Because
I am a boy
There is the big difference

ため...
私は男の子です
そこに大きな違いがある

Classes ends at 4 in the afternoon and everyday, a darkhaired boy would come and visit the art club room. Sai, his cousin and a year older than him is the president. He would sometimes leave the keys to Sasuke since the boy had been going there most of the time and he obviously knew why.

''Don't stare too much from the window or you might strain your neck.'' Sai jokingly said as he flashed a grin. The raven gave a slight nod at his cousin and sighed.

''I'm not.'' He said, but doing the opposite.

''I see. Well then, I'm leaving now. Make sure to tidy up the place before you leave and lock the door.'' Sai looked to his cousin, he couldn't help but feel sad then.

''Hai...'' the door clicked and Sasuke now all alone in the art glass room, a rough sketch paper and pencil on his desk. He begun drawing a portrait of a boy in his photographic memory ealier that day- smiling at him, only him. Such fantasies... like it would happen. Often times he looked down from the window as if waiting to see someone by the tree. His lips formed a thin line, he looked back to his unfinished work when he heard a knock from the door. Sasuke saw from the glass windows, he felt froen by the second. The blonde boy smiled back at him waiting to be welcomed in. He took in a deep breath before he stood up to walk towards the door, clutched the handle, and pulled it sideways.

''Hi Sasuke.'' the cheeky blonde greeted the stunned boy.

''He-hello'' sasuke bowed slightly before turning around to gather the paintbrushes and newspapers on the floor just to escape eye contact. ''Why are y-you here?''

''Hm. I was actually going to the rooftop but awhile, I thought I saw you here. So i checked it out and I was right.'' Naruto's eyes scanned the room and back to Sasuke who's arranging the brushes to their respective receptacles.

''So you're really in the art club?'' Naruto sat to the nearest stool behind is a canvas neatly standing on a tripod.

Sasuke meekly nodded.

''Ah! Now I remember. You're the one whose always looking so lonesome by the window. Yeah, it's your hair!'' By the sudden outburst of the blonde, the darkhaired boy's hip tipped the side of the working desk where his sketchpad was lying and dropped to the floor. Sasuke blushed furiosly when he saw the halfdone picture of Naruto full exposed to the person himself. He quickly grabbed the pad, securing it tightly to his chest.

''What's that?''

''Nothing!''

''No, I think I saw a sketch. Let me have a look at it...peak?'' the blonde stood up from his seat and advanced to the raven.

''It's n-nothing! Just a draft, a d-doodle!'' the raven teen slowly backed away until he realized he couldn't make a step further since he had reached the corner of the room and trapped in between the blondes arms.

''I know its me.'' Naruto grinned and brought his fingers to touch on the pad, lightly running them against Sasuke's knuckles. He could hear his heart thumping so loud in his chest and scared.

''If your scared that I might laugh at it, I won't. I promise I wont laugh.'' Their foreheads were touching. Naruto was leaning in, and Sasuke just couldn't make any eye contact and his breath hitched at the close proximity of their faces. he could feel the blonde's breath brushing against his earlobes and how deep his voice was. The darkhaired boy's mind's kept telling him not to listen but his heart's pushing him to do or say something. He closed his eyes, long dark eyelashes splayed over milky pinkish lids, Naruto misunderstood it as a no so he paced back giving them space.

''I'm sorry... It's alright if you don't want. I don't want you to feel like I'm forcing you.'' Naruto chuckled lightly as he scratched the back of his head, walking back to his chair again.

"...Naruto. I don't mind." the raven suddenly blurted out.

"hm?"

"...you can see it." Sasuke mumbled.

Half pass 5, the sky had turned mix of dark orange and indigo. It was soon to be sunset, groups of migrating birds flocked to the north in search for a new habitat. Meanwhile, Two students, a blonde and a raven were still in school, sitting together inside the art club room.

The blonde was talking animatedly to the other, while the raven was concentrated on his sketchpad and would only take a glimpse now and then to the person infront of him.

