Title: Insanity

Author: Black Komagoro.

Chapter: 8/?

Pairings: 1x2, 3x4 and 13x5x6.

Rating: R, drama, angst and sap. TWT

Warnings: R, violence, darkness, madness, bad language and some sap. To those whom actually likes Relena I must tell you that I plainly hate her and this fic is a real big Relena bashing, don't flame me for it because you have been already warned. All flames will be made fun of! Since I had a big problem about Wufei's honor and loyalty to his comrades I send the timeline to fly far away and our dear Treize will not die ^^V

AN: Well, this is my first fic about Gundam Wing so I ask you to please not be too harsh with me ^^! Even when there's 3x4 and 13x5x6 the main pair is 1x2. Maybe you could think Heero is OOC but I don't think so... He's in love; you know how that affects people. OOC Relena? Don't make me laugh, I don't think there can be an OOC Relena... I hope you understand what I mean. ^.~

Disclaimer: I got all the 7 Dragon Balls and asked Sheng Long to let me own them. Later I discovered that Kamisama had been arrested for plagiarism and fraud ^^!

Important Note: I'll take more time between updates, I started classes and I really don't have time enough to write as fast as I would like to. Thanks for understanding.

Again, All the answers for those who reviewed are the end of the chapter.


Insanity
By Black Komagoro

Chapter 8


The days after the incident were very busy; Quatre had taken Relena with him and she was now in one of his houses. When Heero hit her he used so much strength that Relena had some broken ribs and her shoulder was dislocated, but the real reason of why Quatre had her there was because she was under house arrest and with a psychiatrist. They decided that she needed therapy and Quatre told them he would take care of it.

Wufei had gone with Treize and Zechs; he thought that it was important that Zechs knew all what had happened, besides he wanted to talk with both of them about the war too. For him and all the pilots Relena was unable to be the head of the Sanc Kingdom and they couldn't let the most important symbol of peace fell like that; it was of extremely importance to keep Sanc as the head of the peace negotiations.

But with Duo and Heero things were far from normal. One would think that since Relena didn't cut the braid and all that he dreamed didn't really happen, then Duo would be ok and back to his normal self, but for Heero's and all of them surprise Duo didn't get well. When Heero found Relena and stopped her from cutting the braid Duo just cried. He embraced Heero and just kept crying for hours, and he never said a word; he didn't want to sleep either. Trowa had tried everything, even tried with hypnosis but nothing worked, after a week and a half of no sleeping at all, Duo fell unconscious and then entered in a comatose state.

He was in one of Quatre's states and under the excellent care of his personal doctor. The hospital was the Winner Private Hospital, it wasn't a big place since it was just for the family members; it had the most advanced technology, but not even that could make Duo wake up. Duo had been in a coma for a week now and Heero hadn't left his side, he wrote to Dr. J about what had happened and that he wouldn't be doing any missions. His place was beside his koi, and this time he wouldn't fail him.

* * *
~At the WPH~

"Duo... I know you can hear me. Please wake up, we miss you... I miss you so much"

Heero was in small chair at the side of the bed; the nurses had brought a second bed to the room so he could sleep there. It had taken three nurses with broken ribs and noses to understand that he wasn't going to leave Duo alone. He had one of the braided boy hands in his and kept repeating his mantra, Duo please wake up. Trowa entered the room with a vase with flowers; he remembered once hearing Duo talk about how much he liked flowers, specially those rare violet roses that had been created not long time ago. That was exactly what he brought him.

"Heero..."

Heero looked at him and he bags under his eyes were clear evidence of lack of sleep and too much coffee. Trowa was really worried, it was enough with Duo. He didn't want Heero to get sick too.

"There's no change Trowa... Nothing at all. I just... I just can't understand"

Trowa set the vase with violet roses in the small table next to the bed and sat at the other side of the bed.

"The human mind has very estrange ways to work. Duo suffered a shock of some sort; I don't know if seeing Relena with the scissors in her hand was the reason or not, but his mind was trying to protect him of something"

"What if he never wakes up?"

"I don't know, but I have faith in him... You know better than anyone else that he's one of the strongest people we've ever known"

Heero smiled. Trowa was right, his Duo wouldn't leave without fighting, but what bothered him was that he couldn't help him. He couldn't get inside Duo's mind so this was a battle he had to fight by himself.

