A/N: Thanks everyone for the tips, ya I'm sorry if there's a lot of spelling problems and I try my best to fix them. I'm not the best speller and never have been but that's to for not getting up set. Goddess Virgo of the Fae thanks but I think I'll keep working at it. But if I ever need any help your; be the first one I come to ok? Also I know that stuff is going a little fast and I'm sorry to people who thinks that's crazy or wearied, but that's just me. If I write a next fic I swear that I'll talk things slower and to all the Sango and Miroku lovers they are coming very, very soon and same with Koga they all are coming soon. (But Sango and Miroku come first.)

Can't say when because my story is going a little crazy I was going to do a mall seen a long time ago (still am) but that's been changed. So I'm just going with my ideas that I get. Well any ways I think I should shut up know or else something bad might happen to me… Oh one last thing then I'll shut up and wont talk until the end, yes Kagome's hair will go back to black so don't worry about that kagomefan595

From last time:

Kagome looked at the hand then slowly took his hand, he wrapped his hand over hers and she felt fine with that. He was taking it slow with she didn't mind at all and then Kagome felt her eyes flutter close and she fell asleep holding Inuyasha's hand.

What Was Once Lost
Cat food
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha never have never will…
but he is under my control in this story…

Inuyasha just looked at the girl on the bed trying to think what could of happened to her to make her so afraid. 'She was doing so well, even starting to trust me but it's all gone now…'

It's not gone, it's just going to take longer to get. Said the, oh so wonderful voce in his head.

'Well now it's going to take even longer... and I don't want that'

Why, know you can get to know her better, instead of rushing into things. Like what you did.

'WHAT? I did not rush into things, I went how fast as I wanted and just for you to know that I wanted it to go that fast.'

Why? You didn't even like her the first time you saw her or even the second time you saw her. So why the change of heard now?

'Um… why did you say because I can't hear you, the only thing I hear is 'bla, bla, bla, bla…' that the only thing you ever say to me.'

You are such a stupid baka, you will never get Kagome as your mate if you keep this up, and we both know that you want her as your mate so don't say other wise.

'No I do not! I do not want a pathetic human as my mate' snapped Inuyasha then all he head was the voice laugh at him.

All that he did for the next few hours was watch Kagome and think, but the thinking wasn't that much fun and it hurt him head to much. So he stopped that very fast, and just watched her.

She slept so soundly made no sound the only way Inuyasha new she was alive was that her chest moved up and down. She still had her small hand in his big one, and he wanted to hold her so bad but new that he couldn't. Even if she would let him he shouldn't because it just makes it hared to leave her when all of this is over.

Eyelids opened and chocolate eyes looked into gold ones, and in the gold one's all there was, was concern and tenderness. That's when she remembered that she still had her hand in his; pulling her hand out of his she sat up on the bed. And found the blanket very interesting.

"Kagome are you ok?" Asked the guy next to her.

Kagome shrugged her shoulders and picked at the blanket.

"Can you talk, and will you please look at me?"

Kagome looked at him "…yes I c-can talk n-now…"she answered him in a small voice that was just above a whisper.

"Do you want me to go, and leave you alone? I think the water's gone so I can take you to Sango's if you want…" Said Inuyasha as he looked into Kagome's eyes, her eyes were still hollow but did show some emotion.

She just shook her head.

"What I can't hear you, so your going to have to talk to answer me."

"N-no I will b-be fine… b-but I need t-to call Sango s-still."

"Yes ok I'll go get the phone and are you hungry?" He asked just before he left the room.

"no"

As Kagome watched him leave the room she didn't want to leave the apartment so she was going to call Sango to see if she would come stay with them. Kokoro jumped onto Kagome's lap and she tensed foe a moment then settled down and petted Kokoro.

"You would never hurt me right Kokoro?" She asked the little kitten as Kokoro put her paws on Kagome's chest and licked her face.

"Hay I thought dog's licked people's faces not cats. You silly thing you're not a dog…" 'But Inuyasha is… well at lest half of him is' thought Kagome as she rubbed Kokoro's head.

Kokoro's small tong was licking her face and it felt funny to Kagome so she started to laugh. Then it struck her… she was laughing…

"I-I just laughed I thought I would never do that again…" she looked down at the kitten and smiles at her, "see your just what I needed, someone who would never leave me." Smiling Kagome picked up Kokoro and kissed the top of her head. Then Inuyasha came into the room with a sandwich, ice tea and the phone.

"Here's the phone you can't have it until you eat half of that."

"No… I'm not hungry so you can't make me eat it, right Kokoro?"

"Meow" Came from Kokoro.

"Well ok you don't have to eat it but then you don't get the phone."

Kagome glared at him, you see know she will talk to people and she's starting to think of Inuyasha as a little bit of a jerk.

