Sorry I don't Own Grey's Anatomy

It was eleven o'clock and Meredith was still ignoring Derek's calls. She had handed her cell phone to Izzie and told her to deal with Derek.

Derek told himself that she would get over it and she just needed space. Her emotions had been better the past weeks, but for some reason she had a new batch of hormones.

Finally Meredith's phone picked up and Derek was not surprised to find that it was Izzie.

"Derek?" She whispered.

"Yes Izzie?" How is Meredith?" Derek sounded worried and stressed.

"She is fine. She's upset, I think she is starting to regret walking out, because she keeps asking if you have called." Izzie said with a small giggle. "I would suggest coming over here and talking to her tomorrow morning. I would not come tonight given the circumstances. Maybe she will be less emotional tomorrow."

"Alright, well tell her I called. Tell her I love her. If she wants to call me she can." Derek replied.

"I will. Bye Derek." Izzie responded.

"Bye Izzie."

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Derek tossed and turned all night. He was used to sleeping with Meredith next to him and sleep without her seemed almost impossible. Around four o'clock in the morning Derek heard the phone ring. When he looked at the caller ID he saw it was Meredith's cell phone.

He quickly answered it in a scruffy and tired voice, "Hello?"

On the other end he heard Meredith crying.

"Meredith, what's wrong?" He said as he sat up in bed.

Finally she calmed down enough to get her words out, "I'm so sorry Derek. I'm what's wrong. I love you."

"I know and I love you too. I know I was wrong and I should have been on time. I'm sorry."

"Please, stop saying your sorry." Meredith cried. "I want to come home."

"Do you want me to come get you?" Derek asked.

"No, I can drive over. I'll leave a note for Izzie and come home." Meredith said trying to calm down again.

"Alright, be careful. I love you." Derek said.

"I love you." Meredith took a deep breath and hung up the phone. She wrote Izzie a quick note since she had already left for the hospital, then got into her car and made her way home.

When she pulled into the driveway she noticed Derek standing at the garage door. She grabbed her purse and walked up the steps of the porch. When she got to Derek she began to cry again and put her head on his chest. He ran his fingers through her hair and kissed her head.

"Derek, I'm sorry I left." She said as she lifted her head up.

"It's ok. We are fine. You are fine, I am fine, and our baby is fine." Derek replied as he led Meredith into the home.

"I can't be her." Meredith uttered. "And you can't be him."

"We can't who?" Derek asked.

"We can't be my parents. I can't be my mother and you can't be my dad. That is why I got so scared when you were late. I'm sorry, I thought these pregnancy hormones would be over, but I guess I just…I don't even know." Meredith responded.

Derek walked back over to Meredith and reached for her hand. "Meredith, our baby is going to have two loving and involved parents. The chief is giving me two weeks off after she is born and you have nine weeks. Our daughter is going to get every bit of attention she needs and it's not going to stop when we go back to work."

Meredith leaned in to kiss Derek. He grabbed her face and embraced her as if she had been gone for months. "Meredith Elizabeth Grey, you are a little crazy and neurotic, but I would not have you any other way."

"Derek, I have a secret." Meredith said with a smile.

"You have a secret." Derek responded while wiping her tears with his thumb.

"I have two middle names Meredith Claire Elizabeth Grey. Not that it matters, but I thought you should know. Since I find it sexy that you use my middle name sometime." She said as she winked.

"I like that. I find it sexy that you have those names. Very pretty and they match your personality." Derek said as he led her towards the stairs.

"I want to go to bed." Meredith said.

"Me too."

Derek and Meredith walked up to their master bedroom. When Meredith walked in she saw the bassinet set up on her side of the bed. She saw a pink soft blanket that she had received at her shower resting on the side of it. On the shelf of her bed stand she saw wipes, diapers and other extras sitting on it.

"Derek, you got her stuff ready?" Meredith turned around with a smile and of course, more tears.

"I just got her space in here ready. After we get some sleep we can start washing her clothing and blankets. Then while the stuff is in the laundry, we can start getting things ready in the nursery." Derek said as Meredith pulled him onto the bed.

"Well, we can do that. I would like to, but can we have sex after we sleep and before we do the nursery. It's the hormones." Meredith said trying not to laugh, but her face soon revealed a very guilty smile.

Derek was tired, but new that once he had some sleep he would want to have sex with her. It was always something they loved to do, but he found that pregnancy sex was great. He was beginning to think he would miss it.

After a few more moments of joking and flirting, Meredith fell asleep in Derek's arms. They slept for the better part of the morning, but it was needed. Meredith knew that she had all that she ever needed and she was getting more.

OK, THAT IS ALL FOR NOW…I will try to update again tonight or maybe tomorrow…but I have been busy the past few days, so it might take some time. But the more you review…the sooner it will be up!!!!PLEASE AND THANKS