DMYY- Re-read and re-done slightly. Just had to fix some stuff.
Title- ShisouHiryuu
Part-7?
Author- DMYamiyugi
Warning- Yaoi…um…killings, demon things, and…yeah ; Using Atemu as well, not Yami.
Genre- Romance I think…some sad stuff and all…
Parings- YugixAtemu and maybe some others
Disclaimer- I do own Yugioh! looks around the area Oh fine…I don't! ;-;
Summary- Young Yugi is a freshman at collage. Everything is new, and he is struggling slightly to become comfortable with his surroundings. Having to contain his family secret as well, he becomes stressed. One day, he runs into a young sophomore, who has some secrets of his own that intertwine with Yugi's. And soon, secrets will be reveled and some for the better good and pure happiness and others drawing the darkness closer and closer.
Chapter 7- Tears of the hearts
The two exited the bus when it finally came to the campus of the University. Yugi hopped off, Atemu right on his tail. The teen shifted his violin on his shoulder and began walking down the sidewalk area toward his dorm. Atemu followed right behind him, sunglasses still present on his face. Then came to the borwalk area, and Yugi smiled back at Atemu.
"So what are you going to do for the rest of the day?" he asked. Atemu shrugged.
"I think I'm going to go and sleep…" he yawned. "I've been doing all nighters lately…" he muttered. Yugi laughed.
"I've been too, but I need to practice today," he said, looking down at his instrument. Atemu nodded.
"Ah, I see. Well, I have an exam tomorrow for…math I think…" he sighed. "For some reason I decided to do math for one more year…dumbass," he muttered, hitting himself with a fist. Yugi chuckled.
"Yeah, I decided to do this year, then break off from it. Anyway, I just need to get practicing…for the concert…which I really have not practiced any of it at all!" he sighed. Atemu patted the teen's head.
"I'm sure you'll do fine," he said with a chuckle. Yugi smiled up at him and nodded. Atemu moved his hand from Yugi's head to his hand and intertwined his fingers around Yugi's. He heard Yugi's gasp and saw the blush, but didn't take his hand away.
--Hey now, I thought that this is what couples did!-- he said with a snicker. Yugi blush deepened as he looked to the ground.
-I-I know…it's just I…- he trailed off. Atemu laughed.
"Oh don't be so uptight!" he said with a snort. His grip tightened. Yugi's face took on a hot red hue; he couldn't keep that blush back.
"Fine," he muttered to the ground. Atemu grinned and nuzzled Yugi's shoulder, allowing the teen to squeak in protest and embarrassment. They kept walking toward Yugi's home, and when they did finally get there was when Atemu let go of his hand. Yugi brought it back to his side and looked up at Atemu, delight evident in his gaze. Atemu leaned down and kissed Yugi on the cheek like he did all those other times, but now with no hesitation in his kiss. Yugi still blushed all the same as the other stood back at his full height and smiled a bright smile. He tipped down his glasses just so Yugi's could see his eyes and not have to look at some black lenses.
"I'll see you tomorrow Yugi," he said. Yugi nodded, his smile coming back to cover up the blush that was threatening to cover over his face.
"Yeah. See ya," he said, then turned back around and began to enter the building when he heard Atemu say one last thing.
"Aishiteru! Ja!" he chirped and then ran off. Yugi blinked. What…did he just say? It must have been Japanese. The teen smiled and entered the dorm area. He could just look up it on the Internet, everything's on the Internet now days. Yugi laughed and began his accent up the stairs to his room. He entered and saw Ryou sitting on the bed, reading a book. He looked up.
"Yugi, there you are!" he said happily. "I've been trying to reach you on you're cell, but it keeps telling me you're busy." Yugi blinked and then took his cell out of his bag. Blinking, he groaned.
"That's because the damn things broken!" he said with a pout. Ryou blinked.
"Broken…how? He asked. Yugi chuckled hesitantly.
"It kinda got wet from the rain…" Yugi said. Ryou laughed.
"Oh that's priceless Yugi!" he said. Rubbing his head with his hand, his laughter diminished.
"Well better get a new one anyways. So, where were you anyway?" he asked. Yugi threw his bag over on the bed and placed his violin by his dresser.
