I decided to update early, so here you are. Enjoy!

Bella POV

I had buried my face against Jaspers back, to block my face from the harsh wind, so I didn't realize that when we stopped we weren't at the house.

Instead, we we're in front of a Target.

"Jasper, What are we doing here?" I asked, meekly, still slightly scared of him.

He just got of and pulled out his wallet. "Unless you want to explain to your boyfriend," he sneered the word, "why your aren't wearing any underwear or a bra, I say you go inside and by yourself some." I nodded and he handed me a twenty.

As I started to walk away, Jasper grabbed my shoulder and slightly pulled me back, to whisper in my ear, "And buy something sexy for me to see later," and slipped another twenty into my hand

A shudder rippled down my spine as I walked away, and I tried to convince myself it was just the fear and temperature of his body, but I knew it was just because he had that kind of effect on me.

I stepped into the store, and wasted no time making my way to the lingerie section. I randomly grabbed a cotton bra in my size (a proud 36D) and a pair of underwear, and then looked for something sexy, as Jasper had asked.

I found a lace corset that laced up in the back, and could unhook at the crotch. It looked very old fashion, yet extremely sexy, so I picked it up and walked toward the cashier. On my way, I passed the perfume section and was reminded Edward might smell Jasper on me, so I picked one that smelled like strawberries and made my way to pay.

As I stood there, trying to ignore the smirks teenage guys kept shooting me, I thought to myself, why the hell am I listening to him? I stared at the things I was purchasing, and couldn't come up with an answered.

I paid and walked to the bathroom, putting on my new underwear and spraying myself down with the strawberry scent. As I sprayed my face, I got some in my eyes, making them sting and water. "Shit," I mumbled and tried to wash my eyes out. I did my best then walked out, clutching my sexy new things tight to my chest in their bag.

When I reached Jasper, he was leaning against his bike, a cigarette in his hand blowing a light line of smoke through the air.

"You know, smoking will kill you," I commented.

He just laughed and dropped the cigarette, and stepped on it. "So what's in the bag?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.

I tried to hold back the blush, but couldn't. "Maybe I'll let you see it later." I paused, realizing what I had said, and added, "Or not."

Jasper just smirked.

On our way back, we both stayed silent, as the roar of the bike was really loud, but even so, there really wouldn't have been anything to talk about.

Jasper pulled into the driveway, and I dropped the bag outside the door, planning to grab it later. As soon as I made it through the door, Edward was there and pulled me into his arms. I tensed, hoping he wouldn't smell Jasper on me.

"What's wrong Bella?" He asked.

I tried to pull away, "Nothing." He let me, but when he saw my red face he turned to Jasper, a look of rage on her face.

"What did you do to her?" He yelled, loud enough to make the room shudder.

Jasper looked calmly back and replied, "Not a thing, Edward." A moment of silence passed and it didn't seem to calm Edward's anger. Instead, he just said, "I'll talk to you later."

He turned his back to Jasper and looked me over. His over-protectiveness really got on my nerves, but I jus laughed and told him I was fine.

We went upstairs and I taught him to play Life for a few hours till Carlisle called up to us, "Family meeting!"

I stood and walked down to the dining room, Edward right behind me. Carlisle sat at the head of the table, Esme to his right. Edward sat on his other side, and I sat by Edward.

Rosalie and Emmett came into the room next, holding hands and sitting by Esme. Rosalie was across from me, and she took one look at me and looked away, ignoring me like she usually did.

Alice skipped in next, and I couldn't look at her, in fear I would blurt out everything that happened. She came and when she got close to the seats, Jasper came into the room, his hair still wet.

He came up next to Alice, and pulled the chair one away from me out, looking very gentleman like. She sat, and he pulled out the seat next to me and sat down.

Nobody spoke for a moment, and all eyes were trained on Carlisle.

He finally spoke. "It has been brought to my attention that we have some, uh, issues, that need to be dealt with."

"Let's not beat around the bush, Carlisle." Edward interrupted, tapping his finger on the table.

"Well, Edward, I don't want anyone to feel uncomfortable."

Edward let out a light growl. "Then I'll say it. I don't feel comfortable with Jaspers change of diet, and I especially don't want him hanging around Bella."

How dare he?

"What?" Screeched Rosalie. "How dare you?" She spoke exactly what I was thinking.

