Hi people! (if there's still someone reading this ¬¬) It's long since I updated last… ok, I'm back.
This is going to be a mixed thing, because I go to Russia, then Japan, then Russia again… maybe you find some scenes have no sense, but they will have in the following chapters, I promise.
When The Love has to End.
Chapter 18.
"… Kai…?"
"I… think…"
"what?"
"I think that you're a strong man, Tala."
"No. You can't be meaning that…"
"I mean it."
Tala gasped. This couldn't be happening.
:Tala's POV:
I always wanted Kai to say this. I was always jealous of him being strong, he would never recognize another strong guy… but… me. He did said I was strong. But I wasn't expecting… that apart from saying that he would…
:Normal POV:
Tala couldn't think of anything else when he felt the Russian smell and Kai's lips on his own. They were strong… as both of them.
Kai placed a hand on Tala's neck, and pull him closer. Tala's arms rounded Kai's waist, and started moving slowly towards his hips.
It wasn't long before Kai's tongue ran by his mouth and parted his lips. Tala gasped slowly, and gave in to his friend, exploring Kai's mouth with his tongue.
Kai moaned loud. Enough for Tala to stop and gradually get apart from Kai's mouth. He looked deeply in his eyes.
"Kai…"
"Tell me…"
"What about… Hilary…?"
"She… I'll probably not see her in a long time. And to stop that this is the only thing I can do."
"So… I'm just your favorite toy here?"
"No."
"Then what am I? Your pleasure object? Hilary's replacement?"
"Tala. You're my best friend. That's what you are."
"Friends aren't suppose to kiss."
"What do you mean?"
"I don't want to be just your friend."
"So?"
"Kai… I…" the red haired took Kai's shirt with his right arm and pulled him closer. He pressed his lips strongly against the blue haired, and his tongue ran once again by his mouth. Kai couldn't do anything but give in. This time Tala pushed him against the bed, and his hand ran by Kai's chest.
Kai pushed apart.
"Stop it."
Tala breathed slowly, dejected. "I'm… sorry." He lied himself on the bed, arms crossed behind his head.
"Don't be. I said 'stop it', I didn't say I don't like it."
"Uh?"
"I MEAN that I don't mind you touching me like that. But I'm still supposed to be Hilary's boyfriend."
"I know… but YOU were the one who KISSED ME first."
"And?"
"AND! AND! Kai… I love you, fuck. I LOVE YOU AND I'VE ALWAYS DONE!"
Kai blinked twice. 'Fuck. I hadn't noticed. I wouldn't have kissed him if I'd known… shit.' "…Sorry…"
"Why?"
"Because of… kissing you I shouldn't have…."
"You fool! That was the best thing that happened to me in this abbey as a youth."
"Why as a youth?"
"Because… you don't remember anything, do you?"
"About what?"
"forget… it." Tala wiped away the tears forming in his eyes. "let's go back to sleep. If you want… you can use ME with the Boris thing."
"Tala. I don't want to use you. You don't understand, do you?"
"Is there anything to understand?"
"I wasn't playing with you, idiot! I've always wanted to kiss you like that! It's just… now I had an excuse… for you not to reject me… just in case."
"You fool. I wouldn't have rejected you. I didn't, though."
"Whatever… let's go to sleep."
Kai returned to his bed, still tasting Tala's smell in his lips. 'he's… wow.' Kai looked back at Tala. His eyes were already closed, probably he had fallen sleep. The guy took a pen and a little notebook that were in a drawer.
'Hilary… I'll always love you. But you're a forbidden love to me. If I love you, you get hurt, and that's exactly what happened. I'm sorry. I'm sorry we can't go on forever as I thought we would. I thought… they would no longer bother. But I was wrong. Sometimes I'm wrong. I'm sorry about all the pain I make you go through. Forgive me… for everything. And be happy.'
He closed the little book, put it back in the drawer, and got inside the cold bed. God it was cold. But he didn't mind. Nothing mattered… never.
…BACK IN TYSON'S…
At last they had arrived in Tyson's Dojo. The guy's grandpa had collected them from the airport, and brought them home.
"Home, sweet home!"
"You're right Tyson, it's good to be home after a long trip" said max, stretching.
"are you feeling Ok Hilary?" asked the navy haired.
"Think so… just a bit tired."
"D'ya want me to take you home?"
"I will." A confident voice was heard behind him.
"Ray?"
"It's ok. I'll be back in five minutes." He winked at Hilary, and she followed.
There was a minute of silence before one of them spoke.
"… I… miss him."
"I know. It's not because of you I offered to come with you… it's because of Tyson."
"What!"
"Well… just be careful. Maybe he wants to take advantage of Kai being absent."
"Really?"
"Just a thought… just a thought"
Soon they got to her house. But… everything was closed. Hilary blinked in disbelief.
"Can't they…"
"What? What's happening?"
"Don't you see it! They left! They left without me!"
"Stop, Hil, what are you talking about?"
"Well… let me explain…" she said, breathing slowly, pretending to be calm. "Every year my parents make some kind of trip around the country… they usually go around this time of the year… THEY LEFT, RAY, THEY LEFT!" the girl started shaking the guy's shoulders.
"Hey! Wait! … I … I don't see your point."
"I… have… no… KEYS"
"So?"
"SO I CAN'T GO INTO MY OWN HOUSE, ARE YOU BAKA!"
"ok, ok… I think I got it. What are you going to do?"
"DO YOU THINK I KNOW!"
"Kay… you could stay at Tyson's. The guys and I are staying there."
"Ok. Ok. Ok. This is getting into my nerves. Very much."
"So, what do you say?"
"do I have any other option left?"
"I dunno…" 3
They started walking back to Tyson's.
"Hey ray you back… why her?"