"Well then I don't get the phone know do I?"

'Shit that didn't work… ok have to move to plan two then' Inuyasha gave Kagome a nice smile well it was really more a smirk then a smile.

"Ok Kagome dear; then you eat the food or I'll feed it to you, so pick eat it or get it fed to you."

All Kagome could do was stair at him because she new he was telling her the truth, that he really would feed the sandwich to her. Even if she wisent hungry she new what that grin meant. It meant that he was evil and would do almost anything to get his way; her sister had the same grin…

'Kikyo! Oh no… she had probable got into my room by now… and do who knows what to it… Oh and I forgot to lock my door stupid, stupid, stupid.' Thought Kagome as she glared at the guy with sliver hair and a white top, who was grinning like there was no tomorrow.

Talking the food Kagome took a bite of it to find out it was penult butter sandwich she ate two bites, then put down the sandwich and took a sip of ice tea.

"There happy I ate, now gimme the phone." And why he didn't give the phone over she asked again. "Please Inuyasha give me the phone, so that I can call Sango…"

Inuyasha was not happy that she only took two bites, but when she asked like that who could say no? Giving her the phone he put the plate onto the bedside table and petted the cat named Kokoro.

Bring! Bring! Bring!

Sango rushed to the phone grabbed the phone she jumped onto the bed and answered it.

"Hello Sango"

"Hey Sango… I need to talk to you…"

"Kagome? Is that you? Are you ok, did he hurt you in anyway? I new I should have taken you home with me instead of letting him take you!" Sango said getting mad at Inuyasha because he said that he wouldn't hurt her.

"No, no he did nothing… don't worry, but I need you here, with me I can't stay here by my self I need you." Said Kagome

Sango lessened to her friend her voice sounded so hollow and it sounded wearied to her, even at school when they first met she didn't sound like that.

"Um… sure I'll come over there as soon as I can, just hold on do you need anything?"

"Let me see… um… actually yes I do, I need cat food, Kokoro needs to eat and Inuyasha has nothing for her to eat. And... Thanks Sango" Kagome whispered into the phone.

Grabbing the cat food and a coat Sango left her brother a not saying that she was going out and that she would be back latter tonight or tomorrow so to not to worry and to order pizza.

Then she left to go to Inuyasha's as fast as she could.

Inuyasha was stunned that she asked Sango to come over but he understood why she need her.

"Ok Kagome Sango can sleep over, and I will stay out of your way but I want to see my cousin so he's going to come over latter, but just to tell you he's a leach so just watch out." But when he saw the look in her eyes, it looked like pain and horror, "ok I'll make sure that he dose nothing to you, even if it takes my life he will not touch you if he wants to stay alive. Feel better?"

Kagome gave him a small nod and a small smile.

"I-Inuyasha…" Kagome said in the oh, so small voice Inuyasha has heard her us all to ofthen for his liking.

"Yes?"

"C-c-can i-I have a-an h-hug?" Asked Kagome looking at Inuyasha, but not looking into his eyes.

"Kagome… what's wrong? Why are you afraid of me? I would never hurt you." Going up to Kagome he sat down and hold out his arms to her, she came slowly to him. Once she was safely on his chest he wrapped his arms around her. For the first 2 minutes or so all Kagome did was stay as stiff as a tree then she started to relax slowly.

"n-n talking p-please, I want it just to s-stay like this until S-Sango comes then you can c-call your cousin, b-but right k-know don't leave me a-alone please…" Kagome asked/told Inuyasha as she breath in his sent and he rubbed her back in a comforting way, that made Kagome even calmer.

'He's nothing like the thing in my dream, the thing in my dream was mean and evil, Inuyasha is nothing like that.' Thought Kagome as she moved and looked up into his face and saw no trace of evil on his face. Kagome new that if she stayed here she would be fine, but the feel of Inuyasha so close to her, was starting to make her remember her dream. That's when she started to get scared.

Inuyasha new right when she started to get scared, for one he could smell the fear coming from her small body, and the other thing was that she went stiff again in his arms. Giving her a sigh he let her go slowly and laid her back on the bed.

"Here Kagome drink this, it will help you feel better all it is ice tea nothing else, and I wont even make you eat any more." Inuyasha said in a clam cool voice. He gave her the glass making sure that he did not touch her body in any way.

"Thanks" Is all Kagome said, she kept her eyes at the glace filled with ice tea.

"ok Sango should be here any minuet so I'm going to go call my cousin and tell him to come over and I'll make sure that he stays away from you. If Sango wants to stay here for the night its fine with me, you two can stay in my room and I'll go in the other one." 'Waite! What the hack am I saying? I just gave them MY ROOM with ALL MY stuff in it ARG STUPID, STUPID ME!' Inuyasha thought angry at him self.

