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Kagome laid her head on his chest and felt him put his face in her hair then his free hand he stroked her cheek then her hair. The feeling of his soft hand on her face saw velvet fire on her body, every where he stroked and touch felt on fire for Kagome. Feeling safe for once she sighed and closes her eyes never wanting this to end.
What Was Once Lost
True Feelings…
Part 1
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha never have never will…
After 15 minutes of feeling safe Kagome pulled out of Inuyasha, she tried to get out of his lap but his arms just tightened on her waist. Giving up she turned around and looked into Inuyasha's pools of golden eyes.
"Uh… um… can you please let me go?" Kagome whispered looking down at Inuyasha's hands around her waist.
Inuyasha just shook his head and smirked at her. "Sorry no can do, we partners and I have to get to now you. But if you let me see you after school I'll let ya go, how dose that sound?" Looking at Kagome he saw her tense a bit before asking.
"I don't even know your name, what is it?"
"Inuyasha"
Kagome's face went white as she scared at him. "Y-your Inuyasha… t-the guy that my… never mind… no I can't do that I'm going to be busy after school, with… Sango..." Said Kagome as tears started up in her eyes again. 'I'm not going to cry… no crying…' Kagome thought as she tried once again to get away from Inuyasha.
Inuyasha seeing that she was upset again stood up and pulled Kagome up too he, wrapped his arms around her and rocked softly. She tensed again but once for a sensed before she relaxed. Pulling her close to him he kept on rocking her softly, seeing that she couldn't talk right know he whispered soothing words in her ear to calm her down. A few minutes later sensing that Kagome calmed down Inuyasha turned her around so that he could look at her.
She was looking down at the ground again so he put his finger under her chin, so that he could look into her eyes. Her eyes where still wet, but they sparked with an emotion that Inuyasha couldn't finger out. Giving her a soft smile he picked up her bag from the floor and gave it to her.
"come on the bell is going to ring any moment and we haven't talked at all, all class. So why don't we talk at lunch?"
Kagome just shrugged and took her bag from Inuyasha, 'Oh what I'm I going to do now. This is the guy that my stupid sister likes and I'm his, oh what I'm I going to do?' Thought Kagome, as the bell rain walking out the door to her locker to put her stuff away. Since she had nothing for lunch and she wasn't hunger, she just shunt her locker. Turning around she saw Inuyasha leaning against the wall across form her locker. 'So he's really going to fallow me all lunch? I hope not, don't want to run into Kikyo then, that would be very bad.'
"I have to go to my locker so do you want to come or stay like this all lunch?" Said Inuyasha as her saw that Kagome was looking at him but she had a far away look in her eyes.
"Um… sure…" Said Kagome real quietly that Inuyasha could al most not hear.
Getting off the wall he went to his locker which was closer to the door and put his stuff away. Turing to look at Kagome he saw that she had her hood up and was looking at the ground again.
"where do you want to go, Kagome?"
Kagome looked up at Inuyasha then back at the ground again, walking out the door and sawing nothing as she did so. Kagome walked outside and it was a nice warm sunny day she went to the spot where she left the kitten. Crouching down she called the kitten.
All Inuyasha did was flow her outside and around the school to some bushes, then watched as she crouched down and do something that he could not see. Then he hard it, a little sound a very tiny sound.
Kagome smiled as the kitten jumped out of the hole and onto her. Picking the kitten up she went over to the tree and climbed up the tree and sat there with the kitten. She saw that Inuyasha looked terrified so she looked at him with amusement in her eyes.
Inuyasha could not miss it he saw her smile, a small smile but it was a smile all right, and then he saw why she was smiling and jumped. You see Inuyasha is scared and I mean scared of cats. Being a dog demon he hats anything that has to be done with cats, but looking up at Kagome in the tree with the fur ball he has to admit they are good together.
"Can I come up or will you came down? Either way we are going to be talking so pick witch one you want."
Kagome looked around and saw that no one was outside, so she moved over and waited for him to come up.
Seeing that she moved over Inuyasha got up in the tree and felt a bit jealous at the fur ball in her lap that was sleeping now. Eyeing the cat to make sure that it wasn't going to wake up any time soon, and seeing it wasn't he sighed in relief. He looked at Kagome."So are you going to talk to me or stair at the little fur ball the hole lunch hour?"
