's all I ever asked for... Forgiveness... Thank you... Shuichi." And with that he was gone, he closed the door and never returned.
At the exact moment he closed the door Shuichi lost a part of him, and he knew that he would never be the same person he used to be... with three words left unsaid, three words that could change the meaning of everything, the outcome of things... the three most powerful words were left unsaid.
As for Yuki... he just walked away, making his way to the park where he met Shuichi, hoping that a piece of paper would fly it's way to him, he could catch it and look into those amethyst eyes that made he's ice-cold heart melt away, and he could embrace that fragile body as if there was no tomorrow, because he knew that words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel, he didn't believe in words, he believed in actions, and because of his actions he had lost someone precious, he wanted to make it right... but now it was too late, now it was the end...
Well readers, this is the end of 'Fantasy', I really wish that you all liked it because I really gave my all while writting it, I would like to thank everyone who read it and reviewed, those reviews were the ones that made me keep on going with it. For all of you who liked it a big THANK YOU! And now I must ask if you want me to do an Epilogue, I really think that one may come handy to know what's awaiting for our two lovebirds. I leave the choice in your hands (I really think I left an open ending LOL, it wasn't on purpose though, but I didn't know how else to end it --".
Well my friends... and readers... and reviewers... This maybe a farewell! At least until I feel good enough to write once again or until I get my own pc and wireless internet because this has become a pain... waiting a week to update! TT It's depressing! Anyways... CIAO! BUH-BYE! SAYONARA! ADIOS! ADIEU! SO LONG! FAREWELL!!!
XOXOXOXO for all of you!
Special Thanks to:
KIRST: You godamn-moggle-like-huggable-creature and randomnest friend ever, there are no words to explain how much I love you! You're one of the bestest things that have ever happened to me! Don't never ever change! Keep on talking the high pitched way you do and making fun of everything! With you life seems a whole lot different, you give things a shine that no one else can do (besides Cath), and your dog is huggable!!! huggles Remember that the plan for world domination is still on! Just wait until I get my laptop ok? Then you can scold me for leaving you alone for all this time! ... ... ... I MISS YOUR SCOLDINGS YOU DAMN RANDOM FRIEND!!! I LOVE YA LOTS!
-ThE-gEnIuS-hIkArI- A.K.A: Lady Paine or Hikari-kun: You retard! I would like to say that you give me the strenght I needed to face my problems, you're one of the best friends I ever had and the best sista ever! (along with Deji and Julin! Both of you: I love ya lots!!!) Thanks for always being there for me and inspiring me with your advice and your random things! I wish you the best of all worlds and remember that anytime you need an advice or just some crazy-almost-nut-and-nonsensing (is that a word?)-thing you can always ask for it! I'll look for a way to give it to ya:-P And btw... I'll kill your cellphone when I get the chance to do so! The damn thing! It doesn't get my calls T-T Anyways... LUV YA ALWAYS!!! Take care and have fun with Kirst for me, ok?
Deji-chan4444: THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!!! You're the bestest little sister and thank you, thank you, thank you for always being there! I don't have words to express how grateful I should be to you, so please, accept this simple THANK YOU... Love ya lots sis!
High Lady Yuna A.K.A: JulinX: What can I say to you? Besides that you really are the best of this world. You're the best friend, the best listener, the best source of inspiration, the best counselor, the best of ALL THINGS! And for that I would like to thank you. I know that lately we haven't been on contact that much but here I would like to tell you that my heart, soul and mind are still with you no matter what and that you'll always have a friend here, and that you know. I don't know what someone told you, but it seems to not be the same thing he told me that he said... and for that I excuse myself and ask for your forgiveness, it hurts to not be able to talk with my best friend ever anymore. TT I would like to ask you to take care and be happy, ok? We'll be talking soon (I hope), I LOVE YOU!!