Well I finally got tired of waiting for the emails to work before I posted, so I'm doing it now. Did everyone have a good holiday break? I sure hope so!
Ummm, I don't have much to say about this next letter only that I thought Dracula was getting a little TOO fluffy for my tastes (heh heh); as a result, you get this next letter… enjoy!
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Little one,
Today I upset your father; he yelled at me. I don't even remember what I said exactly but he got very angry with me. He said I was being emotional and that he had 'had enough of me for one day' and to 'remember my place'. His eyes were black and his fangs were sharper. It seemed like he was suffocating the room. I dared not move and was too scared to do anything, though all I wanted was to run from that place, to get away. Only when he left could I breathe.
I have never seen him so angry before and I don't know what I did to upset him. Therefore, I'm in my room now and I'm going to write to you to get everything out of my head.
Let's see… I am little over ten months along with you now and looking back at the last few months it seems like so little time. However, the next two seem like forever.
I'm filled with anticipation and eagerness to hold you in my arms yet at the same time, I'm terrified. You will be my first child ever, vampire or mortal, and I'm nervous about bringing you into this world.
Your father is adamant that I do not talk to any of the servants concerning my pregnancy and so I find no comfort and solace. It is strange to me; why doesn't he let me talk to them? Wouldn't they know something that could help? Then that always brings up the question: why doesn't he already have children? That is even stranger.
I have heard a little about his former brides, the lot of them, though I have never heard about any children. Certainly, his past brides all couldn't have been barren! If I ask him about them, he always refuses to tell me anything and acts coldly towards me, brushing my questions to the wind.
My biggest fear is that the labor for baring a vampire child will be hard, harder than it would be if you were human, and I wonder if that is what took many of my Master's former brides. I don't know. It could all be fear in my mind and none of this could be true. I hope so.
On a different note... I'm not getting any bigger with you anymore, thankfully. If I were, I would be huge. Like a mortal with child, I seem to be constantly craving, but unlike a mortal, I only want blood. I know I drink more than a grown man's worth of blood in a week and yet it never seems enough.
I wonder how much my body will go back after you are born. Before I was turned, I was very skinny and underweight but after your father made me a vampire and I drank his blood, I went back to a healthy weight. I remember that moment still, it was like magic… anyways; I have always been the same until I became pregnant with you. Then I changed. I guess I won't know until it happens.
I can't believe in less than two months I'm going to be able to hold you in my arms! I will truly be a mother then! I cannot see calling myself one until I'm holding you. That day will be a beautiful one. And it's soon. So soon.
I'm feeling much better now… the night it so beautiful, it beckons to me. I think we will go for a walk.
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I like the ending to this one, it's different from the rest, I think. Oh well. IMPORTANT: THE NEXT LETTER WILL BE MY VERY LAST! I will post it sometime when the emails are working. Until then… reviews anyone?