Ruthie was still in her room, she should have been getting ready to go to the church. She was a bridesmaid and all she just couldn't pull her self to leave. She sat there and pulled out her journal once again.

It's me,

Sandy is here. She's trying to get into the wedding. I don't care. I saw her and the baby; it just reminded me of him.

Why? Why did she have to come? I thought I was over it. Just a little bit. Now I am sitting here crying when I am supposed to be getting ready for my brother's wedding.

"Hey kid--Ruthie what's wrong?" Matt said walking in.

"Leave me alone"

"I am not leaving you alone, until you tell me what's the matter? Why are crying?"

Wiping her tears and realizing that her brother Matt was right in front of her she just hugged him.

"It's good to have you home."

"It's good to be home. Now tell me what's wrong."

Closing her journal she sat up and talked to her brother. She explained everything. She cried, a lot. But even though he knew everything that she was telling him she needed her brother, and he was there for her.

"So yeah that's pretty much it. Sandy is here, and I feel the exact same way about Martin that I always have."

"Ruthie, that's love. No one said it was going to be easy. What about this new guy, Peter, Paul?"

"His name is Paul."

"Yeah, Paul what about you, and him?"

"There is never going to be a Paul and me"

"Whatever, so anyways don't we have a wedding to get ready for?"

"Have you talked to Simon? He's freaking out."

"He's at the church, with Sarah, Lucy, and Mom."

"So, did you tell Mom and Dad?"

"About?"

"About...you and Sarah having a baby?"

"Babies, we are having twins. And yeah we did."

"What? Twins! Matt I am so happy for you two."

"Okay we got enough before we have a wedding to get ready for and since my wife isn't here; will you go as my date?"

She smiled and couldn't help but feel better.

"Of course I will." They hugged.

Sandy was sitting on the front steps of the church with Aaron. She didn't notice anyone there.

"Sandy? What are you doing here?" A voice asked from around the corner.

She got up and saw Simon.

"So you want to talk to me now? You have been ignoring my calls."

"I'm sorry I just asked a simple question, no need to bite off my head."

"I have the right to, and I am not biting off your head, I have the baby with me and I wouldn't do that!"

"Like that has ever stopped you before, Rose told me you went off on her while she was babysitting."

"What! I did not, she went off on me!"

"Why should I believe that?"

"Because."

"Because, why?"

"Because she told me not to come to the wedding."

"Why would she do that?"

"Because you are Aaron's father." Martin said walking to them.

"Martin." Sandy said.

"What? What are you talking about? And why are you here? You are the father, not me." Simon said.

"Actually, you might to talk to her about that, and I am here because she called me, I don't know why. She said I needed to be here." Martin said.

"Simon? Sandy? Martin?" Rose said shocked to see them.

Matt and Ruthie left the house together and drove to the church. The parked in the front of the church they had saw Simon from far away. They didn't know what was going on. They got out of the car, and walked over to the group.

"What are you doing here?" Rose asked Sandy.

"I needed to talk to Simon." Sandy said looking dead at her.

"There is nothing you have to say to me Sandy." Simon said.

"Okay since the three of you have to talk I am leaving, I don't know why I came in the first place." Martin said.

"Matt." Simon said.

"Simon, what's going on--" Ruthie said, as soon as Martin turned around.

"Martin." Ruthie said in shock and walked away to the car.

"Ruthie!" Matt and Simon yelled

"Now look what you did, man." Simon said to Martin.

"What I did? I didn't do anything. Sandy called me. I came down here, end of story." Martin said walking away.

Right on the side of Matt's car Ruthie was just sitting on the ground, in her dress, wanting to cry, but she couldn't, she didn't want to cry anymore.

Martin was walking back to his car; Ruthie looked up and saw him. She got up and ran.

"Ruthie." He said standing there, waited a few seconds and went after her.

"Ruthie! Come on don't do this to me." Martin said,

"Do what to you? Leave you? Like you left me?" You know what, I always wondered what would happened if I saw you again. I didn't picture it this way." She said turning around and looking him in the eyes.

He just stood there looking at her, the girl he knew, his best friend, not a girl anymore.

"What, you got nothing to say?" She said with tear filled eyes.

"Because I have plenty to say, and I don't think you want to hear it." She waited no response from him. "You don't deserve to hear it now, it's too late." She said starting to walk away.

"You look beautiful" Martin said softly but loud enough to make Ruthie turn around.

"What?" She choked up on her words.

"I said you look beautiful" He said walking towards her.

"You can't do this to me." She said.

"Do what?"

"Say the things I have always wanted to hear you say to me."

Martin was now literally maybe two inches in front of her face. Ruthie couldn't breathe. They were like that for maybe a good minute and a half. Just staring at each other, until Martin came back down to earth; Martin was in a complete trance.

"I'm sorry." He said quietly.

"It's okay" Ruthie said not looking at him. "What are you doing here? Why are you here?"

"Can we talk? Alone."

"Do you see anyone else around?"

"No, I guess here will be okay."

"Start talking."

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