"Edward," Carlisle warned.

"Don't you realize he could easily hurt her? I don't think he should stay here anymore."

"Edward!" I said, surprised.

"I only want what's best for you, love."

I just starred at him for a minute. "Are you that thick?"

Carlisle, Alice, and Esme seemed surprised. Rosalie was still glaring at Edward, as was Emmett. Jasper looked like he couldn't care less.

"Edward does make a point, Bella," Carlisle said, his tone like that if he was talking to a child. "You two going out on the bike without telling anyone or giving us any way of contacting you was very dangerous. Jasper could have lost control."

"Contacting us?" I felt in my pocket, finding them empty. "Shit, I left my phone on my bed."

"Please watch your language, Bella." You would guess it was Esme saying this, but no, it was Edward. I just shot him a glare.

"It appears I misplaced my phone as well." It was the first time Jasper had spoken the whole meeting.

"I don't want you around her," Edward told Jasper. You could see Edward slowly losing his cool.

"Edward, it's been one day! You need to calm down. It was one slip up!" Alice defended her husband.

Jasper stayed silent, but you could see a certain defiance in his eyes that told me it wasn't a slip up, or a one-day thing.

A growl ripped through Edwards throat. "Just stay away from her."

Jasper just sat back in his chair, and replied a simple, "No."

Edward slammed his chair back, making it hit the back wall with a bang. He stood up and stalked out.

I sighed and rested my head on my hand.

"Come on Bella, I'll take you home," Alice said.

"Alice, I think you should go talk to Edward, I'll take Bella home," came Carlisle voice.

I had my eyes closed, trying to block them all out.

"Bella? You ready to go?"

I snapped my eyes open and looked at him. "I can drive myself." I stated. I stood up and walked toward the garage. When I looked in the garage, I remembered Jasper had picked me up from house.

"God Fucking Dam It!" I yelled. A small laugh came from behind me.

I spun around to see Carlisle standing a few feet away, with a disapproving look on his face, and Jasper in the corner, a smile playing at his lips.

"You find something funny, Jasper?" I asked with malice in my voice.

"Oh, nothing. Just, your cursing is increasingly humorous," was his rude response, totally disregarding my anger.

I felt him push calm on me and I just pushed it away. "Don't you dare, Jasper Hale," I scolded.

"Whitlock," He corrected me.

"Whitlock?" Both Carlisle said at the same time.

"You're renouncing the family name?" Asked Carlisle, sounding hurt.

He turned to the coven leader. "I think a few of the family members would prefer It." –Cough- "Edward"-cough-"Alice."

I let out a laugh.

Jasper turned back to me, and asked, "Do you need a ride?"

I thought about it, and realized I'd much rather have Jasper drive me than Carlisle. "Sure," I nodded.

We took the Mercedes, because it was dark, and too cold to take the bike.

"So, tell me. Why are you really having your last name Whitlock?" I asked, to break the silence.

He thought for a moment. "Because a few members of the family don't want me to shame the Cullen name with my new diet."

"So, drinking from humans is going to be a permanent thing?" I asked. He just nodded, a smirk on his lips.

"And how does that make you feel?" he responded, sounding very much like the therapist I tried a couple of years ago.

I shrugged, "I have no problem with it."

He glanced sideways at me. "You really don't care?"

"Jasper, I really don't care."

His voice became darker, and I'm sure his eyes did too, as he said, "You don't care that I have an erg to kill you, right now? I want to sink my teeth into that soft neck and suck your life source out. I could do it," One of his hands darted toward my and lightly grabbed my neck, "right now."

My breath caught in my throat and I was frozen in fear again. Jasper just let out a laugh and put his hand back on the steering wheel.

"Pull over," I growled. I couldn't stay in the car with Jasper. He had lost his mind. It was the second time today he threatened my life.

"No."

"Jasper, pull over the fucking car!" I was freaking out now. Maybe he was trying to kill me. I unbuckled my seat belt and pulled on the door handle, but Jasper locked it before I could pull the door open.

"We are moving over 90miles an hour, and if you were to hit that pavement, you would most likely break more than a few bones," Jasper told me matter-of-factly.

I let out a deep breath. "Jasper, please. Pull over."

He sighed, but did as I asked. I tried the handle again, but it was still locked, and when I tried to unlock it, he locked it again.

