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Chapter 15: The damn feeling
Rory couldn't tear her eyes away from the surprising sight in front of her. There was Logan, holding some blonde girl's hand, who was smiling like crazy. Logan, the actual Logan that she had slept with. Was sleeping with. Here he was, with another girl.
She didn't know why she was so surprised, really, she knew about Logan's reputation. And after all, they had made an agreement. No strings attached. Simply just uncomplicated fun. But she hadn't been with anyone else since they began their relationship, somehow she just expected it to be the same with him. Apparently she had been wrong.
Finally she tore her eyes away from Logan and the girl and closed them briefly. Maybe hoping it was just her mind playing with her. When she opened them again, she was met with the same vision. A annoying and painful feeling filled her stomach.
She turned to Steph and Finn, who looked at least just as surprised as her with their open mouths and wide eyes.
"Oh-" Finn began.
"-My-"
"-Bloody-"
"-God!" Steph finished in a high pitched voice. "Is that Logan Huntzberger holding a girl's hand? Oh my God, oh my God!"
"Oh my God. Oh my bloody God!" Finn echoed just as surprised.
"Shut up. Shut the hell up!" Rory said in the same voice, mocking them as she rolled her eyes.
"I can not believe it!" Finn said, ignoring Rory as if she had said nothing at all.
Steph nodded her head agreeing. "I know!"
"Will you two stop?" Rory asked slightly annoyed. "He's holding her hand, so what? It's just a friendly gesture, people do it all the time."
Steph couldn't help but snort. "Listen Ror," she began slowly and laid a hand on her friend's shoulder. "There is something you need to understand. Logan aka Yale's biggest playboy doesn't hold girls' hands. Ever. They are lucking if they get a kiss on the cheek in public."
"This is like huge!" Finn agreed as he nodded his head. "He's probably in love with her! They are going to get married! Have children!" He clapped his hands excited. "She seems nice, doesn't she?"
"She's pretty," Steph answered with a smile as she glanced at the blonde-haired girl.
"You two are crazy," Rory said while shaking her head, trying to convince herself that they weren't right. They couldn't be. "He's not going to marry her. Jeez."
Finn paused. "You could be right."
"But he's holding her hand," Steph reminded him.
Once again he nodded his head. "No wait!" The Australian suddenly yelled. "He can't marry her, then I'll have no pick up partner. Colin is already secretly in love with you and Jason is seeing some mysteries girl. I can not loose Logan!"
"Colin is in love with me?" Steph asked surprised, her mouth open and eyes a bit wide.
"Uhhhh.." Finn said unsure. "No, of course not! Why would you think that? Crazy girl!"
The blonde drew her brows together confused. "But you just said-"
"-we should go say hallo," Finn cut her off. "Introduce ourselves. I mean, if this is Logan's future wife, then she has to meet his best friends. So come on kittens, let's go say hi," he finished and took the two girls' hands in his.
Immediately Rory's eyes widened and she tried to pull herself out of Finn's crib. "No! I can't go," she blurted out, then mentally slapped herself afterward.
Finn turned to her and looked at her strangely. "Of course you can pet."
"Oh, no Finn, I really can't," she assured him in a calmer voice and shook her head eagerly. "I really have to go."
"Why?" he let go off her hand, but was pouting.
"I just have stuff to do. You know, Doyle gave me this really difficult article to write, and then I have to finish a 250 pages book before Monday," she explained or more like rambled. "And if you want me to talk to Rosemary, I should probably do it now."
Finn gave her another weird look, but nodded his head. "All right."
"Great," Rory smiled fake. "So, I'll see you later. Bye guys." She cast one quick look at Logan and the girl before walking away.
"Huh."
"Did that seem weird to you?" Steph asked as she watched the brunette walk away quickly, one of her eyebrows lifted curiously.
Finn nodded his head slowly. "Oh yes."
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Rory Gilmore was not it a good mood. Not at all.
That explained why she hurried back to her dorm, opened the door and ran directly to the refrigerator, where she snatched some ice cream and quickly found a spoon. She didn't even say hallo to her roommate, but just went into her room, leaving a rather confused Paris in the 'living room'. After locking the door behind her, she dropped herself on the bed and closed her eyes.
All she wanting was to be left alone, to have some time to think without any of her crazy friends asking questions. She loved them, she really did, but sometimes they could be a pain in the ass.
"Well, don't you look like shit?"
But apparently it wasn't going to happen that way…
Her eyes immediately popped open. She sat straight up in the bed and looked around the room.
"What the hell are you doing here?" she asked as she saw him, sitting by her desk looking rather bored. He always did that when he was trying to be nonchalant about something.
