Kyo declined to sleep with them again, although he wanted to be close to Ryu again, to smell his skin, to feel him, to let Ryu's essence wash over him like elixir, like an exquisite bottle of amontillado. But he knew he wouldn't be able to help himself and do something that he would regret later. So, he declined Jin's generous offer and slept on his own bed, putting on his head set so he won't hear the faint sound coming from the other bedroom. He fell asleep, crying.
At two in the morning, he felt a familiar body climbing in the bed with him. He moaned, thinking he was dreaming, Ryu swallowed his squeal with a kiss.
"You have to learn to keep quiet if you want us to keep doing this. Jin may not be a light sleeper but he might hear us." Ryu said, between kisses. Kyo, bit his lips till it bled to muffle his groans as Ryu bathe him with kisses.
"Baby you're so hot, are you feeling alright?" Ryu asked, as he put a kiss mark on Kyo's neck.
Kyo buried his face under his pillow, he felt faint with desire racing through his veins.
"You're making me hot." Kyo whispered back.
Kyo was taken aback when Ryu unzipped his pants, he was always been the Seme, but he was so dizzy and weak from desire, he let Ryu do what he wants with him.
When Ryu took him in his mouth, he felt the blood rush to his head, he never experienced anything so wonderful. Ryu was feeling the same way, he had to clamp his mouth tighter on Kyo's erection because it was the sweetest thing he ever tasted, he moaned as he took his lover deeper and deeper in his mouth. Kyo was panting, finding it hard to breathe. He grabs Ryu's hair carefully.
"Slow down, baby, you're going to kill me. I can't breathe." Kyo said, weakly, his eyes rolling back, as he almost swoon, Ryu stopped for a second, when he can see the beads of perspiration all over Kyo, it's the first time for him to be Uke, and he is enjoying it. They never tried it before; making love to Kyo after weeks of brushing him away fueled his desire to take him. He slowed down his phase, and he can feel Kyo with every thrust. Jin didn't want him to go down on him; he always wants to be the man.
Ryu forgot where he was, he felt like he was on drugs, he was so high with desire with this man under him, so beautiful, so beautifully delicious. Kyo signaled him, but he didn't take away his mouth but he pulled back a little, Kyo was trying to push him away, but he ran his tongue around him, and Kyo couldn't hold it anymore, and he climaxed, Ryu drinking his lover's juice, for the first time, he liked it, and swallowed every last drop.
Ryu knew something was wrong, Kyo was panting too hard, he quickly put back Kyo's pants and ran to the kitchen to get him a glass of water and grabbed his medication.
Ryu helped him up, and he drank the water gratefully. "I'm sorry, darling. I couldn't help it; you look so delicious lying there." Ryu said, softly, wiping Kyo's face with a towel. He pulled Kyo's arm to give him the shot. And helped him lie down again. He got up and got him another shirt when he realized that Kyo was soaking wet from their love making.
When he brushed away the sticky hair away from his face, he met his amber eyes again, "I'm sorry if I passed out on you." Kyo said.
Ryu smiled with a smirk, "Its okay, we got plenty of time to practice, you will get used to me." Ryu said, with a little laugh. Kyo tried to slap him weakly, but Ryu grabbed his hand and kissed it. And he leaned down and whispered, "You tasted so good, Kyo. I will let you get your strength back and maybe we can try it again. This time we will do it all day." Ryu teased.
They both heard the door to the other bedroom opened, Ryu grabbed a blanket and covered Kyo with it, Kyo pretended to be sleeping. After awhile Ryu looked up to see Jin peering by the door, "Hi." He mouthed, and raised his hand to put a finger on his lips. Jin smiled and tip-toed over to him. "How is he?" Jin whispered. "He is okay, his fever broke, and he is sweating now." Ryu replied, feeling a little guilty. He got up and they walk out of Kyo's bedroom.
Jin led him back to the bedroom, "Why don't you take the rest of the week off, hon. Business is kind of slow anyway; I don't need you at the store right now. Take care of Kyo; he needs someone to look after him till he is better." Jin said. Ryu looked at Jin, felt like crying, why do you have to be so damn nice? Ryu wanted to shout, he wanted Jin to be a little mean so he won't feel so guilty cheating on him with Kyo, he embraced him, as he tried valiantly to hold back the tears.
"It's nice to be your manager's lover huh?" Jin teased, with a grin. Ryu slapped him lightly on the arm. What about Kyo? Kyo was the nicest of them all, accepting him and even feeling guilty when he dumped him, Kyo should be mad and hate him, but Kyo even beg to be the third person, the silent third person.
"Thank you, I'm sure he will get better in a couple of days." He said. Jin was already snoring after a minutes, Ryu pretended to be sleeping. He felt being torn in two. He didn't like the game he is playing; he didn't like being the person he is turning out to be.
How could you love two people at the same time? Ryu wondered. He thought of Kyo, how could you love me? You're supposed to hate me; I'm using you both, am playing with you both. Am an evil person, hate me, hate me! Ryu wanted to shout at Kyo. He fell asleep crying, and hating himself, for a person who's got two wonderful men loving him, he never felt so miserable in his entire life, and he blamed himself for being this way.