"I was out with Atemu," he said with a smirk. Ryou blinked and laughed again.
"Ha-ha Yugi, if you keep this up he'll know of your crush in no time!" he mocked. Yugi glared at him but kept a smile on his face.
"Well doesn't matter anymore because he does know and he feels that same so," he hit Ryou on the head. "Keep your little mouth shut!" he bellowed at him. Ryou rubbed his head, and glanced up at Yugi with amazed eyes.
"So it worked out alright then?" he asked. Yugi nodded and fell onto the bed.
"Yup, just fine! So how was you're day?" he asked. Ryou shrugged.
"Ok I guess. Bakura and me got rained out of the park by a random storm though," he said. Yugi had to keep in a laugh for that, but was a little upset that he ruined his and Bakura's day.
"Yeah," Ryou continued. "I also thought I saw you," he said, looking over at Yugi. The teen blinked.
"Huh? Where?" he asked. Ryou rubbed his head in confusion.
"Well…in the park. But…right as it started raining, I lost you. I think it was a illusion though…because…because I saw you…ok I think it was maybe someone like you," he paused. "There was you and a dragon…" he glanced up at Yugi's expression and saw blank. A nothingness stare.
"I-I'm not kidding…" he muttered. Yugi blinked then let out a laugh.
"Ryou I was at the Café! I couldn't have been at the park! You must have been delusional!" Yugi lied. He couldn't let any more people know about him or Atemu…and if Ryou found out about both of them, he would surly tell Bakura and he couldn't keep a secret for shit! Ryou blinked then nodded.
"Y-yeah…you must be right," he then stretched. "I'm gona go out for diner tonight. My sister is coming for a visit." Yugi nodded.
"Ok, I'm gona stay here for a while," he said to the other. Ryou nodded and walked to the door, grabbing his car and dorm keys and walked out the door. Yugi stayed sitting on his bed, watching to see if Ryou was fully gone or was going to come back. After about a two-minute time, he stood and walked to the small terrace they had. Opening the sliding door, he walked out and then closed it. It was small, had a table and two chairs, but it was something. The boy plopped down in one of the chairs and sighed. Placing one hand over his forehead he opened his eyes to look out at the setting sun. Sighing once again, he leaned back in the chair.
"How am I going to do this…" he muttered. "My grandpa is one of the best mages out there now…gods how am I going to do this…" he repeated. Cracking one eye open, he stared out at the setting sun.
'Even if we're apart for only a couple minutes…I already miss him,' he thought. 'Is this…is this true love?' his hand traveled to his heart. 'When you're away from them your heart hurts like the seven hells? Or…that you just feel empty inside with out them…am I feeling true love? Am I?' he whispered. Blinking, he looked down at his hands.
"Maybe I should not and try to hide what I'm feeling. And…and my grandpa could just see it as a crush on a girl and not go into it…that could work…or he could see though that…arrg damnit, this is so confusing!" he hit the table with his fist.
"You know hitting things is not the best way to get out anger isn't it Yugi?" a voice said form behind. Yugi jumped up and flung his hands forward, as a spell enlightened in his palm. The magic disappeared though when he noticed whom it was, and that earlier emptiness was filled. Staring up at the being, he smiled, but that expression soon turned to confusion.
"How did you get into my dorm?" he asked. Red eyes sparkled with amusement.
"I know how to pick locks!" he said with a laugh. Yugi grinned.
"Well what brings you to my dorm Atemu?" he asked the other. Atemu shrugged and plopped down on the seat in front of Yugi.
"What? Am I not allowed to see my little mage?" he asked mockingly. Yugi rolled his eyes.
"Not when they've only been apart for fifteen minutes!" he bellowed. Atemu grinned down at the boy.
"Well from what I heard, you were feeling the same way," he sad with mischief in his voice. Yugi blinked then buried his face into his hands, suddenly the happy mood gone.
"Will you stop reading my mind ok?" he said in an annoyed voice. Atemu blinked as that amused grin tuned to a frown.
"Well you certainly have some random mood swings," he retorted to the other. Yugi glared.