"Thanks Inuyasha I'll be fine by my self for now… thanks you…" Kagome said in a small sweet voice.

"No problem" 'other then I don't get my bed for the hole night and I just gave up my room, no problem at all.' He thought as he went to get the phone and call Miroku.

"Hello?"

"Ya hey Miroku what are you up to tonight?"

"Nothing much, why do you ask Inu-cousin?" Asked a very wearied guy.

"Oh just wanted you to spend the day over here, I'm having two wenches and I need someone to talk to." 'Well he really didn't need to talk to anyone but he didn't want to be alone with Sango at any time. If any one found this out they would go crazy… he was really scared of her. She could scare the shit out of ya with out even meaning to, so Inuyasha never wants to get on Sango's bad side, now that would be scary.

"Ok I'll come over, but how was the other night? I saw you and that quite girl, I haven't really seen her body because she always wares tops too big for her. So dose she have a sexy body?" Asked Miroku.

Click

Miroku laughed at his cousin's behavior and started to get a coat so that he could stay warm, it might or stopped raining but the wind picked up and he wanted to stay warm for the walk to Inuyasha's apartment.

Inuyasha went go get the door when he heard a slap. Guess there both hear holding open the door Inuyasha saw just what Sango did, she gave Miroku a large read hand print on his cheek.

Inuyasha started to laugh so hard that he fell on the ground and was holding his sides; there was tears running down his face. All of that came from Miroku's face, his expression was priceless, and Sango looked pissed off like there was no tomorrow.

Kagome came out of the room slowly and walked over to where Inuyasha was, there in the door was Sango and someone else. Inuyasha's cuisine Kagome guessed. Sango looked like she was ready to kill, but when she turned her expression total changed from pissed of bitch to loving sister.

Sango was glaring at the guy that pissed her off and at the laughing Inuyasha on the floor, she turned when she heard someone walk over to them and turned. Her breath caught in her throat, there stood Kagome in her cloths and missy hair. Her skin was pail, and there were black lines under her eyes, also inset of the chocolate eyes that she always had. Bright and a bit pained but always bright was dark eyes that held nothing in then, they pear hollow, she looked like she just came back from hell, to Sango. She glared at Inuyasha and ran over to Kagome and gave her sisterly hug.

"My god what happened to you Kagome? You looked better at school and we both know that we hate school" Sango was trying to make the room less tense, because you could cut the air with a fork with how tense it is right know.

All Kagome did was look at her feet with where in socks. So really she was looking at socks witch had little rain drops on them.

"Inuyasha I want to talk to you late and make sure that, that… thing stays away from us. Got it Inuyasha?" Asked/told Inuyasha and all he could do was nod and look at Kagome who looked a bit better know that Sango was hear.

"Sango don't leave her… something happened and you need to talk to her. You can stay the night and stay in my room. Kagome show her to your room so I can talk to my loving cousin." Inuyasha said as he gave Kagome a small smile.

Sango new that; tone of voice and she new when people talk like that so she followed Kagome into Inuyasha's room and sat down.

"Aww my baby girl, what happened did he touch you or hurt you in anyway?"

"No… but he's the only guy that I will allow near me… He helped me but don't let the other one touch me please Sango. Stay the night her I don't want to be alone…" Kagome wasn't used to telling people what she felt but with Sango it was different. She was a sister to Kagome and not the kind of sister Kikyo is.

"Did you bring cat food for Kokoro? She's probable hungry she hastens eaten for a bit and I don't want her getting sick. Here, Kokoro." Kagome called the kitten, just after she called her Kokoro jumped into Kagome's arms.

"Here's my good girl. Kokoro met Sango, Sango Kokoro."

"Well she's a real beauty isn't she?" Said Sango as she petted; Kokoro's head.

"Yup… S-Sango nothing will happen to me right?" Asked Kagome as she looked at Kokoro.

Sango watched her friend's face and saw that when she asked that she saw pain in her eyes. "No sweetie nothing will happen to you both and I mean both Inuyasha and me wont let anything happen to you, know why don't you tell me what happened?"

"O-ok here's what happened…"

Inuyasha was talking to Miroku when they heard crying, Inuyasha jumped up and rain to his room knocking before he went in, making sure Kagome wouldn't get scared he saw them. Crying together Sango was holding Kagome and Kagome was crying like crazy.

He waling over to Kagome and sat down Indian Style and looked at Kagome, she seamed to know that he was there because very slowly she let go of Sango and went to Inuyasha. Once she was in his lap she curled up into a ball up against Inuyasha's chest. She wasn't sobbing any more just softly crying Inuyasha wrapped one arm around her and with his other hand he stroked her tangle of hair. He didn't care that Sango and Miroku could see them, he just wanted to clam Kagome down, he didn't like to see her cry.