"You will win Duo, and when you finally come back to us we'll be waiting here to welcome you back. I'll be here to greet you... so please defeat your inner enemy and wake up. Never forget that you're Shinigami, you're supposed to be indestructible"

The pain in his voice affected Trowa a whole lot; would he been able to stay that calm and centered if Quatre were in Duo's place? He preferred to think that he would, for Quatre, but the truth was that he doubted it. Quatre was his center, he stabilized him. But the one in the bed wasn't Quatre; the one on the bed was the pillar of the team, it was what maintained the five pilots together and with it the hopes for peace.

"Wufei is still with Zechs and Treize. He hasn't called, but there hasn't been any movements of any OZ troops either"

Trowa hoped that at least this would distract Heero for a moment; the Wing pilot needed to clear his mind even if it was just for a while.

"Dr. J told me that Wufei sent them the gundams with Howard, he said they would make some changes to them. I don't know if that's really necessary"

And obviously it worked, but Heero didn't seem optimistic. He understood him; his reason to fight was lying in a bed without any sign of waking up soon.

"The last I heard was that Tubarov was trying to take over OZ. That man is crazy and it's better to be prepared"

* * *

~In an Oz base~

Wufei was sleeping on Treize's bed; all what had happened left him really tired and he hadn't had a decent sleep in weeks. Treize and Zechs were in the other room and were talking about the chance of stopping the war once and for all.

"So, what do you think?"

"My sister doesn't fit for the charge... I don't have any other choice. Wufei's idea isn't impossible, but Tubarov had been producing the mobile dolls non stop. He's decided to defeat and destroy the colonies and Duke Dermail is giving him all the monetary support he needs"

"Those things only diminish the value of true soldiers, but they are powerful and we'll need all the help we can get. If Tubarov send the mobile dolls against the colonies the chance of the first Operation Meteor happening will be too real"

Treize's face reflected all his worry, and he had more than one reason to be so scared. If only one colony fell to the earth it would be the end for all of them. The problem was that their most powerful forces were now lacking two members; without Heero and Duo to lead the attack it would be pretty difficult to win.

They heard a noise from the other room; they looked at each other and then hurried to see what had happened to their koi. Wufei had woken up and in his attempt to reach for the clock he had hit a glass of water that was next to it; he raised his head to look at the both men who had entered the room so fast. He noticed the worried look on their faces and smiled apologetically.

"I'm sorry, I knocked off the glass accidentally"

Treize walked to the bed and took the glass on the floor to leave it again in the small table, and Zechs had gone for some towels to dry the water on the carpet. The Oz general placed a hand over Wufei's head and caressed the soft black hair; the chinese pilot sat on the bed and rested his head on Treize's shoulder.

"What are we going to do?"

Treize embraced him and answered softly.

"I don't know dragon... I really don't know"

Zechs placed the towels over the wet spot on the carpet and sat down at the other side of Wufei; he had his head down and his hands rested on his lap, the Tallgese pilot was as lost as the other two.

"We need all the five gundams active; you are our strongest line of defense and attack, but with Duo in coma and Heero not wanting to leave his side leaves us weak"

Wufei shook his head trying to clear his mind to think straight.

"There have to be a way to make him wake up... What no one understands is why he's in that state. What could have triggered that kind of reaction; it just doesn't make any sense!"

"Calm down dragon please... You'll end ill if you keep stressing yourself like this"

"He's right Wufei, tiring yourself like this won't be of any help"

Wufei sighed; he knew they were right, but his friend was in a bed without any sing of soon recovering and without any medical reason to actually be in that state.

"Wufei, we have been thinking about what you told us and we agree with you. If Zechs take the charge of the Sanc kingdom there's a huge possibility to end the war, but Tubarov had been working full time with the mobile dolls. He can start an attack anytime soon"

"And we need to be prepared to fight... I know. The scientists told me they had almost finished the changes on the gundams; they told me about adding Zero System to the other four gundams"

"But as far as I know all of you had been already under that system"

"No, I never piloted Wing Zero and after knowing what it did to Winner I really don't want to the take the risk"

"Oh, I see. Did you tell them that?"

Wufei reached for one of Zechs hands and turned his head to him.

"Yes, but they said I would be able to control it. They're installing it anyway... I just-"

"Shhh... Don't worry dragon, I know you will. You're strong enough to let something like that control you"

But even when he trusted in his dragon he still felt afraid, the scientists weren't the only ones who had the program; he had managed to get the system himself and he installed it on Epyon. He knew perfectly well what that system could do; he had given the MS to Heero, but he gave it to Zechs whom took it back to his original owner. Epyon was now hidden and they never had planned about using it, now they had the feeling they would have to use it again.