"I'm…I'm not in the mood Atemu ok!" he said with a sharp edge to his voice. Atemu blinked and felt a twinge of pain enter him. "I'm just concerned and stressed and…" he stood with a rush. "And you just popping up all the time is not helping me any! You and you reading my mind, it's just annoying!" he swung the side door open and let it hit the end of the slide as he stomped inside. Atemu stood as well and followed the boy inside.
"I could sense you were unhappy so that's why I came…but if me being here really puts you in that bad of a mood I'll leave!" he said back to Yugi, harshness infused with his voice. Yugi blinked and glared at the ground.
"Well maybe I wouldn't be having these mood swings if you could give me some time alone ok!" he snapped. Atemu's eyes narrowed.
"I-came-here-to-see-you!" he growled, emphasizing each beginning of each word. "You may not like help but you know what, I don't care!" he bellowed, eyes narrowing. Yugi kept silent.
"Go away…" he muttered to the ground.
"No," Atemu answered back bluntly. Yugi glared daggers into the ground.
"I said leave me alone!" he screamed.
"No." Yugi gripped his hair with his fist. He felt tears come to his eyes.
"I said leave me alone! I have enough to deal with Atemu, you're not helping!" he cried. Silence followed that statement. Atemu blinked and then sighed; breakeing the silence.
"…Fine…fine fine fine," he said putting his hands up in the air. Atemu then turned and walked out toward the terrace. "If you really want me to leave that badly I will," he muttered harshly. It wasen't a yell…but it sunk in deeper then any Atemu had said to his before. Yugi still had his back to Atemu and then gripped his face tighter in his hands. He let out a choked sob and coiled to the ground so that his face was now in his knees. Burring them there, he just began to cry, not trying to hold up his own at all in front of his 'love'. Atemu looked to the ground, and then adverted his gaze to the side. Turning, he walked forward and knelt down as well. He then embraced Yugi from around his back.
--I'm just worried about you hikari…-- he whispered into the other's hair. Yugi blinked and nodded. Turned in the other's embrace he hugged Atemu back. After a moment, Yugi said something.
"I…I'm sorry for snapping at you...I…I didn't mean to…" he whispered, tears still sliding down his face. Atemu rubbed his face into Yugi's cheek.
"It's alright Yugi. I know you're getting stressed, everyone does. It just…it does hurt when you turn me away when I'm trying to help," he murmured slightly. Yugi nodded.
"And I feel the same way when you do it Atemu," he said quietly. Atemu stared.
"What…what do you mean by that Yugi?" he asked. Yugi pulled back to look up at Atemu's eyes.
"To answer your question, when we were on the bus you didn't listen to me, you refused to do things that I said would help you…I did the same thing and you just jumped at me!" his voice rose slightly as he glared down at the floor. "That doesn't feel very nice either Atemu…" he muttered. Atemu looked sadly to the ground and wrapped his arms around Yugi's shoulder and back.
"Yugi…" he whispered. The boy said nothing. "Yugi," Atemu said again. "I'm sorry…I mean…to say the honest truth…we really know nothing about each other…" he made himself and Yugi pull back from each other. "Like…your favorite food or favorite movie or least favorite food…or even what happened to you're parents or my parents…I mean kinda simple things like that…" he brushed a blonde bang from Yugi's face.
"I mean…this was actually a really rushed thing to me," he said. Yugi nodded a bit but leaned into Atemu's touch.
"But…" Yugi started. "After I first met you…there was a feeling of emptiness…when I wasn't around you…it hurt…I never felt anything like it before and it confused me," he sighed into the other's hand, closing his bright eyes.
