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A/N: Ok drama. Well more drama. Sorry it took so long to update. Please forgive me. I just haven't had time. But I hope you like it! More reviews if you like it!!

All I could see was the ceiling. I was laying in my bed trying to gather my thoughts. Bits and pieces of last night began to fall into place. I smacked my lips and opened my eyes. I had a funny taste in my mouth. It wasn't very pleasant. I looked around my room, everything was blurry for a few minutes. As my eyes adjusted I realized I was alone. Hinata was gone. Surely I had not dreamed last night. My clothes were scattered around my room and my hair was a mess and the horrid taste in my mouth was truly more putrid than morning breath. Last night had to have happened.

I got up and walked out my bedroom door. There was no one in the living room and no one in the kitchen and no one in the hall. She had ditched me. I walked back to my room a little depressed and gathered my clothes. I showered, got dressed, and brushed my teeth. Oh how wonderful it was to wash my mouth in mint and vanilla rather than Hinata come. It's good when it's happening but later, yuck!

I finally decided I would just go find Neji. Forget Hinata for now. I walked down the street and finally stumbled upon my white eyed boyfriend. I greeted him with a grin and a kiss on the cheek. I may have been able to play innocent but the whole Hinata thing was burning inside me. I felt guilty walking right up to Neji all innocent like. But I couldn't tell him. Although, I knew trying to hide anything from him was just hopeless. He always knows when something it bothering me. I tried my hardest not to show any weakness.

His pale eyes and paler skin scanned me for a minute. I thought I was caught but he smiled at me and put his arm around my waist. "Hey Sakura. I was just looking for you."

I smiled back, half heartedly and hugged him. "Look no further, I'm here." I laughed a bit.

"I see that." He grinned at me and kissed my neck.

He always did that. Just to bug me. He knew I loved it, it drove me crazy, and he used it against me every chance he got.

"Hey! Neji! Get over here!" His hyper team mate Lee yelled and walked up to us.

Neji closed his eyes, sighed and looked up at Lee with this look of pure hatred. "I'm kinda in the middle of something…." He said.

Lee's eyes burned with envy. He still had never gotten over me and Neji getting together. He was with Tenten though. Apparently she was no Sakura. I liked being loved, but I only really wanted to be loved by, Hinata. Not Neji, Hinata.

"Neji, come on. Me and Tenten are waiting for you." Lee tried to stay content, but he truly hated seeing us together.

Neji finally sighed again and stood up. "Sorry Sakura. How bout tonight? Maybe we can, like, catch a movie." He gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I smiled and nodded. "Ok, just come over later. I will see you then."

I sighed to myself and went walking down the road. I was head to no particular destination just looking for something to do. Mostly looking for something to get my mind off all the drama that had happened. It was little drama but it was drama nonetheless. But it was mine ad Hinata's secret drama. I liked having a secret but AI didn't much like getting run out on.

I was in no hurry to find the little Hyuuga girl. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to be mad at her or upset. I just needed to talk to her. That's all I thought. Once I talk to her everything will be ok. I always thought that. When ever I was doubting mine and Hinata's friendship. I always thought things would be ok as soon as we were together again. And most of the time they were. Why would this time be different?

This time would be different. Way different. Things weren't going to get better. All my drama, was about to be doubled over. I walked around Konoha aimlessly for hours. It started getting cold so I headed home. I thought I would wait for Neji to show up. I had told him to come over. So I should be around when he gets there.

I sat down on the couch and closed my eyes. I was still thinking of Hinata. I was still unsure of whether I was mad or not. I was a little more upset than mad. I opened my eyes and when I heard a knock on the door. I thought it would be Neji, but it was kind of early for that. I shrugged it off and opened the door anyways. There she was. Hinata. She was standing in my door way, crying.

She looked up at me with her big pearly white eyes. They were flooded with tears. I melted a little inside. I flung my arms around Hinata and pulled her inside.

"Hinata what's wrong?" I walked her over to the couch and plopped down next to her.

She didn't even answer me. All she did is tackle me down and kiss me. It was a little surprising, but I wasn't about to complain. She pulled away and whipped her face.

"Kiba broke up with me!" She whined.