"STOP IT TYSON I'M ALREADY FED UP ENOUGH TO HAVE TO GIVE YOU EXPLANATIONS. DON'T ASK."
"Leave her Ty… some unexpected problems."
"Everybody can come in man. Let's go to eat something, grandpa's preparing dinner."
"Kay…"
Morning came soon. Ray and max went training, and the chief went with them to analyze some stuff in this precious laptop.
Inside the dojo, Tyson and Hilary were still at the room, he, eating, and she, reading. Suddenly the girl put up her sight, and looked at the guy beside her.
"Tyson… do you understand feelings?" ¬¬
"Are you joking?"
"Maybe."
"What's the matter Hil?"
"I miss him."
"you miss Kai? Sure… he's your boyfriend, after all…"
"He didn't say goodbye… just a letter."
"Sometimes that's the best way not to cry…"
"I think so… but… You're completely out of character Tyson."
"Why?"
"Well… though you're eating, you're being comprehensive…"
"Em… thanks?"
¬¬ "Ok… I'm going outta here. Maybe some fresh air makes me good."
"Hilary?"
"What?"
"Umm… forget it."
"Whatever… see ya."
Tyson looked at her, as she went out of the room. 'She's still thinking about him. Shit. Maybe I just have to wait a couple of days…
:flashback:
"Tyson?"
"Yeah?"
"Please… I know I'll have to go. I'll have to return to Russia when this finishes."
"Kai?"
"Listen. Hilary is my girlfriend, but… I'll be long time there in the north…"
"Wait, aren't you expecting me to…"
"Make her happy. If I'm absent for a LONG time… then make her happy. Probably she's happier with you than with me."
"Kai… are you sure?"
"I've thought about it many time. I'm sure. Please."
"Kay… as you want."
:End of flashback:
to follow Kai's wishes.'
…BACK AT THE (dirty) ABBEY…
It was warm… the sun shining on the sky, and the birds singing joyfully made Kai smile. He looked at his side, and there she was, standing next to him. The most beautiful sight Kai could ever have… next to him.
He held her chin with his left hand, and kissed her slowly, then passionately. She hugged him, as a bunch of butterflies flew in the direction of the sun.
The sunlight coming through the window warmed Kai's face. His eyes opened slowly, and he blinked twice to remember he was still in the abbey. No birds, no butterflies… and no Hilary.
"Get up. It's Friday. It's training time." A cold voice ringing in his ears. Cold but not cold.
"Mhpf. G'morning guys."
"It's Friday." Repeated the voice.
"I know, Tala. I KNOW."
"I'm going to have breakfast. Hurry up if u don't wanna miss it."
"I know. I know that too."
"Hey, you've got up with the left foot or what?"
"Shut up Bryan."
Tala opened the room door and the three walked through the cold corridors where the light of the morning was beginning to warm the environment. The snow on the floor, not melting still, showed the cold days coming.
A weak voice was heard. It was a cry.
"Stop." Ordered Kai to his fellows.
"What?"
"What's that sound?"
"A child." Answered Bryan, simply.
"it comes from there… that door."
"I know. Listen… it isn't Russian."
"No. it's…" Tala walked towards the door, and placed his ear next to it (a/n: I don't know if it's ok to say like that when you put your ear next to the door in order to hear better, excuse me)
"Tala?"
"Shh… it's Chinese."
"The--!"
"SHH! He's inside this room."
They stood there about ten minutes, and then the cries stopped, to be replaced by footsteps.
Tala went away from the door, and quickly started walking next to the other two, pretending nothing had happened. And they heard the door being opened. In unison, the three of them turn round to face… him.
"Dobroye Utra, piedagog" the three of them said, looking at the Trainer's eyes.
"Jm.-the man smirked. -I like that. And you where going…"
"Breakfast. Then we're going training, Sir." Answered Tala.
"Perfect. I want you in the training room, at seven o'clock, you have twenty minutes. Kai, I want you there too."
"Sure Sir."
The boys turned round again, and kept walking. Once they were far enough, it was safe to speak.
"Kai? Are you coming to the training? You were absent last class, remember?"
"I know what I have to do."
"Whatever."
They got to the eating room. Some students were eating there.
"I can't believe they like this life…" complained Kai, looking at the slice of bread and the cup of tea in front of every kid.
"I don't think they do. But they believe the goods of life are honor and pride, and for that they will do anything."
"Yeah, I think so Tala."
"They envy us." Added Bryan.
"Why?" asked the blue haired.
"Just look at them. They know we're different. We even eat different than them. He threat us different." Explained the guy.
'And he makes a difference between Kai and us too.' thought Tala.
"What about the new ones?"
"There they are…" pointed Kai, looking at the four kids that were alone on a table. They were thin, extremely thin. That kind of life did no good on them.
"There's one missing." Tala figured out.
"They've always being four, right?"
"Tala's right, Bry. When we met them, in Ottawa, there were five. What about the fifth one?"
"I dunno… but… what about those cries?"
'No. –thought Kai. – he's too young. he can't be…'
"Hey guys… it's going to be eight… shall we go now?" reminded Bryan, after finishing his cup of tea.
Both of them nodded, and stood up. Then they walked to the training room, paying one last look at the innocent kids.
…IN THE TRAINING ROOM…
He clapped twice. When he got their attention, he spoke. "Ok, guys. Today I want Kai to face Bryan… and the winner will face Tala. Start the match now. Today I have a very special program for you all."
Kai and Tala exchanged looks. 'Special'.
Ok, that's all by now. Thank you everyone who's reading this! Please leave reviews! I need them to know how I'm going!
I hope this fic isn't getting worse…. I think it is… T.T
Please review!
Mikaera.
PS: Maybe there's some TyHil coming... but not without a slap uh? What do ya think? With or without? Suggestions?