"And…I also noticed after our first meeting almost eight years ago…I felt something strong toward you then, even if you were in dragon form I still felt it…" he breathed in deeply. "…That feeling…that emptiness is gone now…" he whispered. Atemu smiled and leaned in so that his face was barley one inch away from Yugi's
"And you know what little one?" he said. Yugi opened his eyes to stare up into joyous crimson dragon eyes. "I've felt the exact same way…" he whispered. Leaning in closer, he let his left hand fall from Yugi's face to fall over the other's hand. Encircling his fingers around the mages he closed that small gap between them in a slow kiss. Yugi felt as if his lips were on fire when Atemu's leaned into his. It felt so hot…yet…yet so good too. Closing his eyes, he let the enjoyment ride it out. Atemu pushed down farther and allowed his right arm to snake around Yugi's waist and even a bit harshly, pulled him up against his chest. Yugi gasped slightly as the movement, and that allowed Atemu to be able to feel more of his light. No longer thinking, he allowed plain instinct and pleasure to guide his movements. Leaning down lightly Atemu allowed his own tongue to venture into Yugi's wet cavern. The young mage felt his lover do this, but had no means or reasons to stop him. Taking up on the challenge, he entered his own tongue into the other's mouth. The kiss seemed to last forever in the eyes of the lovers but to many onlookers it may as well be an 'innocent' French kiss dare to say. Yugi finnaly, after having this crush become love, was able to taste his mate. Inwardly moaning, he sighed outwardly into Atemu's lips. The half dragon tasted almost like…cinimmen if it was true. Or some other sort of strong spice. The dragon couldn't help but let a grin pass his lips as Yugi sighed. The mage…he just was so perfect. The kiss there were sharing, his delightful taste…everything about him was just…so perfect. Atemu leaned in more to taste that young ones mouth and his sent drove Atemu's mind into a blur. Vanilla…what an odd smell for a boy, but it emitted off of Yugi so strongly. This breathtaking kiss soon came to an end, despite the heavenly aura to it and the pleasure it was giving both beings. Both teens were losing their breath in the attempt to taste the other more, and they drew farther and farther apart. The first to fully pull back for air was Atemu, who took in a slow breath. He didn't dare more even an inch away from Yugi's face, but leaned down so his head was in the boys hair.
'So…this is where that smell comes from…' he whispered into his mind. Yugi still had his eyes closed and sighed into Atemu's shoulder, smelling the faintness of his cologne. Yugi suddenly began to laugh. Atemu pulled back and gazed at Yugi oddly. The little one just wouldn't stop laughing.
"Yugi?" he asked. "What's so funny?" he asked. Yugi waved his hands in dismay but kept on laughing.
"I…I-I didn't know you wore c-cologne!" he chuckled. Atemu blinked.
"…Yes…I do…" he raised an eyebrow in confusion. "What is so hilarious about wearing cologne?" he bellowed. Yugi still laughed.
"I-I…I don't know…it's just…it's just funny!" he said with a laugh. Atemu then rolled his eyes.
"Oh whatever hikari!" he said. Standing up, he stretched his arm. He waited for Yugi to stop laughing. "So…what now?" he asked. Yugi stood as well, swaying from blood loss to his head. Blinking once and shaking his head, he shrugged.
"Um…dunno…" he looked out the sliding door.
"We could…well I do have all of my morning classes tomorrow…um…well I was thinking of getting a long sleep tonight too…" he said, scratching his head in thought. Atemu nodded.
"Yeah, I was going to do that…" he trailed off. "well…never mind." He streached.
"I'll head on home now," he said. Yugi walked in front of him, opening the door and smiling. Atemu walked up to the other and closer to being out the door.
"Well I'm off then! Ja ne Yugi!" he told the other, while turning fully to walk out the door. The mage blinked in cofusion.
"Wait Atemu," he asked. Atemu turned.
"Hn, what?" he asked back. Yugi walked up closer him so he and the sophomore were face to face.
"What does aishiteru mean? And ja ne?" he asked. "Is it Japanese?" he asked the other. Atemu blinked and then smiled.
"Yes it is. Well, Ja ne is a way of saying goodbye, I would think you would've known that," he then turned more toward the door again.
"And Aishiteru mean's 'I Love you'," he explained. Turning his back to Yugi now, he began to walk out the door. "I think if we know of it, then there's no wrong in saying 'I love you' do you?" he didn't wait for Yugi to answer as he exited. "Well then…bye for now, I love you," he said this with a smirk, and then closed the door behind himself.
DMYY- Yush…now…well, this might be the last post for a while….as said before…please REVIEW! REVIEWREVIEWREVIEW! -takes in a breath- REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVIEEEEEEEEEEEEW! -gasps- whoo, Xx anywho, please ya'll review, so I can come back from camp and see alllll, these wonderful reviews :D would make me ever so happy…so please do that ;) And there ya go, an angst chappie before I go, good eh? Well, as said, please review, BYE FOR TWO WEEEEEEEKS! JA!
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