"Again?" I sighed a little.

"Well, yea, but it was for a stupid reason and it's over forever!" She pouted. She looked like a little mad 7 year old She looked back up at me for about 2 minutes and didn't do anything. But after too long she clasped her hands around my face and pulled it to mine. She pressed her lips on my cheeks and then she kissed me on the lips. I had been wanting to do that all day. I kissed her back and then I wrapped my arms around her neck.

I'm not so sure of what exactly happened after that. I remember tongue. And then our clothes disappearing. The next thing I remember was laying there, after doing Hinata again. We kissed and then we got dressed. I was really happy. I was pretty sure Hinata was mine now. I mean, there was no Kiba. But that wouldn't last. Well it might now. I was in the picture now. And as soon as I got up the courage to ask Hinata out, I would leave Neji and me and Hinata would live happily ever after, right? WRONG!

We were sitting on the couch again. Watching T.V. Waiting for Neji to show up. Hinata was going to hang out and wait for me to get back from mine and Neji's date. I looked at her and finally I was going to do it.

"Hinata," I said and turned the T.V. off.

"Yea?" She looked at me with a sill smile on her face.

"I was thinking, since you and Kiba are over, andI'm pretty sure you want me as bad as I want you," I laughed a little. I could feel my cheek flush as I spoke. "Maybe, me and you could hook up…" I looked down and then back up.

Hinata didn't look very happy. Her face was as red as mine, but the silly smile had faded. "S-sakura." She said and looked down in shame. "I don't want you….." She cleared her throat.

"Th-then why did you…… Why did you kiss me, and why did you let me do that to you?" I tried to hold back the growing lump in my throat.

"I wanted it, and you were the only one that would do me…" She admitted.

I fought back the tears welling up in my eyes, but they spilled over onto my hot pink cheeks like acid. They burnt my face all the way down and dripped off my chin in little droplets that landed on my chest. A few rolled down my neck scarred my skin. My heart was racing, pounding. I was so embarrassed and ashamed and heart broken. I swear I felt it shatter. Hinata stood up and put her hand on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry Sakura." She kissed my forehead and walked out the door.

I sat there for a long time. Longer than I can tell you. My breath was short and hurried. My heart was beating a mile a minute. It was terrible. I didn't understand why she had let me do all that if she didn't feel anything for me. I didn't know why she didn't want me. How could she be so cold? She hadn't really been cold, but she had been very, hurtful. I was more upset than angry but later I would be furious.

I laid down on the couch until I heard a knock on my door. I answered it and found Neji standing there. It was raining outside and Neji was dipping. I smiled a little and let him in.

"So I guess we aren't going out tonight." I sighed with a half hearted smile and sat on the couch.

"No, I'm sorry Sakura." He sat down next to me and started kissing my neck right off the bat.

Again my brain was clouded with thoughts of the perverted assortment. Ecstasy washed over my as Neji proceeded with his dirty deeds. We started getting into it. And after too long I was screaming the name of my lover into the rainy night. Or so I thought. I just remember him stopping. He plopped down on the bed next to me. I had just got done and we both had come, but Neji was not happy. He was mad. But I think he was too tired to run out on me.

"What was that?" He glared at me in anger.

"What? You didn't like it?"

"No!" He sat up catching his breath and gather his clothes.

"What did I do?" I sat up pulling the covers over my bare body. I watched him dressed and walk to the door. He started to walk out and then he turned to me with fire in his eyes.

"I'm not Hinata…." He glared at me for a final moment and was gone.

I sat there for a minute and then I realized what I had done. Had I really screamed Hinata instead of Neji? And besides that, why had I done it? Hinata had run out on me and now so had Neji. What now? Again my heart crumbled into dust and blew away in the rainy breeze of Konoha.

I laid in my bed and stared out the window. My pillow was soaked on either side of my head. The tears still continued to stream down my face as I thought about my two Hyuugas. Now neither one of them wanted me. Why couldn't I just be happy with Neji? I didn't need Hinata. Not now for sure. I still loved her more than anything, but I don't think I could be here friend anymore. She had broken my heart and now I had broken Neji's.

What now? I thought as I closed my eyes and fell asleep. What now?

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