* * *
~At Quatre's mansion~

Quatre was in his study, checking his mails and trying to figure out how they would help Duo. He had gone to see Relena some hours ago and the doctor told him she would need to be under medication. She had been experiencing hysteric episodes and from time to time she would start screaming Heero's name and saying that he would come to save her and kill them all. She seemed to be living inside her own world, a world where Heero loved her and Duo was dead. They feared what would happen when she snapped out of her self-induced dream.

Quatre's mail beeped in signal that he had a new e-mail from Trowa.

"Please Allah, let those be good news"

He opened the mail and he knew Allah wasn't hearing him; Trowa said that Duo had stopped breathing twice and that he now was with life support machines. It seemed as if he actually wanted to die, and Heero wasn't helping. In his rage and desperation he had hurt himself and was now on the operation room while the doctors tried to take two large pieces of metal from his leg and shoulder. Trowa didn't explain all the episode, but for what he understood Heero was shoved out of the room when the doctors were trying to help Duo and since the plot hadn't get a good night of sleep his reflexes weren't that good. He tried to get inside the room by the window, but had lost his balance and landed over a small construction at that side of the building. Two pieces of metal went through his right leg and left shoulder. He had lost a good amount of blood.

"God Heero, you couldn't have chosen a better moment to be an idiot"

He wrote Trowa back telling him that he would be there as soon as he could, and that he better tell the doctors to not separate those two under any circumstance. He sent the mail and turned off his laptop; he pinched the bridge of his nose with his thumb and index finger and sighed. He stood up from the chair and gathered all the files he had over the desk, took the laptop and left the office to make his trip to the hospital.

* * *

~Oz base~

Lady Une knocked softly on the door and waited, when no one answered her she opened the door and entered the office. She noticed that the door of the room was closed, but even when she respected Treize's privacy this was important. She knocked softly again.

"Who is it?"

"Lady Une sir"

"Wait for me at the desk I'll be there in a minute"

"Yes sir"

Treize looked at Zechs and he took the now sleeping Wufei in his arms and made him rest his head on his chest; Treize stoop up carefully and fixed his clothes to then leave the room. Once in his office he noticed that Lady Une hasn't take seat and was pacing worriedly from one side to the other.

"Lady Une?"

She turned to him and he saw not only worry but fear too.

"Sir, I'm sorry to bring you bad news but I got a report from space... Tubarov decided to attack the colonies and they gave an ultimatum to earth... White Fang will throw the Libra to earth once is finished"

"Damn fucking bastards"

It was a well-known fact that Treize Kushrenada never cursed, but given the circumstances no one would have objected his choose of words.

"The leader is called Quinze and even when he says he's the voice of the colonies I know there's some colonies which won't follow him. Sir, the Libra is almost complete and even if the colonists weren't supporting him I think he would throw that thing into earth anyway. I know we don't have any right to ask them, but they may be our last hope to save earth"

Treize motioned her to sit down and he for the first time didn't seat behind his desk; he sat down in the chair next to hers and took one of her hands.

"Lady Une, the gundam pilots can't fight right now. I can't tell you why, but what I can tell you is that they want to stop this as much as we do. Please, go and tell our troops to be ready to go out to space as soon as possible"

"Yes sir"

She stood up letting go of his hand and went to the door, then she stopped and turned to him.

"And sir..."

"Yes Lady?"

"Tell him I wish him and his friends all the luck they can have, that I respect them and I hope they can win their battle"

Treize looked at her with wide eyes, did she know about what had happened? About why they weren't able to do anything for the moment? But how?

"Sir... as I told you some time ago you should have more trust on my abilities and intelligence. I may respect your decisions but I will always see for your well being and if that means to protect our enemy, then I will too"

She bowed in respect and then left the room; Treize shook his head, leave it to Lady Une to know everything about him. He stood up and walked back to his room.

"What happened?"

"I'll tell you when he wakes up. He really needs to rest... We all will have the hardest of our fights soon"

With that Treize took off his shoes and jacket and laid next to his lovers.

