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Kyo opened his eyes, and smiled.

He couldn't help but smile, after what happened last night, it had been pure bliss. He had known Yuki was beautiful, but knowing isn't the same as actually experiencing it first hand and up close.

Kyo stretched and turned onto his side expecting to see Yuki.

He wasn't there. Yuki wasn't there. Had it been some kind of vivid dream, no his bed still smelled like sex. Where was Yuki, had he been in embarrassed? Was he just going to act like nothing happened?

That would be unthinkable; he would die if Yuki was ashamed of him.

Kyo knew that he was probably freaking out for no reason, be he couldn't help but spaz. For his whole life he had been rejected, but to be wanted, and then reject was just to much for him, he would die.

Kyo jumped out of his bed, pulling on a pair of brief and his jeans. Then he quickly ran to his nightstand, opening up the juror he grabbed his only friend. The pocket knife he had gotten from Shishou for his ninth birthday.

He jumped out of his window and he ran into the woods

Run. Don't stop! You have to Run! Get away from that place, the jail, before the prison.

What did I DO! Why me, why the cat?

Kyo POV

Run. Fall. I can't get up. Rain. Stupid rain. I hate rain.

I lie here, to weak to get up, even to weak to move. I hate myself I can't even shield myself from the rain, I'm too stupid and weak.

I'm a fool to think that anyone would love, especially Yuki. All I am is a sex toy. Some object to feel, hate, disgust, or desire toward. Yuki probably felt all three, but one think was sure, Yuki didn't love me, he couldn't. I can't be loved. I'm the cat. The monster. The nonentity of the family, and pretty soon the world wouldn't have to worry about me, either. I would end it. I would make sure. I would make sure I felt my life slowly slip away.

I cut my throat, the pain was utter bliss I almost couldn't stand it. My vision started to go blurry.

I heard feet splatter through the mud. Who, other than me, would be out in the rain?

"Omigosh! Someone call the ambulance it's a guy." I heard a girl yell through the pitter-patter of the rain.

"A guy? What's he doing in the rain?" It was a man's voice.

"Urgh." I struggled to sit up, but fell back.

"Hey guy, don't strain youself." I looked at the hand on his bare chest urging me to stay down, and then everything went black.

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Kyo heard noises. He tried to open his eyes but they wouldn't move. He struggled, but after a minute they finally opened to a seemingly bright light.

"Look Machi-kun he's awake." The girl that he had seen before said leaning over him.

"Hey what's your name?" a guy said as he came over to the other side of Kyo's hospital bed.

Kyo didn't answer, he just looked at him.

"Can you talk?" the girl asked.

Kyo shook his head 'no'.

"Oh." Machi-kun said.

Kyo tried to move his hands, but found that they were tied to the bed.

"The doctors thought that it would be better to put restraints on you." The girl stated.

Kyo just stared at the girl.

"Um, okay then." Machi-kun said, "This is Yukiko-san and I'm Machi-kun. Can you write?" He asked.

Kyo nodded.

"Okay." he grabbed a pen and paper. "I'll untie one hand to write with, and then you can write your name, okay?"

Kyo nodded.

He hand free, he wrote his name. "Kyo Sohma." Machi-kun read. "Can you write your address and phone number?" He asked.

Kyo did.

"I'll give this to the doctors."

About 20 minutes later a worried Tohru, Shigure, and Yuki walked into the hospital room.

"Oh Kyo, we were so worried, you ran so far away, off of the Sohma property." Tohru said as tears leaked from her eyes.

Kyo's eyes softered, and he smiled crookedly.

"You stupid cat. I went to my room to change, and I come back and you're gone, I was so worried! Why did you leave! After what happened! Why? Why Kyo!" Yuki said grabbing the neck of Kyo's hospital gown.

Kyo looked away.

"Are you still not talking, Kitten?" Shigure lamented.

"Cat? Kitten?" Machi-kun said confused.

"Terms of endearment." Shigure lied.

"Oh." Yukiko-san and Machi-kun both said.

Yuki started to cry. "You thought I was lying, after all of that, you still don't trust me? Kyo I wasn't lying." Yuki kissed Kyo passionately in front of everyone.

"Wow, that's hot." Yukiko-san said, fanning herself.

Kyo winced, the pressure from the kiss, making him move his head. Yuki stopped and looked at his neck.

"Kyo say something." Yuki said.

Kyo opened his mouth, but nothing came out. Tears started to make trails down his face. He couldn't talk, the cut in his neck had damaged his voice box.

A doctor came as if on queue. "Shigure Sohma? Are you Kyo Sohma's guardian?"

Shigure nodded.

"May I speak with you in the hall a moment?"

"Anything you have to say concerning Kyo, say it in front of him." Shigure said, unnaturally serious.

The doctor nodded. "It seems that the cut on Kyo Sohma's neck did not puncture he aorta artery, but it did do massive damage to his voice box. I'm afraid to say that, as of right now, all hopes of him ever talking again are very slim.

Kyo started to cry again. He had liked the power of being able to talk, but not talking. Now that he couldn't talk, he felt like fool, a helpless nothing.

Yuki was crying too. "Oh Kyo." He kept on say between sobs. I wish he would stop that. But I can't tell him that, because I can't talk. A new batch of tears came to his eyes.

TBC