I sighed; turned around in the bed and looked at Kerry, I wanted to let her sleep, she was exhausted and she need to rest, but I wanted to talk with someone, with her.
- Kerrylove, are you awake? I laid my hand on Kerry's shoulder.
- Mhm, she mumbled, yes…what is it?
- I can't sleep.
She turned around the light on and kissed my cheek.
- Why sweetie?
- I don't know I'm scared and confused.
- Don't be, you aren't alone in this, you know that?
- Mhm, I know, but…
- But what?
I took her hand, kissed her fingers and ran my finger around her cheek, her mouth and over her forehead.
- What are you doing? She said with a little smile
- I'm trying to give myself some of your strength; I mumbled with me lips in her hair.
- Don't be, she ran her hand over my neck; you're already strong.
- Am I?
- Kim is you trying to say that you didn't talked to your parents?
- Uhm, I've talked to them, I called them yesterday and...
- Kim, she gave me one look.
- Not, I will…some day, but I can't, not yet, not now, not ever!
- Sch, its okay honey, I closed my eyes and let her kissed me before she follow up; it's nothing you have to do if you not want, but they want to know.
- Do you think it?
- I know it; she laid her hand on my stomach; and this little child need his grandparents.
I laid my hand over hers, maybe she has right, maybe I should call and tell them, they wanted to know and Kerry was here with me, I was safe.
- So our child is a boy today?
- Mhm, I'm feeling it.
- You do? Because I think it's a girl.
- We're going to see, she laid her hand on my chest; go too sleep love.
I closed my eyes and tried to relax, but after only a few minutes I get out of the bed and Kerry open her eyes.
- Sweetie, what are you doing?
- I'm sorry, I'm hungry, and do you want anything?
- A new left hip…
- Oh darling, is it bad today?
- It's okay, it was just a busy day, and she kissed my fingertip.
- I make some tea, do you need an ipren?
She shakes her head and I give her a softly kiss before I left the room.