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This's gonna be nice... a little... complex.
Some confessions from a man to his old friend... you've gotta see that.
Hope you like it!
Chapter 17… confessions.
"Kai?"
"jm."
"since we left Ottawa two month ago, you've returned to be the same cold-hearted guy. hey, what's happening to you?"
"jm."
"leave him, Tala... we know Kai is like that and will always be... it has no sense trying to help him."
"no, I know Kai is different. But..."
"would you two just stop talking about me and go back to sleep?"
"jmm... Kai..." the tree guys got inside their beds, and tried to find the wish to sleep. it was a cold night... the coldest of the ones they had lived on that damn abbey.
"Kai… Boris is manipulating you…"
"Repeat that."
:flashback:
"Kai... every mistake has to have a consequence... and you have to face the consequence of your mistakes..."
"damn you."
"no, no, no... don't be a bad boy."
"grr..."
"Kai! You are the best! and you made Black Dranzer loose because you wanted that! If everyone could do what they want, then I would do this!" he laughed maliciously, hitting Kai's chest.
"do you think that is pain?"
"let's see what do you could call pain to..."
About one hour later, Kai was still lying on the floor. His top torn and his trousers around his knees had nothing to say against his nose, bleeding, and all the scars over his chest, also covered with blood. His breath was fast and hard. He wanted, again, to see Ray. And again he felt dirty.
"I'm… weak…" whispered the boy to nowhere. "I'm so weak… I can't stop him… I fight against him, and I can't stop his hands."
"Because you like it."
"What!"
"Kai… Kai, Kai… you like it. You like feeling that there's someone who's more powerful than you… because that means that you still have someone to beat… and that your aim is not completed."
"NEVER! I NEVER LIKED IT AND NEVER WILL!"
"and what will you do to prevent it?"
"I… my grandfather… he won't let you do this to me again!"
"Muhahahh! Voltaire? Voltaire was the one who told me to do this!"
"What!" not surprisingly, Voltaire was against his own grandson… but… with this too?
"You know… your lovely grandfather… told me that… losers… -Boris put his face near Kai's, a few centimeters away from his lips, that were plenty of blood because of the fight against the man that he had held.- losers deserve punishment… and you are a loser."
"no… I…"
"If I were you, I'd stay here for this night. It wouldn't be nice for your Teammates to see you're even weaker than what they thought, right?"
"I… I think so."
"Good Boy…"
"Boris I… what can I do?"
"Uh? Do you think that matters to me?"
"What can I do to prevent this!"
"OH! You… have to… forget your 'friends'… and… specially… you have to show me you can provoke a strong person… and strong… doesn't mean girl, you know?"
Kai gasped and hit the floor in which he was lying. "Damn you Boris!"
:end of flashback:
"…It's… difficult…" whispered Kai, believing that everybody was slept.
"What?"
"I… nothing."
"Come on Kai… stop acting… at least… with me."
"uh? – Kai turned round. Tala was still awake, and looked to his crimson eyes.- Tala I…"
The red haired smiled, and stood up from his bed, in order to sat on Kai's.
"What?" asked, still smiling.
"I… Boris… he... do you remember that each Friday I go to the training room with Him to a 'special practice'?"
"What does that have to do with this?"
"I… that practice… is not in the training room. It's in the dirty room… is the same practice that was supposed to make me feel special… but every Friday… I loose a part of myself… on that man."
"Tomorrow. Tomorrow is Friday."
"I know. That's why I'm so cold with you guys… but… please… don't tell Bryan."
"I won't."
"Which is your biggest desire on earth, Tala?"
"What?"
"What do you want the most?"
"I… want you to be happy."
Kai's eyes widened. "Why me?"
"Because… you mean a lot to me."
"… I have to tell you something… Boris… he told me… that he could stop… raping me."
"only if you…"
"if I showed him that I… I can… provoke… or just weaken… a strong person… in the way… he does to me…"
"That's w… weird."
"I know… but…"
"… Kai…?"
"I… think…"
"what?"
"I think that you're a strong man, Tala."
His eyes opened wide, and meet Kai's.
Chaaaaaaaaan!
Are you feeling ok?
AM I feeling Ok?
What's left of this? i'm just leaving my imagination free!
Please revieeeww! This is NOT going to turn into KaiTala, BUT it doesn't mean that MAYBE i could include sth of that.
Waiting for your reviews! See yaa!
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And please don't kill me! It's just for dramatization i'm making thiiis! it's not a KaiTala fic!