Sorry about my last chap how bad it was i didnt realy realize until after i read it, but in my defence it was 1 am and i ws kinda tierd
but i got 5 reviews only one of them was actually ion reviw form most people just messages me cause liek theri review things werent working
but uh yea also if i have said anything that was offensive or thretenig to anyone, iv kindda been in a bad mood latley.
Chapter 6
THE OTHER SIDE OF ME
IN AYA'S MIND (HER MEMORIES/THOUGHTS AS SHE SLEEPS)
"Mommy, mommy look what I found it's a pretty flower and it's for you"
"Uhg, gosh you stupid little girl why do you insist on giving stupid things that aren't important, if you really wanted to make me happy you would have been a boy!"
I remember, I remember that day, I was only six and it was the first time I was ever talked to in such a cruel manner. My parents were never nice but at least they were never cruel.
"Oh daddy, guess what happen today at school it was so great."
"I don't care, do you honestly think I care about you and what you think and how you feel."
"D…D… Daddy why are you so mean to me?"
"I'm not the mean one you are, you and your stupid girly habits, I wish you were boy."
I could not understand why they were so mean, but because they kept saying, they wanted a boy I had decided to make my self-look like one.
"Mommy, Daddy come here please!"
"why?"
"just cause, so please come here"
And they came
"Look at my hair, cool Hu now I look like a boy, so now you can be nice to me."
They were far from happy with that and that was when the beating began
they beat hard on me for what seemed like forever, I cried and cried and still they didn't stop. My father took a whip and beat it on my back 5 times; my mother kicked me and hit me; then my father broke my arm.
After they realized they could go to jail for this they told me if I told anybody then they would make me suffer.
Then they took me to a hospital and told them I fall down the stairs and all the scares and whip marks were because at the bottom of the stairs was a cactus plant and when I feel down , I feel into It.
The doctors were stupid and believed, not even asking anymore questions. Soon I was able to go home.
"Mommy, Daddy I'm sorry I promise to never do that again, so please don't hurt me"
"shut up stupid girl we only helped you cause we had to protect ourselves, you don't matter, so I'd shut up If I were you or we will beat you again."
I shut up and in fact, I almost never talked again after that. Still at least 3 times a month I was beaten senseless. Then it happen I was rendered unconscious one day and they threw me away like trash into the ocean.
I was kind toward you Kale and you left me, I loved you and you became over protective, and now you are as bad as my so-called Parents.
Why?
I know why cause you never cared about me, you just wanted to have a girl with a pretty face at your side, Im nothing more to that a piece of meat.
You don't care I feel if you did you would have never been so possessive, you would have never ran from me, didn't you see I was never a piece of property I'm a human being and I deserve to me treated like one.
Chazz was right you don't deserve me and I refuse to throw my pearls before you, you swine.
Everyday I put a smile on and am always so nice to you and everyone around me, but what to I get in return you running from me.
So is that how it works; if your nice people run away from you, so what was Jaden and the other in on this to, were they just going to run away if I were to continue being nice, and if I didn't give them what they wanted or act the way they wanted, well NEWSFLASH IM NOT GOING TO TAKE IT ANYMORE!
Normal POV
"Aya, can you hear me? Please wake up." Said Kale as he stroked her hair
The others were all sleeping on the sofas in the waiting room of the hospital.
The doctor walked by Aya's room, noticed kale still just sitting there, and decided to go and talk the boy into getting some rest.
"Look son you need to get some rest sooner or later" said the doctor compassionately
"I can't not until she wakes up from this coma"
"Hu, look when your in a coma it is normally because your body needs to heal but her body is fine she just has a flu; I belive she will not wake up because she dose not wish to. Its rare but from time to time you will find a person who has been so hurt mentally and emotionally that the only way they can get away to fix themselves is to go into a very deep sleep, AKA a coma."
"It's not fair; I love her she should know that, she should wake up so we can solve her problems together."
"I know kid, but when she finally dose wake up, and she will; she will have probably solved her problems her way already; so don't worry about it ok."
The doctor soon left the room. It was quiet again, with the exception of the machines measuring her hear beat and stuff like that.
It had been 3 days since she passed out looking kale. Much had gone on in those past few days and an exceptional amount of things happen between Zane and Serenity (AKA Alexis)
2 ½ days ago
Zane was in such a panic. Now that he knew Alexis was alive, he might have some problems. If she never remembered great, but he still had to killer again and this time make sure she was dead. The only problem was getting close to her, but he had to because he was told to get rid of his conscience and help the master he must kill someone he once cared for or still care for. So her being alive, made him realize why after he Supposedly killed her he still felt the same.
One day while walking around the campus, he saw her standing at the dock. Remembering that Aya said that things that may cause Deja Vu would eventually cause for lost memory to return. So immediately he ran over to her to try and convince her that the dock was a horrible place to be at.
"Hey you BloodMoon girl" he yelled at he as he walked onto the dock
"Hey you Duel Academy, What" she said back sarcastically with the roll of her eyes
"Look you shouldn't be on the dock its not safe."
"Why? Is someone going to come at me with a knife, stab me, and throw me into the ocean?"
Zane was shocked beyond all reason, how could she know, he was ready to start explaining when she began to laugh.
"What with you? You look like you just saw a ghost or something"
"uh, uh sorry I was just deep in thought about what you said that's all; but out of curiosity, why did you say that?"
"Say what?"
"That thing about stabbing you and throwing you into the ocean."
"Oh, that, I was just saying the first thing that popped into my head, why do you ask?"
"Uh, no reason"
"Do you want to know something?"
"Sure"
"For some reason and I'm no quite sure why; I feel as though I'm different from all the others at my school.
"Hmm, why is that?"
"I don't know it's just they are so much more perfect than I"
"Nobody is perfect"
"hmm, well thanks for listening; you know what I have always heard that you are a mean guy but its like, well don't hate me for being blunt; but is like you're nice to me because somehow you and I are connected, well Goodbye"
Just before she left, she turned back to zane and gave him a kiss on his cheek.
Then she ran off. It totally caught Zane of guard and made him begin to feel guilt. Knowing he felt this made him realize he had to kill her soon before it was to late.
However, secretly, deep, deep, deep, down he really didn't want to kill her in fact he still loved her.
Present day( in the hospital)
Everyone was in Aya's room waiting for her to wake up. Kale had finally gone to sleep but not a very deep one.
He was soon woken to the sound of people screaming she is awake she is awake!
He quickly jumped up and ran to the side of her bed she had already sat herself up.
When looking at her at first glance she looked the same. When really looking at her you could tell something was different. She had a cold look in her eyes, her smile was closer to a strait face and instead of the normal peaceful vibe she gave of, she now gave of a vibe of hatred.
"Aya are you ok?" asked kale, taking her hand in his.
"Hello, I'm in a hospital, how do you think I feel?" she still had her sweet voice , but her words and tone were however not sweet.
"Whoa, Aya what's wrong with you" asked Jaden
"Wrong, what are you talking about, nothings wrong in fact I feel fine, for the first time in my life I'm finally thinking clearly."
"Clearly? You're not even acting like yourself," said somberly
"Oh, and how would you know what myself is, your not me, heck you probably don't even know the first thing about me, oh and I want to brake up"
Dun dun dun... well there it is sorry if there are mistakes i tryed to be more carefull
well heres a pole i need you all to answer for me
1- who should i kill of near the end AYA, KALE, or ZANE
2- should Aya go out wtih a new guy if so who
3-do you think i should have a romance between Zane and Serenity (after all serenity dose not know she is Alexis so yea)
well please reviwe and tell me what you think THANKS
love LOVERFLAME