After listening to "Ms. New Booty" 26 time's on Hot 99.5 and sitting in a car for thirteen hours straight. I'm somewhat glad to be home. Even though my mom is in Germany for vacation, and dad is in Hawaii with his knew girlfriend.

Yet, I'm with Tigger, alone again. Oh and did I forget to mention that Kwest called and said Darius wants me to be at the studio in less then fifteen minutes. So I have to drop my stuff off then speed over to G.

Uh, oh... Oh shit… God damn it where are the keys to mom's house? Wait, wait… Jamie! I'll call him, he always had a spare key!

Okay so, 571-767-1681. Please pick up… Come on…

"Hello?" YES!

"Hey, Jamie, it's Jude! I must have forgotten the key to my house; do you still have that spare one?" Hopefully Jamie didn't hear my heart stop for a minute.

"Yeah, I'll be over in a minute." Oh thank God! I'll text Kwest to let him know what happen.

-Hey

Lft mi keys at home. Be at G soon. Cya.

JH

Click sent and bingo! Well at least I have a little time to relax before- (Tap, tap) "Ah!" Oh my God someone's at the window of my car. Oh my…

"Jude, it's me, Jamie. Open the door." Oh wow… That definitely scared the shit out of me.

"Sorry, Jamie, you just… gave me a scare." Man that was… Something I never want to experience again. "Hey, Jamie, I have to get over to the studio, like now… So could you help me bring the stuff in so I can jet?"

"Yeah… Hey do you need a ride there? I'm heading over that way." Aw, Jamie is such a life savor.

"That would be fantastic. I'm so tired of driving."

"It's not a problem… So how is the whole "school" thing going?" I don't know what it is, but I'm starting to get butterflies in my stomach, and I can barely see Jamie.

"It's cool. It's nice being near the beach. How about you?"

"Yeah, I'm going to a college around here. And well its… College." I gave a small chuckle, although there was nothing funny about it.

"Thanks, Jamie, for helping me…" Hmm… Is this a good time to give him a hug? I'm guessing yes. It's nice to feel him there again… Just like it was when we were best friends.

"Uh, well, lets go, Jude." I nodded and followed, of course after putting Tigger and the rest of my stuff, in the house.

20 minutes later

Well that was a fun 20 minutes of sitting in silence. At least I'm here though. "Thanks again Jamie."

"It was no problem, anything for an old friend." He smiled at me like he did when we were dating 5 years ago. There is something about him that's different. "Oh let me get the door for you." Wow he's polite, he said that before I even unbuckled my seatbelt.

"Hey Jamie," I say as we start walking toward G. "I really like your c-" Bam! Damn it! Obviously, I haven't been here so long that I forgot they have stupid clear doors.

"Oh God, Jude are you okay?" Darius of course has to walk out and push the door, hitting my head, and pushing me down.

"Got to love coming home." Yeah, yeah… Laugh off the pain, Jude. Luckily someone lead me into G. If not I might have fallen over. Okay so that might be over doing it but I was hit in the head twice in a matter of seconds.

"Could someone get me some water and some-" Oh my God! My locket! It's gone! It must have slipped off when the door hit me. I have to get it back. Jeez, it's so small I'm going to have to get on my hands and knees.

"Looking for something?"

"Yeah, the locket Tommy gave me." Hopefully it was Jamie, cause then he would know what I was talking about.

"You mean this?" Someone stuck their hand in my face, with my locket wrapped around it. Hey wait, I know that hand. But it can't be him…

"Thanks." Grabbing the locket firmly I turn around slowly to see… T-t… "Tommy!" I know I screamed, but common it's Tommy!

"Hey girl, wow you look gorgeous." Man, I can't even put into words how much I missed his smile. Okay, now I feel totally idiotic for still being on the floor .

"Ah, Tommy, I've missed you so much!" I reached out to give him a hug, and was about to give him a kiss when I saw a strange woman watching us, so I just hugged him. It feels so good to be in his warm arms again.

"Jude, there is someone I want you to meet." I couldn't figure out what he meant, cause no one else but that strange woman was around.

"Okay, who?"

"Jude, this is Jess… My wife." I have to admit, I am downright horrified that he has a wife.

"Uh… W-wife?"

"Yes… I'm Jess." She seems uncomfortable… Maybe she knows too that I actually can't catch my breath at the moment.

Is it possible that my heart, at his exact moment, shut down?