-1 Chapter Two

I've Got Problems

"…….. Losing control?".." No"

"……..Going mad?"….. "No"

"……..Sex deprived?"…… "NO!"

"Then what the hells your problem?" "I don't have a fucking problem Blaise!" what was

this guys problem? "Oh really? Well you sure act like you do! Why won't you tell me?

What are you hiding Draco?" Draco sighed loudly "Listen Blaise I'm not hiding anything

now fuck off" "C'mon Draco I know you your definitely hiding something" "It's

nothing I just.. I just don't think I can keep doing this.. Oh screw it forget it there's no

problem here" quickly looking at Blasie I then turned my head and walked out of the

common room. "There better not be" whispered Blaise. Walking towards the grand doors

I push them open walking out and slowly making my way to the bridge. Today was grey

and gloomy but that was okay I liked it. I needed to think. I finally reached the bridge

without even noticing. Who the hell even let that dim-witted idiot in my common room?

Fuck. Being head boy was great it had it's advantages. But it has it's disadvantages.

When I found out I was stuck with Granger for the last year of my school career I did not

take it very well. Not very well at all. But surprisingly I was calmer than I would have

been a three years ago "Hah go figure" I say to myself. Over the past two years something

happened to me. I feel as if I have changed somehow. I don't hate Granger in fact I never

did "Big surprise hah". It was more envy than hate. Yes I admit it Malloy's can be

envious of even a mud blood especially if it's a girl. But lately I've been feeling different

towards her. I Haven't called her mud blood since I saw her in the head students

department on the train. That's a difference I suppose. But still I feel as if I'm

weakening, I don't know why but every time she opens her bloody mouth I can't help but

stare at her. She's everything I have never seen in a girl. Any girl would bow down

before me or wait on me hand and foot after all I' am good looking. "Hah yeah you know

it" I said to no one. But she's just so different, refreshing in a way. I swear every time I

sound like this….. I don't know anymore. I've got problems I'll admit that. Big problems.

My parents expect so much put of me that I can only half give. Especially my father.

Damn him. Always the harsh one. It's him who's wanting me to be a bloody death eater. I

started training during fourth year. That was the year Voldermort was planning on

destroying scarhead. Hah of course he failed…. Just like before. I always wanted to be a

death eater since my father began teaching me about the dark side. Now it was all a waste.

A waste a breath, for both him and I. Now I see differently ever since she came into my

life. It's been almost seven years now. The last three years I've thought of nothing but

her. Her bloody ways, the way she changed me without even knowing it, without even

meaning it. Fuck. Now everything's changed. This could possibly be the end of the old

Draco Malfoy, former self indulged girl candy, former good looking sex god of Hogwarts,

well maybe not that part. But I know that now she is everything I never knew. She is the

light in this darkness. Hah now I really feel soft but I don't care. "I don't care anymore" I

whisper to the cool winter air. "I don't care". Again I start walking towards anywhere.

Anywhere that will accept me. To some place that I can find peace. To find someone

maybe I can talk to. Soon I stumbled upon the end of the bridge. I walk through the

archway, down the grassy ground past the large rocks and towards the lake unaware that

there was someone else already there.