Author's note: So I'm going to be updating a lot & a lot faster for a little while because I'm having a lot of inspiration and a lot more time on my hands. So readers be happy. Remember Degrassi isn't owned by me sadly. I only own the fiction & the made up characters. Poetry is mine so enjoy.
--Sara
Broken inside
All of your pain you hide
No one knows you
But you don't care who
Forgets to say goodbye
Or say hi
It touches you and makes you stronger
Lets you live life longer
Lonely and sad
With a past that was very bad
Don't want to look in others eyes
For others you despise
They hurt and don't care
Your heart they do not spare
In the middle of the night I felt someone shaking me. Opening my eyes very little, I saw Jay.
"Em, I gotta go before someone catches us"
"Oh ok"
"See you later though right?"
"Sure"
"And you know you're not a slut right?"
I just nodded to him
He leaned down "You're not"
"Why do you say that?"
"Because you're not, you didn't even have your first kiss until you were fourteen for god sakes, most girls are having lots of sex by that age here"
"I gave you a hand job, I hardly know you"
"Fine what do you want to know?"
"You"
"What about me?"
"Everything"
"I'm Jay, I'm 16, I go to Degrassi, I smoke, I drink, I have sex and sleep around all I want, I do drugs and skip school, that good enough for you?"
"For now"
"Good" he smiled. "Tomorrow you can meet some of my friends and we can hang out ok?"
"Sure"
"See you around 9"
"Mhm"
With that he left. Not giving me anything but a soft kiss. It was nice knowing that he was is there for me. Knowing more about him made me feel a little bit at ease. I soon fell asleep, not dreaming just breathing.
-- Bet you're all happy for Emma & Jay ehh?
Ah the love in the air, the cum in Jay's car lol. It seems pretty good eh?
I hope so
Tell me what you think--
--Sara