"Why won't you let me out?" I demanded, turning my head to look at him.

His gaze was intense on me and when he spoke it was low and filled with emotion, "I don't want you to go."

I felt drawn to him, and couldn't help myself and I leaned across the seat to capture his lips in mine. The kiss was slow, and Jasper deepened it, while still keeping it meaningful.

After what felt like forever, he pulled away. I sucked in much needed air and looked back at him.

"Jasper," I muttered.

His eyes were blazing as he looked at me, searching for something.

He sat back in his seat, and I did too.

"I-I, I don't know what to say," I stuttered, perplexed at the physical draw I had to him.

"Then don't say anything. No reason to talk just talk," He seemed a bit angry.

His mood swings were really starting to get to me and I felt the stress in my neck.

Jasper started driving again and I pulled my seatbelt over my shoulder. We drove in complete silence.

When he pulled into the driveway, I got out and opened the front door. Before I went inside I looked back to see him staring at me. I gave a little wave before going inside and closing the door.

Charlie had already fallen asleep on the couch, so I went up to my room.

I heard his car pull away as I got ready for bed. I climbed under the covers and used deep breathing to get to sleep.

I slept soundly, and no dreams disturbed me.

When I woke I was alone, but I didn't feel lonely. I looked over and saw my window had been closed, so either Edward had come and closed it when he left, or someone else had. I shuddered at the thought.

The next few weeks went along with me and Edward hanging with the Cullen's, and sometimes Alice and I would drive up to Port Angeles and she would shower me with expensive things I didn't need.

Jasper would never be around when I was, and I guessed it was Edwards doing, as he was still angry with Jasper and I. Rosalie did tell me that Jaspers friends had come and were staying in a cottage out in the woods. The family took special care to make sure I never met them. I didn't even know if they were still here.

I was in my bed, stripped down to just my bra and jeans, a shirtless Edward lying below me as I straddled his waist.

I leaned down and kissed him. His hands gripped my hips and pulled me closer to him. I ground my hips into his and he moaned into my mouth.

My hands traveled to his zipper and I thought I'm finally going to get laid!

But of course, he had to blow it and push me away.

"Bella, stop."

"Why?" I asked, climbing off his lap.

He gave me the "your just a child" look, and said, "We've been over this, love. I could hurt you."

"You don't know that."

"Yes, I do. I love you to much to hurt you, Bella."

I lost it at that and screamed at him, "If you loved me you would fuck me! If you loved me, you would give what I want and not be such a fucking pussy about it!"

It was a good thing Charlie was working late, because if he had heard me, he would have stormed in here with his shotgun before you could say, "Father".

"Bella, watch your language and act like a lady," Edward scolded.

I wanted to smack him but I settled for yelling at him again, "You are not my father, and I can speak however I want. Get out of my house, and don't you dare come back until I invite you!"

He seemed stunned for a moment before standing and making his way to the window. "If that's what you want . . ."

"Yes, Edward, please leave."

He did so, and I collapsed onto to my bed in tears. They were angry tears and I felt so sexually frustrated I wanted to scream.

The last time I had an orgasm that wasn't self-induced, it was about a month ago with Jasper in the woods.

I gave up and sat against my headboard and pulled my rabbit from the side table.

I thought about Jasper, touching me like he wanted me. I massaged my breast before pulled my bra off and throwing it to the floor. I pinched my pebbled nipples, rolling them between my fingers. I let out a light moan and trailed my finger between my cleavage and down my stomach.

I thought of the way Jasper had touched me, and the wet pooled in my panties.

My breathing became labored and I pulled off my jeans. I turned on the vibrator and lightly ran it up and down my crotch. I let out a breathless moan.

I pulled my panties off and lightly pushed the vibrator through my folds. My hips jerked forward and I let out a gasp.

Bringing my other hand to rub my clit, I pushed the rabbit inside me. I began to pump it, letting out sounds of pleasure as my climax approached.

In my mind, it was Jasper, as he fucked me. I walls started to clamp and I called out, "Oh, Jaaaaasppeer," in a throaty moan as I orgasmed.

I took a few deep breaths as I starred at the ceiling.

"You called me, Darlin?"

CLIFFY! Please review, and Jasper might come visit you in your bed late at night!