"Believe me Sasuke, you're really good." Naruto spoke amazed when he saw the portrait of him made by Sasuke a few minutes ago. He was overwhelmed that he even asked to draw him again and give him a copy. Sasuke was overwhelmed deep down inside him though he would never show it.

"Thank you." The raven lightly blushed

"Heh." Naruto smirked. "By the way, are you okay with me moving too much? I think I just have to stay like this."

"N-no. it's okay." Sasuke lifted his head to Naruto, he was almost finished. The only two missing were the details in Naruto's smile and the shine in his eyes for that moment. He wanted to catched that exact detail of him.

"Um.. could you.. could you give me a smile?" Sasuke asked. The light blush on his face doubled, very embarrassed with the question.

"Ofcourse, I'd smile for Sasuke..." Naruto With that statement, Sasuke felt his heart tugged.

Could you really do that...

The raven continued to roughen his sketch,not mindful that his long bangs had fallen over his face. A contact of a tan hand on his forehead made him stop working.

"You're bangs..." Naruto took something from his uniform pocket and leaned across the table attempt to fix Sasuke's hair. A small pink bunny bobpin was pushed to the side of his head and he thought it really looked cute on the darkhaired boy.

"Cute."

"..." the darkhaired boy became speechless.

Few more minutes, Sasuke doesn't know but the dead silence made him more uncomfortable because one, Naruto stopped talking and moving. Second, he would sometimes catch the blonde's eyes looking at him if not at the darkened sky. He attempted to put up a new topic, but his vocal cords failed him when he opened his mouth to speak.

"..."

"..."

"Has anybody told you that you look more of a girl?" the blonde broke the silence again, shifting back his gaze to the raven. Sasuke lightly nodded.

"a-anou...?"

The blonde leaned in again, hand reached out unconsciously to touch the shy raven's cheek. Sasuke gasped as the other's fingers once again running over the smooth skin to his thick eyelashes that intrigued the blonde so much if they were indeed real since a lot of peope he knew has usage of fake eyelashes. Finally, the blonde stopped his thumb on Sasuke's pink lips.

"You're beautiful. If you were a girl, I'd definitely get a date with you..."

"But i'm not a..." Sasuke's dark pools downcasted indicating some kind of hopelessness in them. His words suddenly trailed off when he felt Naruto pulled his chin closer, and gently traced the soft lips with his thumb. Sooner the blonde couldn't hold back the impulse and kissed the darkhaired boy. Sasuke's body jolted when their lips touched, slowly and timidly at first. Naruto gently sucked on his bottom lip, tongue grazing over his teeth asking for entrance. The darkhaired boy hesitantly opened his mouth. He moaned when the wet organ finally tangled and tasted every corners of his mouth.

He wished this wasn't a dream.

And if it was a dream, he wished he wouldn't wake up anymore.

But life is cruel...

That moment, it was over when Naruto was the first one to pull away.

"I'm sorry...! I d-didn't mean to! I might have been caught up in the moment and I can't help but want to kiss you..."Naruto garbled words to try to explain what had happened.

"Don't get the wrong idea. Let's just forget about what happened, okay?" Naruto bit his lip as he muttered silent cursing to himself.

"...I know you like Sakura." Sasuke nodded and forcibly gave a smile. Naruto sighed. "I do. I love her."

Walking back home in the empty lighted street. The last statement still echoed in Sasuke's ears over and over. Sasuke touched his lips. The tingling sensation and the lingering taste of Naruto was still there. He stopped and hugged his sketchpad close to him as he cried again.

ため...
私は男の子です
そこに大きな違いがある

A/N: For clarifications, now you know Naruto is totally straight. he likes girls and everything that happened was just impulse and instinct. the pink bobpin is owned by Sakura, she sometimes like to put clips on Naruto's hair coz it's sticks up so much. sweet neh?

sequel finish or need more chapters? tell me or i might change my mind.Read and Review!

i usually prefer naruto as uke, but i'm beginning to love ooc sasuke uke. he's so beautiful.