Kagome shrugged
"Ok if you don't talk I'll make you talk. I'll go everywhere you go until you talk to me. And I now that you can talk because I've herd your voice before," Said Inuyasha has he took her hood and moved it off her hair. "And don't hide your hair. It's beautiful." Running his fingers throe her hair, he felt her stiffen and moved his hands out of her hair.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean… didn't mean to make you upset or anything like that." Said Inuyasha as he looked down at the ground cursing in his mind, at how stupid he was.
"It's ok just don't touch me please… I…I don't like to be touched by anyone…" said Kagome as she looked at the ground.
All Inuyasha did was nod and think 'What happened to her, she's not like other girls I know. Something terrible must of happened to her…'
"Tell me, do you want to stay at school or do you want me to take you somewhere, because lunch is almost over and I don't feel like staying for the rest of the day." Asked Inuyasha as he got out of the tree.
Kagome just looked at him like he was crazy or something then got out of the tree herself.
"Sure…I need to go home but I first need to find Sango, I need to tell her something for later…" Kagome said as she looked at the kitten in her hands then at the ground. Starting on her walk to find Sango, Inuyasha stayed beside her. A few minutes later they found Sango talking to her new friend, going up to her Kagome taped her on the shoulder.
"I'm not going to be staying, but I'll come back after school and meet you at the doors okay? Sango?" Asked Kagome as she looked at her friend.
Sango looked at Kagome not even seeing Inuyasha and nodded at her. "Okay, I'll see ya after school and if you want you can bring your kitten too, she might like my cat. Don't forget fresh clothes for tomorrow too! Bye" Waving to Kagome, Sango turned back to her friend and started to talk again.
"Kagome are you ok?" Asked Inuyasha as they walked down the road to the park.
Nodding, Kagome looked down at the ground again. She shut her eyes and instead of walking off the curb, she tripped. She waited for the cold ground to hit her face-but it never came. Instead someone grabbed her from behind. 'It must be Inuyasha, there's no one else with me so it must be him' thought Kagome as she was put back on her feet. The kitten jumped out of her arms and stood by her feet.
Inuyasha brought her up to his chest and wrapped his arms around her shoulders "Come on! The park is just up there then you can fall if you want to." Inuyasha whispered in her ear that was under her red hair. Feeling her nod he started to walk again but this time he had his arms around her. The kitten was right beside them, as they walked.
There was no one at the park when they got there so the went on the swings. Inuyasha watched her as she got on a swing her face was like an emotionless mask. It was almost as bad as his brothers. 'What happened to her that she is this hurt? And that she doesn't trust people?'
As Kagome started to swing she didn't sense anyone go behind her so when Inuyasha pushed the swing she freaked and screamed like her life depended on it. Letting go of the chains Kagome fell into the sand and stayed like that face first in the sand. 'Right now would be a good time for my body to move. I would like to move so why can't I move?' Thought Kagome as she tried to get out of the sand but, couldn't move.
Inuyasha ran over to where Kagome was and picked up out of the sand, hearing a soft wimpier of pain. Gently he cradled her in his arms and walked over to a tree. He sat under the tree and put Kagome in his lap, he brushed the sand off her face, gently running his thumb along her jaw line and her cheek. Softly he took off the hood on her head to make sure that there was no sand in there in her hair. With great tenderness he rocked her in his arms while he whispered soothing words into her ears.
Kagome really had no clue what was going on. She was in a bit of pain while someone picked her up and moved them both. She felt hands on her body and it terrified her, she didn't like to be touched by anyone or anything. But these where different they seamed friendly and caring and even loving to Kagome as she calmed down and loosened to the person who had her. He was saying gentle things, soothing things, to her while she drifted off into a peaceful sleep.
Inuyasha stayed this way with Kagome in his arms for along time, just enjoying the closeness of her being with him. He frowned, wondering when this girl started to mean so much to him when he started to think of her more then just a wench. But as he looked down to her peaceful sleeping face all he could do was give off a soft small smile.
The kitten looked up at Inuyasha, then back at Kagome and back to Inuyasha then gave off a small meow and curled up by his legs. Inuyasha stared at the kitten looking at how its fun looked like Kagome's midnight black hair-when she still had it- and at the little bits of silver at its paws. The kitten had both of their hair colours in its fur and it confused him. But he didn't say on that subject long because the girl in his arms started to shiver and tremble a little bit. Not knowing what to do, Inuyasha moved her gently and carefully not to wake her close to his body and kissed her forehead, after a few minutes she stopped and snuggled closer to him.
