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Peyton couldn't stop the tears from falling now. She had just written a letter to a dead person, she couldn't believe it. But it was Brooke's idea that instead of brooding around and not talking to anyone about it that she wrote letters. "Mommy what's wrong?"asked little Kaitlyn. "Nothing,"Peyton told her putting the letter aside and picking up her little girl. Her's and Lucas'. "I miss daddy too,"Kaitlyn tried to comfort her mother. She was only four and a half years old, but she had the maturety of a twelve year old. Kaitlyn just looked at her mother and said,"daddy knows you love him, he knows." Peyton gave Kaitlyn a small hug and tried to cheer up, but as hard as she tried she wasn't cheery, that was Brooke. "Hey sweety how about we go over to uncle Nathan's,"Peyton asked the little girl sitting on her lap. "Yea!"Kaitlyn cheered as she jumped off of Peyton's lap and ran to get her jacket.

Nathan answered the door when Peyton knocked. "Uncle Nathan,"Kaitlyn squealed as Nathan picked her up spinning her around. "Hey my little Katie Lynn.,"Nathan said putting Kaitlyn down. "That's not my name,"Kaitlyn corrected him. All that time Peyton just stood there in the doorway. "Haley's in the bedroom,"Nathan told her then adding,"still." Haley had locked herself in her room ever since Lucas died. And Brooke thought Peyton was taking it hard. "You want me to go try and talk to her,"Peyton asked. "You can try but I don't think it's gonna work," Nathan replied.

Peyton walked to the door of the room."Hey Haley it's me,"Peyton said slightly knocking on the door. "Go away,"Is all she heard Haley say. "Haley,"Peyton opened up the door to see Haley with red puffy eyes from crying and tissues lying here and there. "Go away,"Haley repeated,"Brooke and Nathan already tried your wasting your time." "Listen Haley,"Peyton told her shuting the door and sitting on Haley's bed where there were no tissues,"we all miss Lucas I mean god of course you grew up with him but that doesn't mean you miss him more then we do." "I mean your not the one who has to wake up everyday and see his flesh and blood in his daughter,"Peyton continued,"I look at her everyday, Haley, and I see him but you don't see me locked up in a room avoiding the people who care about me." "Listen, Brooke, came up with this idea and I really think it would help,"Peyton explained to her about the letters while she grabbed a pencil and paper from the bedside table,"just try it you'll feel better." With that Peyton walked out of the room leaving Haley behind the door, which was once again shut, looking at the paper in disbelief.

Peyton wants me to write a letter to Lucas, she needs to get the memo, he's dead, she wants me to write to a dead person. Haley just picked up the piece of paper. maybe I should just try it, make them happy god forbid I can't be happy, not without my bestfriend. Slowly Haley began to write.

Dear Lucas,

Okay so I don't know why I'm writing this I mean your dead and will never get to read it but it was some crazy idea of Brooke's for Peyton, so I'll just do this to make them happy. They deserve it. Why did you leave? God, this is so stupid.

Haley threw the pencil and paper aside, while tears started falling. She hated Peyton for doing this to her. Making her write this. "Auntie Hawey?"Kaitlyn asked as she walked into the bedroom,"it's okay." She sat on the bed beside Haley. Haley took one look at Kaitlyn and started crying. God, she looks so much like Lucas. She didn't want to cry in front of Kaitlyn, but she couldn't help it.

Out in the living room Nathan sat on the couch and Peyton was sitting on the other side of the couch. They had the T.V. on and as soon as they saw what was coming on the news next Nathan shut it off. Since Lucas died, the big shot basketball player's death has been all over the new. She doesn't have to see that, Nathan thought looking over at Peyton. She was just staring into space. Thinking. Remembering.

One night when Peyton and Lucas had just gotten together, they were sitting on the swing in front of Lucas' house. Lucas sat there as Peyton leaned back on him, his arms wrapped around her, his foot gently pushing the swing back and forth. "What's your favorite name?"Peyton asked out of the blue. She counted his fingers one by one. "What do you mean?"Lucas questioned confused. "Well what do you want to name your kid when you get older?" Peyton asked again looking at him.

"I'v always liked the name Harmony,"Lucas replied. "Really?"Peyton asked,"what for a boy?" "Kayden, how about you?" "For a girl um...Kaitlyn,"Peyton told him,"a boy,Brett." "What brought that up,"Lucas said curiously. "I don't know, Brooke and I used to talk about it all the time,"Peyton told him,"we'd always say we were gonna marry mister Right and have at least one kid and we would pick our favorite name and vow to name our kid that name one day." "Really,"Lucas said surprised that both girls had even thought of having a family,"you know I like the name Kaitlyn too."

"Kaitlyn Harmony Scott,"Peyton said looking at Lucas,"she's gonna have blue eyes and blonde hair I like it." "Who said were gonna have any children?"Lucas asked her raising an eyebrow. "Your a Scott,"Peyton told him with a smirk. Lucas smiled and leaned down and kissed Peyton on the cheek.

One year later Kaitlyn Harmony Scott was born.

"Peyton, Peyton,"Nathan said startling Peyton out of her memory. "Sorry just thinking,"Peyton told him. "About Lucas?"Nathan guessed. "Yea I was just remembering the night we were sittiing on his porch and we came up with Kaitlyn's named,"She told him,"it was almost seven years ago yet I can remember it like it was yesterday." Nathan put his arms around Peyton but she pulled back. "We better get going, Kaitlyn has soccer practice and Brooke's supposed to take her,"Peyton told him standing up,"Kaitlyn." Kaitlyn came out of the hallway holding Haley's hand. "Haley,"Peyton gasped as she went over and gave her a hug. Peyton and Kaitlyn went to the door. Haley bent down to Kaitlyn's height. "Thank you,"Haley whispered to Kaitlyn. She gave her a hug and they went to the car. The last thing they saw was Nathan giving Haley a hug with a smile on his face.

Peyton drove down the road and looked at the clock. 5:45, fifteen minutes until Kaitlyn's soccer practice. She drove a little past the speed limit. She stopped at the red light and when it turned green pulled out while looking back at Kaitlyn and didn't see the car coming straight at her's.

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