* * *

~A place unkown to all except one person~

He didn't want to see that again. He had been watching it over and over again, and it didn't seem like stopping anytime soon. The scene started just when he made the first cut and ended when the head fell to the bloody carpet; he saw each cut clearly, heard each scream and saw how the blood shed from the wounds. He could feel the pain and grief of the people there, the hurt of the one he loved, and his own pain for losing his memories and his past.

He thought that this place would be dark, but instead he saw everything as if he were in a movie. He didn't understand. Had he done this for real or it had been just a dream? Did he die? Did he really lost his braid and became Shinigami? And the most important, did he lost Heero forever?

The sequence was ending; he saw whom was supposed to be himself cutting Relena's head and this one falling to the floor, and then it was starting again. He wanted to scream to stop; he wanted to close his eyes and avoid looking at it again, but he couldn't. He had closed himself in that place and he didn't know how to get out. From time to time he would heard his voice, or at least he thought he heard it, because he hadn't heard it since a long time now.

And that made him get even more depressed.

What he didn't know was that he had a chance to leave that place, but in his current state he wasn't thinking right. It was then that he heard a voice again, but it wasn't the voice he wanted to hear.

"Duo, please wake up. Heero needs you, and he can't talk to you right now"

He couldn't understand what they were saying; he recognized the voice but not what he was saying. He noticed the desperation in Quatre's voice, and even when he wanted to ask him what did he say his body just didn't want to work. His voice didn't come out and his couldn't move his arms or legs.

Where the fucking hell I am?!

He had been asking himself that for a long time now and he always ended with the same answer... nothing. The ones he saw in the screen wouldn't answer him and the ones talking to him wouldn't talk clear. Again he thought about the reason of why he was there; he had almost convinced himself that he was being punished for his crime. Maybe he actually did it and this was the price he had to pay.

Maybe... maybe I died and this is hell?

*Stop saying bullshit! You're not dead*

Who?!

*Soldier boy is right, you're a real baka sometimes*

It was then that he noticed it; the image had stopped as if someone had pushed the pause button and the one who was supposed to be him turned his head towards him.

* * *

~In a room at Quatre's mansion~

"Heero will come and kill you all! He'll save me! Because he loves me too much to let you bastards keep me in here!"

Once again Relena was under one of her episodes; the doctor and some nurses had come to check on her and they had found her awake and trying to set free from her restraint. The doctor had seen himself in the necessity to strap her to the bed, and they had to tie her good arm and her feet to the bars. Or she would end hurting herself even more.

"You are just a bunch of psychos!! Let me go or he will kill you all! Heeeeroooo!!! Help me!!"

Four nurses were trying to make her stop moving so the doctor could inject her the sedatives. He checked the syringe and then cleaned the inside part of her elbow; he used one hand to help the nurse to get the arm still and then injected her. They released her and she started to writhe again, but after some minutes she started to relax until she fell asleep once again.

"I feel pity for her Dr. Crawford"

The man shook his head; he felt bad for her too.

"I know, but there's not much we can do"

They left the secured room. It didn't depend of them really; she was the one who had to do the hard work if she wanted to get well, but it was obvious that she wasn't aware of her illness,

* * *
~At the WPH~

Trowa and Quatre were now resting in a couch in the room were Heero and Duo rested. Since he owned the place he could do whatever he wanted and so he asked the nurses to put a couch. He had installed two phone terminals so he could have his and Heero's laptops always turned on. Just in case the doctors or Wufei needed to communicate with them.

"Even in that state Duo is in great pain... I can feel it"

"And Heero is not that much better"

"I know. How did this happen? When did things go so bad?"

"I don't know little one... I just hope for both of them to get well as soon as they can"

Quatre pressed himself harder into Trowa's arms; they couldn't do anything now, just wait and see if something happened. He had been just starting to fell asleep when Heero's laptop beeped; he was going to stand up but Trowa made him stay on the couch and he went to read the new mail.

"It's from Wufei; he's coming back, but he's not coming alone"

"Is Zechs coming with him?"

"And Treize too. It seems that things just got worse"

Quatre frowned.

"Great... just when I thought things couldn't get worse, they actualy did"

Trowa didn't even bother to close the mail; he just walked back to the couch and sat down. He took Quatre in his arms and lay down; they better rest now because he had the feeling that hey wouldn't be doing it again any time soon.

* * *

~Back into Duo's mind~

What the hell!?!

The one in front of him was, well himself, but his hair was short and black and his eyes were blood red. He could see the black and sharp nails contrast against the extremely pale skin.

