Author's note: You already know I do not own anything. Except the poetry, the fiction in the story, and any made-up characters.
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--Sara
You know I've loved him right from the start
Giving him all of my love and all of my heart
Never feeling this way before
I love everything about him
And so much more
He makes me act so differently
Thinking more and fast
Something keeps telling me
That this love will last
I love his promises
And the way he makes me smile
I will always want him here
For now and a while
Hes smart, fun and great
Meeting him must be fate
His smile, his laugh and his touch
Oh its all just to much
I can't believe he's mine
To hard to believe
Its just something big to achieve
He's amazing, wonderful and grand
I'm just so happy to be able to take his hand
I still love him just like at the start
He still has all of my heart
I'd only been here a few days and I was already changing. Already falling for a boy. I'd never fallen for a boy before. It felt nice. My first kiss was nice. I smiled as I got dressed. My mom was taking me to Raylene's, they were going to go shopping together. Leaving Jay and me alone for the day. Today I picked out another jean mini and tank top with my sandals. I tried not to seem like I was trying to look good but I really was. I wanted all of his attention and I surely hoped this would help me get it. My mom walked down stairs looking at me, laughing.
"Oh, got a thing for Jay eh?" I smiled at her.
"Can you help me look nice please?" She smiled helping me do my hair and make up.
She started telling me about her first boyfriend and kiss. I decided against telling her about last night. To wait for another day.
When we arrived at Jay's his mom told me he was asleep upstairs and he'd be down in about an hour. I nodded at her and they left. I sat on the couch quietly and started messing around with my toes. After a little bit I laid down and started dozing off when I heard a shuffle coming down the stairs. I sat up watching Jay come down the stairs in his boxers. I let out a muffled laugh, he looked up. Looking a little embarrassed.
"Oh hey I didn't know you were going to be here"
"Your mom said you knew"
"Oh I must have forgot or something"
"Um ok"
I was looking at his face as we talked. Careful to not let my eyes roam. He sat down next to me, closely.
"So what are you here for?"
"Our moms wanted us to become friends and they went shopping, leaving me here alone with you"
"Interesting" He smirked
"Why?"
"Mom has never left me alone with any girl, well with her permission that is"
"Till now"
"Yes till now, I should take it for granted"
"How?" I was really naive apparently, he gave me an 'are you serious?' look.
"You really don't know?"
"Really, I don't know"
"And you're really wanting me to show you?"
"I uh guess"
"Come with me" He got up, grabbing my hand and pulling me up. I followed, out of curiosity I guess you could say. Or maybe out of attraction or fear. I don't know which but he gave me a feeling and I liked it.
He led me to what seemed to be his room. Opening up the door and pulling me in. It was like a boy's room is expected to be. But not to dirty just enough to know it was a boy's.
"You can sit down anywhere"
I sat on his bed and he sat down next to me.
"You really want me to show you then?"
"Go for it" I said confidently, not knowing where this would lead me.
He got a rebellious smile on his face, diving in and kissing me. Hard on the mouth. At first I was just in shock but fast after I started kissing back. After a little bit of time he had me laying on the bed. He was positioning himself on top of me. Still making out. His tongue tracing my mouth. I'd never been in this position before. With anyone or anything for that matter. It was different for me but not for him. You could tell he had experience. The way he knew what I wanted, even when I didn't.
I liked the feeling of his stubble on my cheeks, most girls found it annoying but it tickled me. But I kept the laugh in as we kissed. I could feel his heart beat, it was steading, not racing like mine. He had so much confidence you could tell by his every move. He was making everything smooth and delicate like he was trying to make it special for me. Which seemed so unlike him or well it did to me. He started sliding his hand up my leg wen we heard a door open. I popped up immediately, knocking him off top of me.
"We're back" I heard his mom say from downstairs, "Where are you guys?"
I got up and started out of his room, into the bathroom. "She's in the bathroom, I'm in my room, mom"
"Ok dear"
I straightened myself up, making sure I looked like I had before that happened. Before I had, had a make out session with Jay.
Oh close call eh?
Well tell me what you think
--Sara