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Chapter Seven
Me and Catherine drove to work
separately tonight to try and avoid suspicion, and so far I'd say
we've done a pretty good job of keeping it a secret.
Who
am I kidding?
The
only reason I haven't jumped her is because we haven't had a
moment alone together, and we're lucky no one's noticed the looks
we've been giving each other.
Me,
Catherine and Greg were assigned together tonight, and the three of
us are in the layout room going over photos from the crime scene.
We've
been working six hours non stop, I haven't even had time for a cup
of coffee, so when Greg offers to get some of his secret stash, I'm
ready to kiss him.
The
moment he's left the room, I feel Catherine's arms slide around
my waist and her mouth finds my neck.
"Cath…windows….Greg.."
I
feel rather than hear her laugh.
"Was
that supposed to make sense honey?"
"Someone
might see."
"Do
you really think I care? Do you care?"
I
give up and turn to face her.
"No,
actually I don't."
I
pull her closer to me and our mouths meet in a passionate kiss.
My
hands slide down her back and she moans as I slide them down even
further to cup her ass.
Eventually
we pull away, gasping for breath, and I'm about to kiss her again
when we're interrupted by a quiet cough from the doorway.
Greg
is standing there, looking completely shell shocked.
"Greg…I..."
I
what? I don't need to explain myself.
"Well,
I guess everyone had to find out at some point. Greg, Sara and I are
dating."
And I guess Catherine beat me to it.
"From
what I saw, you're doing a little more than that."
There's
the Greg we know and love.
Sensing I need to talk to Greg, Catherine excuses herself. I perch on the edge of the table and motion from him to join me.
"I'm
sorry you had to find out like that. It's a very new thing, we've
only been out on one date, I don't really understand it myself, I-"
"Sara,
it's ok. I knew I never really had a chance with you anyway. At
least, I've known I haven't for a while. It's more of a game
now. I ask you out, you turn me down, you know the score."
"But
still, I wish I'd told you rather than you having to find out like
that."
"Are
you kidding, that was hot! Any chance of another free show?"
"Sorry
Greggo, that's all you're getting."
"Sara?"
"Uhuh?"
"I
won't tell anyone, that's up to you and Catherine when you're
ready."
"Thanks. I knew you'd keep it quiet anyway though."
"Now,
your coffee milady?"
At the end of shift, I meet Catherine in her car.
"Breakfast
is on me, ok?"
"Sure."
"Baby,
are you alright?"
She
nods.
"I'm
just thinking about Lindsay."
"Are you
worried about how she'll take the news about us?"
"Yeah,
I guess."
"She's
a smart kid Catherine, and she's pretty grown up too. I'm sure
she'll be fine about it."
She smiles, but I'm pretty sure that's not the only thing that's bothering her. Well, I'm not going to push her; I'll let her tell me when she's ready. Once we finish breakfast, I'm expecting her to drive me back to the lab, so when she starts driving in the opposite direction I'm a little confused as to where we're going.
"Cath?
I thought you were driving me back to the lab?"
"I
can if you want, I kind of just…well I wanted to fall asleep in
your arms again. I feel so safe with you."
My
heart just about melts then. God, she's so adorable.
"So
um, you still want me to take you back to the lab?"
"Take
me home with you baby."
God, I never tire of her smile.
The downside to sharing a bed with Catherine is that it's kind of hard to get any sleep. Especially when said woman finds it hard to keep her hands to herself. Not that I'm really complaining of course.
"Sara?"
"Mmm?"
"There's
something I want to say, but I don't know if I should say it."
I'm
fully awake now, I think she's about to tell me what's been
bothering her.
"Baby,
you know you can tell me anything."
"It's
just that…well, things are moving so fast between us and…"
"Do
you want to slow things down?"
"No,
nononono, it's just that…"
"Go on, it's ok, I can take it..."
"I,
I, I love you."
My
jaw almost hits the floor.
"Sara,
I'm so sorry, I knew it was too soon, I shouldn't have said
anything, I, we'll…"
I
silence her with a kiss.
"Don't
apologise Catherine."
"But…"
"I
love you too."
Her
eyes are filled with tears.
"Really?"
"I
think I've been in love with you since I met you, it just took
hearing you say it to make me realise."
And
as I watch her sleep in my arms, I know I'm right.
It
may have taken me almost six years to realise it, but I'm in love
with Catherine.
It
took many arguments and a little confusion, but the answer is so
simple. Me and Catherine are right for each other. That's just the
way it is. I may have only just realised it, but already I know I
can't go back to life without her. I'm no longer confused, in
fact, things have never been more clear…I love her.
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