just as the moment seemed perfect for them to kiss Meredith pulled away "I'm sorry...I...I...I can't" she said with a sigh and a slight shrug of her shoulders "Ok, I wont rush you into anything you're not up for, would you like to sit in the park and talk for awhile, cause like i said i dont want to go near her if i dont have to" Derek replied "Sure...I'd like that" Meredith said with a smile
As the walked to the park they laugh at the most random things and reminised.
They were soon there and Meredith ran off into the dark but Derek could see her silohette from the park street lamp
"Doctor Meredith Grey" Derek shouted playfully
"Doctor Derek Shepard" Meredith shouted back
as Derek finally reached her , she was laying in the grass
"Mer, what are you doing?" Derek said standing over her
"laying here" she replied as if someone had taken the fun out of her and made her serious and with that she grabbed his hand and pulled him down to lay with her, Meredith noticed he had taken off his wedding ring,
"So...whats the point of this?" Derek asked layin next to her
"No point really, just you know looking up at the stars" she faced him and smiled
"ok" was all he said
"wanna know something" Meredith asked him
"sure" Derek replied looking her straight in the eye
"When Cristina and I decided to go running one day we came here,and we layed here, she said that i was a dirty mistress so i said to her that she was a pregnant whore and then a few days later she lost the baby and all that time I felt bad, I mean why should I she was having an abortion...and" Meredith kept rambling on nervously Derek could tell that she was slightly nervous so he rolled over closer to her and gently kissed her and to his suprise she kissed him back, they both knew that this could no further than the kiss
even though they both wanted each other badly.
Five minutes later Derek and Meredith's pager went off simultaneously as if whoever it was knew they were together,
"shit" Derek whispered
"come on...seriously" Meredith whinged
"looks like we better go" Derek sighed
"and it looks like we have to walk all the way back to Joes" Meredith complained
"I could always give you a piggy-back ride" Derek said kind of sarcastically
"REALLY?" Meredith replied beaming with sarcasism
"yeah, jump on" Derek laughed
"Im a lazy intern person" Meredith replied with laugher
"you could say that, but just remember you're my lazy intern person" Derek replied helping Meredith get on his back
"Ok this our story if anyone sees us, I hurt my ankle" Meredith said patting him on the head, she loved his hair the smell, the texture and definately the colour.
"Rightyo lazy-intern-with-a-so-called-hurt-ankle-person" Derek said jokingly while he carried her past the pier and back to Joe's to both their cars.
"See ya there" Derek smiled that McDreamy smiled and yet again she had fallen for him
"ok" Meredith smiled blowing him a kiss which he caught and put in his pocket.