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Chapter 3:

'James do you always have to do this? You know I think someone is really kidnapping me to do some horrible things with me.' Said Lily angry but with a sparkle in her eyes which made clear to James that she didn't mind at all. But Lils, you would know that I would never do something like that to you. James thought but didn't say it out loud for a reason he didn't know.

'Lily.' Said James.

'Yes?' Lily replied.

' You know I care about you right?'

I really do care about you a lot

'Yes, I know.'

Hopefully not in a sister/brother way

'I just wanted to know…'

If you would like to go to Hogsmeade with me

'Want to know what?'

If I like you?

'If, if you…'

Would be my girlfriend

'Yes, James'

Because I don't like you

'would like to…'

Marry me

'would like to what…'

I am in love with you

'Go to…'

Yes?

'To…'

But the question Is, what about you?

'To…'

C'mon James. You can say it

'…'

What are you trying to say

'I just wanted to know if you would like to go to Hogsmeade with me?'

That wasn't so hard, now was it

'I would love to'

Yes, yes , yes, yes, yes!!!

After that both Lily and James woke from their strange dream.

'I just had the strangest dream.' James said while rubbing his eyes.

'Me too. It involved you asking me out' Said Lily while stretching.

'Only I hadn't had the guts to ask you out.'

'So you stretched it all out.'

'But in the meantime our thoughts were saying different things'

'Like me wanting you to marry me.'

'And me being in love with you.'

Suddenly they looked at each other with absolute horror. It just got trough their minds that they had been dreaming about the same thing, but most important of all they could hear each other thoughts. Both of them turned red at the thought that!

' So Lily, you're in love with me, huh?' James said smirking

'Don't smirk at me like that Mr – I would – marry – you – and - afterwards – have - good –sex - but – I – cannot – even – ask – the – poor – girl – out. 'Said Lily with a mischievous smile. She whished that all those things were true. How she longed to feel his lips caressing her lips. How she longed for him to just hold her. How she longed to just wanting to stare at him without being caught. How she longed for him to love him.

'But you know you love me' James teased.

Lily didn't respond to that. She knew she loved him deep down somewhere in her heart. She only would not admit it.

'I am still waiting for my answer you know' James said still smiling on the outside although on the inside he was nervous. What if she doesn't love me?

' You are waiting for my answer when you know what my answer would be, right?' Lily said.

Silence followed. They looked in to each other eyes. Unaware by them they drew closer to the other. Subconsciously James put his arm around her waist, pulling her even her closer. Like they were magnets their faces came closer and their lips touched., their lips locked together but unmoving. They stood still like that for about a second when James kissed her gently.

Lily thought that she was about to explode. Never had she felt something like this.

They were kissing so unaware of their surrounding that when they pulled back they did not even noticed that there were four people looking stunned.

'What the bloody hell was that all about?!' Meagan demanded.

James and Lily turned around and looks of utter terror was all written over their faces. They turned red. Not only from embarrassment but also from anger. Why anger Lily didn't know. Maybe it was because they had invaded their privacy. Or maybe she was just irate at herself because she had let it happen. She had let herself being seduced by the tempts of her best friend. She had no idea why she was angry. She was becoming annoyed at herself for being so not careful and she just couldn't stand the thought about that. She suddenly felt like she could not respire. There was no air around her anymore. She tried to gasp for air but her mouth wouldn't allow it. And then she went down. And for the second time on that day particular day everything went black… pitch black but not before hearing a loud scream and feeling something wet trickling down her head.

After that she remembered nothing.

Nothing in the place she was.

In the place she was there was nothing.

Nothing for her to notice and see.

Then there out of the blue was a bright white sharp piercing light that made her fall down and lay unconscious …

'James' silence

'James' again silence

' James where are you' still no response

'James' Lily was getting hysterical

'This isn't funny anymore' Lily at this point started to cry.

'Can someone hear me' She tried several minutes later still sobbing.

'Hello' She could only hear herself breathing.

'Please James' She started to fall towards the ground.

'James, I need you' Lily said with a tiny voice.

'James please say something, anything' Her throat felt very dry.

'Please' Andfor the second time she fell unconscious.

James looked at lily with sleepy eyes. He would not fall asleep as long as Lily wasn't awake. Meagan, Sirius and Remus just stood there uncertain of what to do. Peter was looking horrified at what had displayed before him. James wouldn't forgive himself if she didn't wake up.

'James' a high voice shouted.

James looked at the beautiful girl in his arms and tried to calm her down by whispering soothing words. She gave no reaction to whatever he was saying. He would not give up. He would be there for her whether she was asleep, or awake. He would stand by her no matter what happened.

'Prongs, don't you think we should bring her to the hospital wing?' the concerned voice from Remus came.

'No.' came the bitter reply of James.

The four others stared at James in bewilderment.

'Why not?' Meagan said coldly for she would wanted to know what was wrong with her best friend.

'It happened before. She just need to lay down and be calm, at least that was what the Healers said at St. Mungo's.'

' Why said the Healers that James, Why.' Sirius demanded.

They all looked at James expectantly .

'Because…'

James stayed still for awhile.

'Because she has some sort of disease.' James said.