"I'm your brother, I came here to visit my little sister and see how she's doing." Jason crossed his arms over his chest and leaned back in the chair. "So Ror, Miss Lorelai, mini Gilmore, wannabe me… What's bothering you today?"
"Absolutely nothing brother," she said slightly annoyed, but managed to keep her voice casual. "Everything is peachy."
Jason let out a snort, obviously he didn't believe her. "Now I know that's not true. Something must be wrong, 'cause you've got that look on your face."
"What look?" she asked.
"That look," he said and pointed to her face. Rory just shook her head. "Fine. It doesn't matter anyway what you said. We're siblings, I can sense when something is going on with you. Your pain is my pain."
Rory rolled her eyes despite the fact that she was actually touched that he felt that way.
"As the same goes for your ice cream," he added as he eyed the bowl in her hands. "Give your lovely bro some candy."
This time she rolled her eyes truly annoyed. "Forget it, buy your own," she said and began eating it herself. But when she looked up and saw him pouting, she sighed and handed the bowl to him.
"Thank you Ror," he said grinning and squealed very girly. "So," he said after he had stuffed his mouth with ice cream. "What is wrong? You can tell me, you know. Whatever it is, I'll fix it."
"Just like I'm not a magician, neither are you," she said, referring to her earlier conversation with Finn.
Jason was kind of lost, but he just shrugged it off. "Did someone hurt you?" he asked and eyed her, waiting for her reaction. "I'll beat them up! Unless of course it's a girl, I can't beat a girl, that would be wrong."
Rory smiled slightly at how serious he was being. "Everything is fine Jase, really. I'm just a little stressed, that's all."
He nodded his head slowly. "All right."
"You don't believe me," Rory said as she looked at him sternly.
"Hmm. No. Not at all."
"Whatever," she said as she rolled her eyes again. "I'm telling the truth, but believe what you will."
He shrugged and nodded his head nonchalant. "I will. I do." He handed her the ice cream back.
"What are you doing in here anyway?" she asked as she ate a spoon of ice cream. "I mean, what if I brought a boy or something and was going to have wild passionate sex with him. You really should let me know when you are coming over," she said and changed the subject nicely.
"Well, if you hadn't been in such a hurry, I'm sure Paris would have told you that I was waiting for you."
Rory raised her eyebrow. "I wouldn't count on it," she mumbled.
"And please, never say such a thing like that again. I expect you to stay a virgin until you're married," Jason told her seriously. When he saw her grin, he sighed. "Well, that chance is already gone, but can't you become a nun or something? You know, live that kind of life?" He smiled hopefully, but it faded away slightly as he saw her grin even more.
"Jase, if you can not see it, let me tell you. I am a grown woman." She nodded her head slowly.
After a few seconds of silence, Jason let out a laugh. "No you are not," he said, shaking his head. "You are my little baby sister, pure and innocent."
Rory simply shook her head and grinned.
"Anyways, enough talk. Let's watch a movie or something."
"Jase, maybe I would like to be alone?" she said, almost questioning.
"Why?" he raised an eyebrow. "Got something important to think about? Something that might have upset you?"
She stayed quiet for a moment.
"So?"
"'Pulp Fiction' or 'Kill Bill, vol. 1'?" she asked with a sight.
Jason smiled widely, knowing his victory. "You've got 'Sin City'?"
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Three hours and a lot of food later Jason was finally gone and Rory had some time to herself. She immediately put some loud music on and changed her clothes. Gone was her normal daywear and on was her cute hello kitty tank top and a pair of Garfield boxers. Paris had also left, only a few minutes after Jason, so she was all alone in the dorm and could yell and scream or whatever she wanted to do without worrying about anyone hearing her.
But as she sat there in her bed, the blanket rapped tightly around her petite body, thinking it all through, all she could do was sit still. She didn't yell or scream, she didn't cry or laugh. She just sat there and cursed that damn feeling that kept spreading through her whole body.
She didn't know how long she had sat like that, maybe an hour, maybe a minute, when there was a vague knock on the door. She got up from the bed and turned down the tunes of 'Here Comes A Regular' and waited for the person to knock again. She wasn't completely sure if there was a knock or if her mind was just messed up. But the person knocked once again and she made her way to the 'front door'.
When she opened it and saw the blonde boy standing out there, staring back at her, her eyes widened in surprise.
"Oh my God."
"Looking good Mary."
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A/N: So, no Rogan actions and you still don't know who the girl is… Next chapter, I promise! I felt that I needed Rory to do a little wallowing and I just wanted to write a Rory and Jason scene. Lol. Anyway, review please !
