Time for a new chapter! Sorry this update is a few weeks after the other one. But I've been having lots of homework and my life has been full of drama. But I'm taking time off to write this! Just to warn you ahead of time, there's no action or anything in this chapter. No one dies and no burials. It's just the voice in Harry's head talking to Harry and Harry replying. Hope you enjoy it! R&R.
Harry has never been able to perform the Unforgivable curses before. What happens when an accident causes Harry to be able to perform them? What happens when he starts hearing a voice in his head telling him to do things? What will he do next? (Changed the summary b/c the other one sucked)
Disclaimer: Wow do I even need one anymore? If I owned Harry Potter I wouldn't be on the internet typing fan fiction.
Chapter 5I can't believe I did it. I killed Ron. I don't know what caused me to do it either. I thought it was a self-defense, but I must've wanted to kill him in order for it to happen. That's what I was told. You have to want to kill in order to kill.
But you did accidentally kill Lavender you know. You didn't want to kill her, yet she did die. So maybe you were wrong. You don't have to want to kill someone in order to do it. Although it probably does help. Now you should focus on Hermione. She's the next threat. She's upset about what happened to Ron and Lavender, almost to the point where she would turn you in. Do you really wanna risk it?
Of course I don't wanna risk it. But I don't think Hermione would really tell on me if it was an accident. Besides, she would get in trouble too because she was there, and also because she helped hide Ginny's body. I know she doesn't approve of murder, but I also know she doesn't wanna be expelled and sent to prison. She knows what she'll be getting into if she turns me in.
But what if she doesn't think when she does it? People do rash things when they're angry or upset. She might regret it later, but she'll still do it. You know her well. You know she doesn't like lying. Remember the firebolt incident in your third year? She ratted you out the first chance she got. It's like Hermione to do things like that. There's nothing for her to gain by lying. And she knows that if she turns you in, she might be able to get out of Azkaban. Think of the Death Eaters. Some got out by naming others. Hermione could just turn you in to get out of going to prison.
I really don't think she would do something like that. She might be a little nutty at times, but I doubt she would turn me in to save herself. She's not like that. She's not a selfish girl and she wouldn't do that to someone she thought of as a friend. You don't know her like I do. She would try to avoid getting arrested, but not at my expense. I trust Hermione with the secret even if you don't.
But she might do it. Would you really wanna risk expulsion? Would you want to risk your future? If not yours, then what about Dean, Seamus, Neville, Luna, and Parvati's futures? They were all there when Lavender and Ron died. They're just as guilty as you and Hermione. And think of Lavender and Ron. Their futures are gone thanks to Ron. He disarmed you, which caused Lavender to die. And Ron attacked you, so you fought back. But in the end, Lavender's death is because of Hermione. She's the one who convinced everyone to go there. Lavender has no future now because of Hermione. Doesn't she deserve death for dooming the poor girl?
Hermione wasn't expecting any of that to happen. She was just trying to help. And she won't tell simply because she would get in trouble for Lavender's death since she's the reason Lavender came. Lavender would never have known about it if Hermione hadn't said anything, which makes Hermione responsible as well. And everyone else would get in trouble because of Hermione, so even if she didn't go to Azkaban, the others would get her back at some point. Hermione knows she wouldn't be safe if she betrayed us. She's not dumb.
You're underestimating her stupidity and only thinking of her school smarts. Hermione won't think that far ahead. She will betray you and not even think of the consequences. She doesn't really think that the others will do anything if she betrays you. I mean think about it. Neville isn't the type to get revenge on someone. He's too afraid. And Seamus and Dean aren't the kind of guys to go fighting a girl. Luna is very odd and probably won't care if she's turned in. Parvati only cared about Ron getting what he deserved for Lavender's murder. That's the only things Hermione knows about them. But if she really did it, does she think they would still be like that? No one wants to go to Azkaban. Maybe you should just take care of Hermione while you have the chance.
I trust her. She won't be stupid. She knows what will happen if she betrays us.
But what if she betrays ya'll in a different way? She might do exactly the opposite of what I'm saying. She might want to keep it a secret. Which means she would have to kill you and the others. She would go after you first, since you're the one that did it. And then she would kill anyone who looks as though they might tell. And just to be sure, she'll kill the others. Would you really want to feel the guilt of having caused all their deaths, as well as Ginny, Ron, and Lavender?
No. But Hermione isn't the type of person to kill someone in order to protect a secret. And she wouldn't kill the others just in case they might tell. Hermione wouldn't kill innocent people. And she probably wouldn't kill the guilty either.
There's no such thing as an innocent person. Everyone is guilty of committing a crime. So no matter what anyone says, innocent people aren't killed every day since they did commit a crime at some point and are paying for it now. They would've died anyway, just in a different way at a different time. Hermione knows that. She wouldn't care. And anyway, Ron's death might have driven her to insanity. Insane people can't tell the difference between the innocent and the guilty.
Ron's death won't drive her to insanity. She wasn't in love with him or anything. I know that for a fact. Her best friend died, but it won't make her crazy. She will be just fine.
She might get a case of paranoia. And paranoid people can't tell the difference between anything after a while. She would kill everyone around her, just to be sure they didn't know something. You must kill Hermione to be sure it ends.
I won't kill her! She's my best friend!
If you don't, then all of Hogwarts will be in danger. Are you willing to risk it?
Yes. I refuse to kill Hermione. I didn't even kill the others on purpose. And I definitely won't start killing on purpose.
Fine. Do as you like. But when you realize I was right, I'll be waiting for you to call upon my help. Then we will take care of your problem once and for all.
End Chapter 5
Review please! That was a little random I know, but I felt that we needed a break from the action and a little more time for the voices in Harry's head. Italics was Harry talking and underlined was the voice. Hope everything wasn't too confusing. Anyways don't forget to review! Chapter 6 coming soon!