Meagan looked unbelievingly at James. Sirius, Remus and Peter looked shocked.

'And how would you know that?' Meagan asked suspiciously while dying with curiosity. She was Lily's best friend and how could she not know. Lily would have told her. Lily trusted her she was sure of that.

'I was there the last time it happened.' James said with a soft but firm tone that said that no questions should be asked more.

The five teenagers stayed in silence while waiting for Lily to wake up. They looked at the clock. One minute passed. Two minutes had passed. Five minutes passed. Ten minutes passed but there was till no sign of Lily waking up.

'I can't stand it anymore!' Sirius screamed abruptly out of nowhere.

They were all to lazy to respond.

'I can't stand it anymore!' Sirius screamed again.

This time they pretended they hadn't heard a thing.

'I can't stand it anymore!' Sirius screamed for the third time.

James had opened his mouth to say something, but closed it immediately.

'I can't stand it anymore!' Sirius screamed getting annoyed at their lack of reaction.

'Black, you don't have to say it four times. I think one time is enough thank you very much. But now I am responding, what exactly can't you stand?' Lily said

' I can't stand the fact that you still haven't woke up.' Sirius said without realizing what he'd said.

'But Sirius.' Said Lily

'Yes Lily?'

'I am awake, why should I in Merlin's name need to wake up' Said Lily.

' You are awake? Really? Wait a minute you're awake.' Said Sirius dumbly while running towards Lily to give her a bone crushing hug.

'Yes of course I'm awake. Why wouldn't I be?' Lily said while trying to get out of Sirius his bone crushing hug.

'Padfoot! Let the girl go. Let her breath again.' Remus addressed to Sirius.

James could only look at Lily.

'Lily' James said.

Lily turned her head to look at James and wiggled her eyebrows for him to continue.

'Please'. Was all that James said. He looked so desperate that Lily almost said Yes. With one little shake of her head he walked away and left all of his friends behind. Lily noticed that all eyes were focused on her.

'What?' She said.

'I would like to know what is going on between you and James.' Meagan said calmly but with a tone of authority in her voice.

'Nothing.' Lily lied.

'Lily Marie Evans, don't you lie to me!' Meagan said getting angry.

Lily looked at Meagan, Sirius and Remus and ran away. She ran until she unaware had reached the a clearing nearby the Forbidden Forrest which only James and she knew off. She couldn't stand it anymore. She would have to make an end. It would have to end right now Lily decided. The only problem was, how? She was sick and tired of all the hiding, of all the lies, off all the confusion, of everything. But in a way she liked it. She had a secret. A secret that only James and her knew of. No, it wasn't the secret that they couldn't be friends anymore. It was something much more complex. Something that would haunt her till the day of her death.

Lily started to cry as the rain suddenly came pouring out of the sky. She didn't know why she was crying, but she knew it felt good and it helped to take a tremendous weight of her shoulders.

James was sitting in his dormitory on his four-poster bed just gazing blankly in front of him. He didn't know what he could do to make Lily understand why he needed their friendship to become public. He just wanted them to act like they were doing before Hogwarts. Before he met all of his friends. Before he realized he had feelings for him. Why couldn't see just see that it was killing him inside to go trough the pain, the secrecy. And then he suddenly didn't care anymore. If she didn't want it to be public, fine by him but she must face the consequences of that.

'Prongs ?' A voice interrupted his thoughts.

James looked up to see that Sirius was standing in the doorway concerned by the mass of wetness on his face. He must have been crying without realizing it.

'Are you OK?' Sirius asked him.

'Do I look OK to you? I don't understand it anymore. The one minute she is fine with everything but when it comes to the real thing she doesn't want it. Does she like leading me on Padfoot? I cannot stand it anymore. I have to put an end by it all. All the years we could have had together to be only stopped by… by… by YOU! It is all your fault, if you hadn't offered your friendship to me everything would have gone perfectly and I would be sitting next to her, playing with her shiny red hair. But no you, Remus and Peter had to ruin it. If you wouldn't have interfered we still would have been friends. But of course you cannot be blamed. You needed the friendship you were offering towards me, as well as Moony and Wormtail. If I cannot blame you who can I blame. Who can I blame. Who is responsible for this Padfoot? Tell me! Who?' by now James had fallen crying down on his knees while he seemed to pull out his hair out of his head.

Sirius did not know what to do so he just sat on the ground and held James head in his lap while saying that everything was going to be alright.

After a while James fell into a slumber still being in Sirius' lap. That's how Remus found them. He wanted to say something but Sirius merely raised a finger to his lips and whispered that he was sleeping.

Remus looked at James sleeping and found that he was looking peaceful. Every once in while the word 'Lily' or 'Please' came out of his mouth. He didn't know what was going on but he was determined to find out if it could make his best friend happy. After all, James willingly had become an Animagus just so that he wouldn't endure so much pain and would be alone, so why couldn't the lad deserve a little happiness regarding Lily.

A/N: I''m sorry I haven't updated in a while. This chapter will probably be the last chapter for a couple of months seeing as I am really busy with school. I will try to write the other chapters as as fast as possible.and will then update them as soon as possible.

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