*You should stop asking that... I already told you we're not in hell*

Duo narrowed his eyes and he noticed he now was able to move.

Who are you?

*You should know, you have been telling everyone who I am*

Duo arched an eyebrow and then he understood.

Shinigami

~tbc~

Well, I know this is getting kind of confusing, but I said it was TWT and I changed a lot of the original time line as you already could see. So please bear with me if there are some mistakes; it's difficult to change the time line without getting kind of confused ^^!

Now into the reviews!!


justaname
-Don't worry I will, I still have some thing under my sleeve!! ^^V

chibidark angel
-Glad you liked it, I was kind of scared of what people would think of it.
-I don't know! ^^V You'll have to wait a little more to know what it was ^^!
-Well, you will have your 13x5x6 lemon. But it'll take some time, as I said before I started classes and I don't have too much time to write. TT
-I agree with you about Quatre being the weaker one, but sadly it's not in my plans to write 4x3 or 3x4 soon.
-I don't think I'll make a sequel, but this still hadn't ended! ^^V

xxkurenaixx
-Oh! Ok ^^!
-I can't tell you, that would be a spoiler ^.~
-But be patient and you will know what it was!

oracale
-I still want to know why they deleted my account TT
-Good you feel better now ^^
-I'll try to update as soon as I can, but as I said I don't have much time to write now.

IchigoPocky
-^^ Then I hope you liked this chapter too. It took me a long time to write this one, but I finally could do it.
-I've noticed that there's a lot of people who was glad that it actually didn't happen, but if it was a dream or not I can't tell you! ^.~

Chara
-Hey! Thanks for the gift!
-I hope you enjoyed this chapter too!

Lain_Fujimiya_ Tsukiyono
-*looks at her new 1x2 plushies with heart shaped eyes* Thank you!!!
-You will understand soon dun worry. ^.~

Akira-Khushrenada-Merquise
-Oh she WILL pay don't worry, this still hasn't ended!! *evil laugh*
-*sigh of relief* I felt very scared for a minute there ^^!
-Well, since you like 13x5x6 then you'll be happy to know that I'll write one for Chibi Dark Angel, she won my contest and she asked for that particular threesome. ^.~

Hyperbole
-^^! Please don't compare her to something edible, I might end not wanting to eat never again ^^!
-Well, you'll have to wait to know what really happened. ^^V

Dami
-Be sure my demon side enjoyed it and my saiyajin side did too!!
-And yes, it was satisfying to kill Relena. ^^V

BlackRose1356
-Oh my... I've been enjoying a lot reading people's guessing about what really happened ^^!
-Hope you liked this chapter too.

bleeding soul
-Glad you liked it that much!!
-I hope you enjoyed this chapter too! ^_^

Lone Wolf
-^^ Thanks! It seems that the dead scene got a lot of people happy! That makes me happy too!!

Chaos
-I know this may sound kind of self-centered but I loved the death too!

asaroth69
-Indeed, I will bash her as much as I can!!
-And as you can see this is far from ending, so she will suffer a lot more!

eyes in the darkness
-Hehehe... No one could get enough of a naked Duo, just ask Heero!

Empress of Existence
-And now I updated again. From now on I'll take longer to update, my studies take most of my time TT

Anika-chan
-There's a site with a Relena torture game and other where you can find www.heerosferret.com/toast.h tm l (The Relena Torture Game) www.stormpages.com/antirelena/index.h tm l (Anti-Relena-Movement's-Soldiers). (without the spaces at the end)
-Too much lemons make lemonade and PWPs and this is not one, sorry^^! But I'll see if I add another lemon, but I can't promise you anything sorry.

Seishi Sairensuno
-Do you really think this is THAT well written?! I feel honored! *blush*
-And if you liked the dead, then wait patiently because I'll keep torturing her!! *evil laugh*

Duo-chan
-^^ Well, she'll appear again but just to be tortured again!! Nyaaahahahaaaaa!!!
-Glad you liked it so much, if my teachers get more human and give me less homework then I may be able to write sooner.

Maedeilain
-I feel very happy that it actually went as I wanted to.
-I'm happy you liked it that much and I hope you liked this chapter too.

Ms. Talon
-Well, I think it will be explained in the next chapter or the one after that. I'm not really that sure ^^!
-Glad you liked it! Tell me if you liked this one too!