He looked at Sango and saw that she still had tears in her eyes but he also saw love in them, and all that love was amid at Kagome. Then she looked up into his eyes and her could read what was in them Don't hurt her or I'll hurt you…bad. All he could do was nod because he new anything Sango said she would do, so you lessened to her. Whispering soothing sounds and words in Kagome's ear to clam her down, Kagome slowly but surly relaxed in his arms.

Miroku was watching from the door, he could see that everyone in this room loved the girl named Kagome. Especially his cousin Inuyasha, he could see the love he has for the girl in the way he holds her and looks at her. When they were talking on the couch they were talking about her. How that Inuyasha would kill him if he so much as touched Kagome, the only time he could was if she let him hug her and then his hands better not wonder.

Looking at Kagome in Inuyasha's lap he could see that she had been hurt before and didn't trust people a lot. And if she did she felt something special with them, just like Sango was her sister and she loved Inuyasha. You see Miroku could read emotions (A/N: Ok I know he can't but in my story what I say goes, so he does) he had that special gift.

His sight switches to Sango and he smiled. She was a real beauty with her black hair down her back; she has brown eyes Miroku nodes. Also she had a hard hand and he learn that all ready by the nice red hand print that was still on his face, no so bring any more but you could still see it.

Kagome was claming down and she was starting to feel a bit light headed from all of the crying, also Inuyasha's shirt was starting to get real uncomfortably wet from her tears. But she was fine with Inuyasha holding her because she let him, she felt safe with him and she wanted to stay like that. All she wanted to do was sleep in his arms, so that nothing would hurt her, but who would save her from him? When he meets her sister he would go strait to her. She is the pretty gone with her long black hair and gray/blue eyes. The flawless skin and the perfect smile.

Kagome gave off a small sigh and her eyes closed her head on Inuyasha's chest and her arms holding her legs, sitting in his lap.

Inuyasha new when she fell asleep, her breathing evened out and her body relaxed against his chest. Kissing the top of her head he moved an arm under her legs and picked her up, walked into the living room then sat on the couch. He put her head on his lap and laid her legs out so that she wouldn't hurt her self. Sango and Miroku both followed him, Sango making sure there was no way Miroku's hands could go any where near her. Both thinking the same thing:

He really cares for her…

"Sango what happened to Kagome, she was fine the other day then we went to sleep and I woke up to her screaming. What the hell happened?"

"Well you see she had an um… nightmare… and um… in her nightmare someone was going to… rape her" Sand whispered the last two woods when she sat down in a chair opposite from Inuyasha. "You see… Kagome told me this at school a few days ago when she was smaller she was abused by her mother and sister, when her father died. But you can't tell her I said this or she would never truest me and we all know she doesn't truest that much." Said Sango looking at Kagome.

Inuyasha was mad, 'So that's why she's like this no wonder…' Looking down at Kagome's face witch was in his lap Inuyasha ran a hand throe her silky hair witch was full of tangles but he didn't care.

Talking a deep breath Inuyasha looked at the other to people. "You both can stay here for the night. It's late and I don't want Sango going home alone, also Kagome still might need you tomorrow. And you Miroku you better keep away from Kagome, I'm pretty sure that Sango can tell you the same thing about her. Also you can stay here to but you have and I mean have to sleep in your old room. Sango you can sleep in the other gust room or mine but I'm staying here, I don't want to talk up Kagome. Got that?"

Everyone nodded and Sango grabbed two blanks, giving one to Inuyasha and she wrapped Kagome in the other one before going to the guest room and going to sleep her self.

Miroku watched Sango walk to her room, he watched the sway of her hips and the way she walked, she walked like a goddess in Miroku's eyes. She was a goddess in his eyes. Getting up he went to his old room and went off to sleep because tomorrow was going to be a busy day for everyone.

Inuyasha watched everyone go off to bed, then he turned his head down to Kagome's face. Smoothing her hair off her forehead he leaned down and kissed her forehead then her red hair. Leaning his head back on the couth he closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep in the matter of seconds.

A/N: well there you go I only meant fore this chapter to be 3-4 pages long but it turned out to be 8. Know don't you love me? I did all of this for you.

Kagome: "That's soo sweet, so how long until Miroku tries to grope Sango?"

Shippo: "Um… not long well in the story maybe a bit long but not here… 1…2…3"

Sango: "ARG! PERVERT!" Slaps him on the head and kicks him.

Inuyasha: "Well that's new, Sango never kicks him…"

Kagome: "Yup that's new… and it works better too"

Miroku: makes noses like a wounded animal, tries to get but falls back down

Sango: "Well he needed it so there."

Everyone but Miroku: "Well bye"