"I have to find Cas! I swear to God if any of those Angel Dicks touch my son I'll show them what I'm capable of!" Dean exploded at the sky. Gabriel pushed Sam out of the way and jumped onto Dean's back, disappearing in a flash of white light.
"Okay I'll just stay here! See if Castiel comes back! Don't worry about me!" Sam pouted.
Dean flung Gabriel off as soon as they landed.
"Dean! You idiot you almost fired Sam! You need to get control over your anger! It's releasing your Grace! If the other Angels figure it out they will go after Cas to get to you! Then when they get you, cause we all know you'll go, they will kill him in front of you! I have seen it happen. Since Father and since well you've been gone so much has gone wrong in Heaven! Please use your head. For Cassy's sake." Gabriel almost sobbed, almost because he was as prideful as Dean.
"Gabriel, that's my son. What am I supposed to do? Sit on my ass and twiddle my thumbs? He's my son! I left him alone! I owe him. I-I'm worse than my Father. I can't believe I did that. The worst part is I can't even remember fucking why!" Dean's fist connected with a tree and he relished in the slight pain. It was nothing compared to what he was feeling inside. He failed his son and he didn't even know he had one.
"Oh God Cas, please forgive me. I swear I'll make it up to you. Just come back to me. Please Cas!" Dean wasn't a man of prayer, but he'd sell his soul to the Devil for his family.
"Dean-"
"Go to Sammy. Make sure he's safe." Dean heard a flutter of wings. His back hit the trunk of the tree and he sank to the ground.
"Cas please! Please! Damn it Castiel! You get your feathery baby ass down here! Right now! You can hate me all you want, but come here! I can't have you die!" Dean launched himself when he heard a flutter of wings. Curly, disheveled hair, bright blue eyes filled with tears. Dean wrapped his arms around his son.
"Dean why?" Cas gasped between sobs.
"I didn't know. I didn't know Cas. I didn't know. Please forgive me." Cas just pushed himself closer to his father.
A/N: Happy Thanksgiving! I'll probably post a Thanksgiving fic. This should be updated later this week.