Nothing Will Ever Change That
Chapter 57: Last One
Same Place
"Heh… I guess you could say that you've fallen for Lust…" I can't believe that Asuka has been gone no more than four hours and I've already had sex with another woman!
"Wait… what did you just say?" she rolls over and look s at the wall, "Sam, what did you just say?"
"You look into things too much. Don't worry about it," I don't know what bothered me about her comment. I mean, sure, Lust was one of the sins, but that wasn't it. It was just how she said it. It sounded like it wasn't Sam talking.
"Sam… you can't tell anyone about last night. God, I can't believe I did that! What kind of man am I! My lover and child just passed and I'm already in bed with the first girl I see!" she got up and walked over to the closet.
"You make it sound like I'm a whore," she slipped on a shirt and shorts, "That hurts my feelings…" she sounded like she was joking, but I wasn't laughing.
"I'm such a bastard! How could I betray her like that?" I was still ranting.
"Oh come on!" she laughed a little while she spoke, "Asuka's dead, and so is your baby. I'm here, and I care for you, isn't that enough? Grow up!" this wasn't Sam talking, it was something else.
"The hell is your problem? Sam, that's seriously messed up!" I jump out of bed and walk to my room. I open the door to see that no-one was there – and to see that I was wearing the same thing as last night. I just walked halfway across the living courtiers in my birthday suit. Nice. I get dressed and head out for a walk; I needed to clear my mind. Not even ten steps out of my room I feel a tug from the back of my shirt. I turn to see Sam again.
"Why'd you get dressed? I liked it better before…" what was her problem today? She sounds like a sixth grader, "Come back, I'm sorry. Please?" I sigh and go with her just to get her to shut up.
"Sam, I don't feel right about this. I'm just not ready yet," of course, that didn't stop me last night.
"Well I am…" she starts to unbutton my shirt, "deal with it." Like hell I will! I let my anger take over, and ending with me once again pushing her to the floor. On the way down, she bangs her head on the foot-board of the bed.
"Sam! Ah crap!" I go down to the ground to see her head cut open just under her bandages. But one thing was different, her skin was cut open, that was for sure, but no blood came out. Just raw muscle was exposed. She wasn't moving, "Sam! Wake up!" she began to squirm.
"Ugh… that hurt… why'd you do that?" she was still conscious? She went up to touch her head, "Ah crap!" it then began to bleed. How was that possible?
"S-sorry…" I was still wondering about her head.
"Don't be, I just didn't realize you didn't like me." What the hell? Where did that come from?
"Oh come on Sam, you know I do, just not like that," she looks up at me with those grey eyes. I was able to see so much emotion – which was the same I saw in Asuka when we kissed – in them, even if they were dead. Why was she acting like this?
"Ah man! You broke my favorite lamp!" she must have hit the large lamp on her way down, "Whatever… now, where were we?" she crawls over to me and finished unbuttoning my shirt. Can she take a hint? "Just like before, relax…" she moved in and tried to kiss me, but I once again push her away. "AH!" I hear a quick squeal before the silence came. I open my eyes to see her lying on her back among the broken glass, with one large shard sticking out of her neck.
"Sam!" blood was pouring out of her gash. I check her wrist like Akagi did with Asuka… nothing… "Shit! Why is this happening!" all of the women I cared for are all dead! I start to feel dizzy, and everything goes black.
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NERV Hospital
I wake up to the sound of a beautiful voice humming. It sounded familiar, but I wasn't so sure. The song relaxed me, and so did the voice. It was that of a woman's tone, but I still couldn't put a finger on it.
"Oh, you're up. Bout' time!" Was that… Asuka?
A/N- Bet I caught you off guard right there huh? Once again, I can't say much without spoiling the next chapter. Just find out what happens for yourself in the next chapter; We're Done, until then, keep on keepin' on!