A/N: Im a little sad that only a few of you have checked out my story so I've decided to change it a little. Now I'll be doing a collection of one shots and songfics. Please guys, I really hate to beg, but the reviews really help out alot!!! That being said I want to say a special thanks to sesshomarukagomeforever23 and kagomelookalike21 for being my first reviewers!!!! Story dedicated to my favorite puppy!!!

Disclaimer: I said it before and Ill say it again...I dont own Inuyasha. But Kami if I did I dont think I'd have time to write this!!!! Also this wonderfully dark song belongs to Enigma, download courtsey of Limewire.

I watched them from afar making sure to mask my scent so that he couldn't find me. Her soul collectors floated on the invisible winds. The anger grew white hot as I felt a surge in my powers, clenching my fists until the warmth seeped forth. He betrayed me, choosing that shell of a life over the warmth I possessed.

I see love, i can see passion
I feel danger, i feel obsession

I would show that baka puppy that I was stronger then just his precious jewel detector, the heavens be damned at that moment. I'll make him regret twisting my soul with his imaginary feelings of love. Her face mocked me, as I stood there but a shadow of the fallen past in his amber orbs, rejoicing in claiming what was hers. How I wished the wind would carry her to combine with the sands of time.


Don't play games with the ones who love you
Cause i hear a voice who says:
I love you... i'll kill you...Loneliness, i feel loneliness in my room...
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Her curse was my curse; just as she was doomed to watch him in my arms I was doomed to the same fate. Damn the cursed hands that pulled my strings, this time I would change it, I will not be the one to walk her path. I sat there on the cold earth feeling no warmth from it as I drew the blade from its sheath. I would make him see that I would rather die then watch him kiss the void that stood before him. Slowly, deliberately I pulled the blade across the fragile skin of my wrists savoring the warmth that began to flow.

Look into the mirror of your soul
Love and hate are one in all
Sacrifice turns to revenge and believe me

I knew that he would smell the sweetness of my blood as it dripped to the blades of grass below, only he would be too late to save his precious jewel detector. Once again my eyes met with the coldness of hers, watching the smile play across her lips thinking that she had won.

'No Kikyo', I thought as I opened the wound further. 'Even in death Inuyasha shall be mine. I will hunt you to the ends of the earth as you have done to me.' As the precious liquid flowed forth from my body, in that moment I felt no regrets or harbored ill feelings towards the man that held another in the arms that should be mine.


You'll see the face who'll say:
I love you... i'll kill you...
But i'll love you foreverLoneliness, i feel loneliness in my room...

She would love the man that captured my heart only to kill him in the end. A sense of loneliness and peace came over me as my last breath cascaded from my body. In that moment I realized that fate had changed its path no longer would I follow the cursed destiny of the clay and ash that stood before me, but I would be his protector from all her evils. I would follow him like an angel of darkness, never to let the hate and disappear over take me. I would cherish and welcome the day when the man that captured my heart returned to me.