-1 Chapter 3

Grow Up and Realizing Your Faults

It's been over a month since I've talked to her. We have both been avoiding each other as much as we can, but I have to admit I only avoid her to keep her safe. Everyday without her is another day wasted. I feel like such an idiot. I do love her so much. I've loved her for so long yet I still feel confused about her. I know that what I had said to her wasn't exactly what I meant, but I will not admit that in front of her or anybody else. To think that a Malfoy go back on his own statements would not look good for me. I still don't understand fully why she rejected me the way that she did telling me off on all my so called faults, calling me out on how unbearable she thinks I' am. It was enough to make me want to yell at her scream insults towards her on how she practically humiliated me. But I wouldn't no I would not do such a thing. You could always try again? What? You heard me. Great now I'm talking to myself! I'll just have to get my mind off of her. There was a knock at my bedroom door. "Come In" I answered glumly. In walked Blaise Zibbini.

"What's up?" he asked calmly.

"Nothing" I said dully.

"What's the matter?" he asked me curiously

"Nothing" I said still glumly "Is that so?" he said in a smooth yet sarcastic tone

"Yes that's so".

"So what do you want? Anything new with you?" I asked him rather dully and uninterested

"Actually that's why I'm here. I've just got news from my mother that apparently I' am already engaged." what?

"What? Engaged? Since when?"

"Apparently since a few months after I was born!"

"Oh. To whom? Do I know her?"

"Well actually yeah. Yes you do she's a year under us. It's Ginny Weasley." "Weasley? Red head Weasley? Ron Weasley's younger sister?!"

"Yes that's her so you do know her!"

"Bloody hell yes I know her she's best friends with Granger"

"Yes."

"Are you upset?" I asked looking to Blasie

"No" no why wouldn't he be? This was Weasley! The blood traitor!

"But why? she's a blood traitor! You have no problem with this!?"

"No why would I?"

"Because she's friends with Granger the mud blood!"

"Listen Draco believe it or not I do like her! You know blood doesn't matter to me anymore nor should it to you! Your eighteen Draco grow up! I would think that since your pretty much a man you could make your own choices!" how dare he why is everyone ranting on me?

"Listen Blaise I do make my own choices I don't let anyone tell me what to do especially not you!"

"Right. Just like you don't let your father still make your won choices for you?" that hit me hard "Do not say that you know I don't let him"

"Oh but you do Draco you do"

"Oh and like you still don't get bossed around by your father. You will become a future death eater because of your father!"

"No Draco I won't! Because I unlike you do not follow Voldermort and his ideas nor do I wish to follow my own fathers! Now I' am happy to be marrying Ginny as much as you can't believe it, it doesn't matter. Maybe you'll be able to look past your fears and pride to actually lead your own life and find someone special that would accept you even if she is muggel born or not it shouldn't matter!" he yelled that last part. Everything he just said sounded similar to Hermione's words. I needed time to think. Everything was just so confusing first I get rejected and now I find out my friends has lied to me for all these years? What next?

"I need some time to think" I said lowly and with that he disappeared. Maybe she's right, maybe he's right! I laughed "I' am to prideful" I said allowed only half admitting to myself, there I admitted it, but it was to late.