When they woke up that morning, they had a silent agreement not to talk about it. They agreed to live up the week and decide when the time comes. So everyday that week was like it was before. Before there was Jin. But this time, they are more closer, sweeter and probably more in love with each other.
But they had changed individually. Especially Kyo, he was more quieter now, more aloof, especially if in the middle of making love, Jin would call. Kyo would try to get up and leave, saying he wants them to have privacy, but actually he was hurt every time that happens. Kyo didn't want to hear how Ryu would flirt with Jin, it hurts him, with every laugh he would kiss Kyo, with every I love you he would touch Kyo. There was even a time that he had a phone sex with Jin and he was actually doing it to Kyo, Kyo couldn't do anything, every time Ryu touches him, he would just grow weak. He just lay there and waits for Ryu to get off the phone, and wait for Ryu to really have his way with him. Ryu got used to being the Seme now, in fact he enjoyed it so much, Kyo would sometimes beg for them to stop and have a rest.
But Kyo didn't like this, didn't want it to be this way. He didn't want to admit that he was weak, that he can't leave, he knows he have to act now or else he would get hurt so bad that he would not forgive Ryu. He wants to remember him just like this, loving him, enjoying their times together.
"I got a job in another town, the pay is better. And you need to decide where you want to take this relationship. I don't want to be there if you decided you wanted him more than you wanted me. So, to make it easier for both of us, I took the job, Ryu." Kyo said, while they were having breakfast one morning,
It's just been three days, but Kyo felt it went on forever. He wanted to remember it that way.
"When are you leaving?" Ryu asked, his fork poised, hanging in mid-air, wishing that it didn't have to be this way.
"Tonight." Kyo replied, bowing his head, trying to control his tears.
The fork clang to the plate where Ryu dropped it. Kyo didn't say anything, he got up and stood in front of Ryu, lifting his head, tears pouring down his lover's face, Kyo gave him the chastest kiss, with all his love, with all his heart. "I love you." He whispered in Ryu's ear and walked to his room and locks the door.
He didn't want Ryu to see him breakdown, he didn't want him to see that this is much harder for him, that if Ryu asked him to stay, if Ryu begged him to stay, he would. So he didn't wait for him to say anything because he knew he won't be able to control himself.
Ryu was knocking on the door, he ignored it. He was sprawled on the floor, crying so hard, he was too weak to get up. He couldn't remember it but he must have passed out or fell asleep. When he woke up it was dark.
The house was quiet. Ryu was either sleeping or out. He didn't check, he knew if he did he could never leave. So with a few of his belongings, he walked out the door quietly. There was no job out of town, he didn't know where to go or what to do, he just didn't want to be with Ryu again and having Jin shattered his world with reality, that this is just for a week and after this Ryu would have to decide. Yes, Ryu says he loves him now, now with Jin out of the way, with Jin just on the other line, but not on his bed, but what if Jin was here, and holds him, makes love to him, he didn't think Ryu would still say the same thing. He reached the bus stop without knowing it. So where ever his feet are taking him, he didn't know, but where ever he is going, he thinks it's better than staying where he was now.