Looking down at the girl he couldn't get out of his head, he wondered, 'Why did she do that today? Why did she act that way in drama class and on the swing? I want to hurt the guy that did this to her but I don't know why I want to do that. Sure I'll admit that she is special to me, the she makes me happy just when I think of her, and that it hurts me when she is afraid or scared. That I and only I want to hold her like this and, that no one else would love her… love? When did I start to love her? When had this girl who barley talked or even look at me in the eyes made me love her?' Thought Inuyasha, as he brushed some hair off her delicate face.
'I have to wake her up soon, she said she wanted to go to Sango's house and do some stuff with her but she just looks too peaceful to wake up' Making up his mind he got up and walked back to the school caring Kagome the whole way, with the kitten walking right beside them. When he got there he waited by the doors for her.
Sango was one of the first out of the door and she saw What's-His-Name with Kagome! Running up to him she saw that Kagome was sleeping and calmed down a bit.
Inuyasha seeing her coming at him he held on to Kagome tighter and waited for her to come over to him.
"Hi… Kagome can't go to your house, she's not feeling well and I'm going to watch her ok?" He asked Sango, he watched her battle with herself at letting him take her or not. "If she feels better I'll take her to see you later." He added.
"Ya… ok but if she says anything and I mean anything you did wrong you'd be hurting so much it wont be funny and, you wont be able to walk for the rest of your life! Got that?"
Inuyasha saw her expression and gulped "Y-yes nothing will go wrong. I won't let it… she means too much to me…"Inuyasha said the last part in a whisper so that she would not hear it. Giving her a lost nod Inuyasha started on his way back to his house not even waiting for Miroku like he always did. He just went home with the kitten behind him the whole way.
Once getting home Inuyasha took Kagome to his room and on his bed. The kitten jumped on the bed by Kagome and fell asleep. Tucking her in the bed, Inuyasha sat on the floor and watched the girl sleep peacefully and thought about her while he did so.
A/N: Well there ya go I did the chapter, yes I know it's not as long but this one was harder to do. The next chapter is the Mall and that one will be fun and funny so I'm sorry if anyone is disappointed in this chapter.
Inuyasha: "Hay why do I have to be soo, soo oh I don't know but I don't want to be like that?
Kagome: "And why not? I actually like you in this story because your NICE to people."
Inuyasha: "How would you know? You don't even talk!"
Miroku: "How long until Kagome says 'sit' do ya think Sango?"
Sango: "Don't know and get your hand away from me" glares at Miroku.
Miroku: sweat drop "I'm sorry my dear Sango."
Kagome: "Fine if you feel that way I'll just go HOME!" Turns around and starts walking off.
Inuyasha: "Hey! You cant do that! We need you for this story!"
Sango: "Why don't you just say 'sorry Kagome' that might help you know?"
Inuyasha: "I DON'T SAY SORRY! So that means that I'm not going to."
Everyone: sweat drop.
Amirha: "Do you think I should make him say sorry, because it looks like
Kagome's almost home."
Inuyasha: "You can't do that! It's not like you can torture me!"
Amirha: "Oh but I can you see I'm the writer you what ever I put don't you have to do."
Inuyasha: "Well that's no fair… ok, ok, I'll go say sorry" runs off to go get Kagome.
Sango: "that was too easy"
Shippo: "Ya… way too easy…"
Inuyasha: comes back with a tired Kagome on this back.
Kagome: Sends evil glares at Inuyasha.
Amirha: "Now why did you do that?"
Inuyasha: "Because I'm not saying the word so I have her here and now she can't open her big mouth."
Sango: "Why don't you give her to me. I need to do some yelling at her."
Inuyasha: "I don't know… I can't trust any of you." Looks at the people and gives them glares.
Shippo: Walks quietly to Kagome and takes out the things in her mouth.
Kagome: "Oh Inuyasha…"
Inuyasha: Stares at Kagome with fear in his eyes. Jumps up in the air.
Amirha: "Bad mistake.
Kagome: "SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT"
Shippo: "think she's done?"
Sango: "No"
Kaogme: takes a deep breath "SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT boy."
Inuyasha: mumbles some things not suited for kids to read and he's in um… 25 meter hole in the ground.
Amirha: Well there ya go and lets hope Inuyasha has learned his lesion, but I doubt it.
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