Ok it's a new chapter! I don't think many people like this story at all but I don't care. I think it's pretty good. Hope you like it! R&R please!
Harry has never been able to perform the Unforgivable curses before. What happens when an accident causes Harry to be able to perform them? What happens when he starts hearing a voice in his head telling him to do things? What will he do next?
Disclaimer: Wow do I even need one anymore? If I owned Harry Potter I wouldn't be on the internet typing fan fiction.
Chapter 6It was a few days since Lavender and Ron's burials. Lavender had a small one and was buried a few feet away from the school. Ron was dumped in the lake after being tied to a rock slab. Hermione had been very quiet during the burials, and hadn't talked to Harry since their deaths. Harry was starting to get worried.
I wonder why she won't talk to me. I don't think I did anything wrong. It's not like I killed anyone on purpose. But she's totally acting like I did. It's starting to piss me off.
She blames you because in her mind it is your fault. She can't stop feeling guilty about Lavender's death though. It was her idea to invite her after all. And now she's depressed because she helped kill someone.
"Hey Harry!" Parvati came running up to him. "Do you have a minute?"
"Yeah," Harry replied. "What?"
"Ok look, I just wanted to let you know that I don't blame you for Lavender's death," she said in a low voice. "And I've talked to everyone else and they agree. No one thinks you're responsible at all. We all know it was Ron's fault. And Ron's death wasn't your fault either because it was a self-defense. He deserved what he got."
"Does Hermione blame me?" he asked anxiously.
"Um, I think so," she said. "She won't talk to anyone anymore now. I guess she's just upset about it all."
"Oh ok," he replied glumly. "Well, thanks for letting me know. I'm glad ya'll don't blame me. Well, see ya later."
"Bye."
So Hermione does blame me. Damn. I was hoping she wouldn't. I figured she would know that I didn't do it on purpose.
His thoughts were interrupted by another voice. It was a girl's but it wasn't Hermione's or Parvati's. It was Luna.
"Hey Harry," she said. "I just wanted to let you know that I don't think you killed either of them on purpose."
"Thanks," he replied.
"Have you looked into it though?" she asked. "Maybe it was an invisible alien that did it."
He stared at her. He couldn't believe that she could be so odd.
"Uh I doubt aliens had anything to do with it," he replied.
"Well you can never be too sure," she said. "How are you handling things?"
"Fine," he replied. "It's easier to handle death when you've dealt with it before."
"Yeah I guess so," she said thoughtfully. "I wonder if they're any closer to finding Ginny. She was really nice."
Harry felt a lump rise in his throat. He felt bad about Ginny now. He wasn't sure if he should tell Luna what happened.
What if she tells someone? Or what if she hates me and kills me too? I don't want that. I need friends right now, not enemies. But maybe she'll understand if I explain it all to her.
"I don't think they'll find Ginny any time soon," he said.
"Why?"
"Because she's not missing. She's dead. I accidentally killed her."
"What?" Luna exclaimed, shocked. "How did you accidentally kill her?"
"Well, we were practicing the spells and Ron decided that it was Ginny's turn instead of his so he made her go next. And then I said the spell and it worked. That's when I realized I could perform Avada Kedavra," Harry explained.
Her eyes filled with tears. She didn't know if she hated him or felt sorry for him. She wanted to know more, but didn't know if she could handle it all. Her emotions were conflicting with each other. She didn't know if she would tell anyone or keep his secret because they were friends.
"What did you do with her body?" she asked, tears slowly running down her face.
"Hermione tied it to a rock and we dumped her in the lake," he replied. "I'm sorry."
He walked up to her and gave her a hug. She cried onto his shoulder and he patted her back.
Ok well that was unexpected. I don't know why I'm hugging her but I am. I feel so bad that I killed Ginny. I feel even worse about telling her about it.
"I'm sorry for crying," she said. "But I can't help it. She was always so nice to me. Not many people were and it was nice to know I had a friend."
"I'm so terribly sorry," he said. "I really didn't do it on purpose."
"I believe you," she said. "Thanks for the hug. It made me feel better."
"No problem. It's the least I could do," he said. "Are you ok?"
"Yeah I'll be fine," she replied. "I'll get over the shock soon."
"Well, would you like to join me on a walk around the lake?" he asked.
"Sure," she said.
She took his arm and they began walking. Not too far away, Hermione was sitting under a tree, watching them. Her eyes narrowed. She didn't know what the hell was going on, but she started to suspect that they were becoming a couple. And she didn't like it at all.
"Hey Hermione." It was Neville. He came and sat next to her. "How are you doing?"
"I'm fine," she said. "I'm holding up better than I expected."
"Me too," he said. "I thought losing a friend would rip me apart but it hasn't. It hasn't really affected me at all…"
She felt sorry for him. He hadn't been affected by their deaths and it obviously upset him. She wanted to comfort him but didn't know how.
"I guess it's normal to get used to death at some point," she said. "I mean with Voldemort back in power people are dying a lot so you hear about death. I guess that after hearing about it enough it's not such a big deal anymore. You get used to things sometimes. And I guess that those kinds of things can include losing a very close friend. I've been friends with Ron since our first year and his death hasn't destroyed me like it should've." She sighed.
"Well, when you put it that way I guess it makes sense," he said. "I just thought I would be more devastated than I am. Thanks for the small talk."
"Anytime," she said. "Are you going up to the school?"
"Yeah," he said.
"Ok I'll go back up too," she said. They began walking together. While she was walking, she heard something.
You know, it's not nice to keep secrets from people. How come you haven't told anyone about Ginny? They know about Lavender and Ron. And why have you kept their deaths a secret anyway? You don't gain anything from that. If anyone finds out that you've been lying, you will be expelled from school. Do you really want that?
Of course not. But I can't tell anyone about it without getting Harry and myself in trouble too. I don't want that.
Or maybe you do. You really don't know anything right now. You just feel horrible about killing Lavender and watching your best friend get killed. If you stop to think about it, it makes you a very bad person.
She shook her head to get rid of the voice. She didn't know if it was coming from her own head or if someone was really talking to her. All she did know was that she didn't like what the voice was saying to her.
End Chapter 6Ok review please! Sorry if it was all really confusing. It's midnight and I'm busy so it's not that long. Happy Easter everyone! Hope you're enjoying Spring Break. I'm going out of state tomorrow for the rest of the week so I can't update for a while. Don't forget to review. Chapter 7 coming soon!