I want to thank you guys for the reviews. You're really great about reading and reviewing, it's motivating to hear your comments and ideas.
Well the last chapter was a pickle to write. There were so many things I wanted to get just right and with work and all it was hard to find the time. However after all was said and done I was satisfied with the end result. I hope you enjoyed reading it.
I know I said this chapter would include the Tournament but as I was writing other things popped into my evil head. There's nothing I like more than closure and I felt there were certain things that needed to be clarified. Thanks to Neocane for her questions and observations.
The chapter got a little long sorry!
HARRY POTTER AND CO. BELONG TO ROWLING.
Chapter 17A. Eye Openers, a Letter, Pensieve
Lord Alessander explored the Manor; his home was a work of art and he was pleased to see that his son made sure it was kept in excellent condition. He was talking to one of the charmed portraits when he heard footsteps coming his way it was the Wizard Sirius Black.
Sirius was upset at Remus, the wolf was acting all moody and had declined his invitation to have a late night bite. Keeping up with the werewolf had taken a lot out of him and he needed to get his strength back.
Merlin the man lives in a freaking Museum thought Sirius tiredly, did the halls never end?
They do but you are right it does occasionally resemble a museum.
WHAT! Sirius stopped in mid stride and looked around. Out of the corner of his eye he saw something move and turned quickly. Prince Alessander stood before him casually leaning against the wall.
"My apologies I sometimes forget to speak."
"Well don't do that, it reminds me of Dementors creeping around in my mind."
"I shall endeavor not to." nodded the Vampire apologetically.
"Thank you" Sirius was unsure as to what to do next. He was in the Vampire's home. He wondered what the Vampire would do if he knew how awful he had behaved towards Severus while at school.
"You and my son were not friends."
"I asked you not to do that." Sirius bristled angrily.
"I was not Mr. Black, the portraits must have at one time or another heard Severus cursing your name or the like, they told me" The Prince answered cordially.
"Oh, sorry. No we were not friends, not even casual ones."
"Let's hope that that it is all in the past."
Sirius said nothing but cleared his throat. The Vampire looked at him, his eyes taking in the Wizard's slim build and light blue eyes. Mr. Black was handsome in a peculiar sort of way especially around the eyes the Vampire mused. He wondered what it would be like to touch him…looking straight at Sirius he moved slowly and traced his index finger down the side of the Wizards's face. Sirius felt his eyes getting heavy something in the back of his mind told him to leave but he found himself unable to do so. Seconds later he blinked and found himself alone in the middle of the hall. He rubbed his eyes and shaking his head moved away to get a bite, the incident erased from his mind.
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Hours later the Prince strolled through the gardens of his home. His mind dwelled on Severus's Mother and his last Vampire mate. His wife had been a kind woman but he had not chosen her and had never loved her or even tried to. When he had accepted his legacy he had asked her to join him but as many of the Wizarding World she had been blinded by the prejudice against vampires and had refused him. She died a year after he left the Manor to fulfill his duties as Lord and Prince of his Clan. Severus, a proud Snape if ever there was one had never made a single attempt to contact him and the Prince often wondered why he had allowed it.
His second mate had been a most beautiful Portuguese vampiress who had enthralled him with her dark looks and exotic breeding; she had died ten years ago in a raid against an opposing clan Ten years, had it been that long? He he needed to find someone, but he did not want to make a mistake. He closed his eyes and saw a pair of light blue eyes staring back at him. He wondered what had possessed him to touch the Wizard and even more why he had erased the memory from his mind. He was a pragmatic creature and quickly came to the conclusion that he was attracted to Mr. Black, to what degree he was not quite sure but it wasn't like the Wizard could go anywhere. The Prince promised himself to remain in the Manor until he found out.
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"Moony you gotta get over it!"
"I killed someone, a living being."
"Not really aren't they supposed to be the walking dead or something?"
"Padfoot this is not the time!" Really did Sirius have to take everything so lightly.
"Merlin Moony! If you didn't want the bat dead then why did you attack him?" asked Sirius digging into his vegetables hungrily,"What did he do anyway? Rough up one of your books."
"You are not helping!"
"Sorry, I just can't seem to get all worked up about a fucking bat!"
"It's attitudes like that-."
"Moony just spill it and tell me already!"
"He killed my maker."
"Your what? Wait a minute! The werewolf that turned you? But I thought you hated him for what he did?"
"I do, I mean I did. He's dead now."
"Your maker or the bat?" asked Sirius smiling at his own joke. Moony just ignored him so Sirius continued, "So you killed the bat because he killed the werewolf that turned you, a being you have always hated. No wonder you feel remorse that bat did you a service and instead of getting a pat in the back you drove a stake through his heart."
"Damn you Sirius, I had to! It was beyond my control the magic that transformed me screamed for vengeance."
"Well then stop beating yourself about it. It wasn't you! It was the cursed magic. Look he's dead, you're cursed to walk your life as a werewolf and howl at the moon, and I'm cursed to hide in Snape's home and give people rabies, it could be worse."
"Yeah how?"
"I don't know! You could have died and I could end up bonded to a bat!"
"Sirius you always find the bright side of things."
"Yeah well after Azkaban one learns to appreciate simple things like curses, vampires, and a quick death. Now if I could only get that blasted ghost of my back I'd be ok." As if on cue Myrtle came flying through the wall and slammed Sirius's chair to one side sending him to the floor with a loud thump.
"You deserve what you get." Remus said trying not to choke on his food in between the laughter.
"Thanks for your support."
"I'm here for you."
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It was almost one o'clock when Harry woke up in Severus' arms his head tucked under the Wizard's chin. They needed to get up, Severus had mentioned wanting to talk to his Godfathers and his Father in law about the Tournament. Thinking he should get a head start Harry moved slowly trying not to wake Severus up. Unfortunately Severus was a very light sleeper and he was awake the moment Harry tried to inch himself away.
Their eyes met and Harry felt his face getting warm. Severus could not help but look at Harry. Memories from last night came back Harry opened his mouth feeling Severus lips first on his mouth and then move down the side of his neck. Harry could feel the warmth spreading through out his body as he pressed himself closer to Severus, moving over Harry he continued kissing him while his hands explored and caressed…
Hours later Severus and Harry reluctantly interrupted their time together and walked to meet the others at one of the libraries. Myrtle popped out of one of the portraits where she was chatting with a girl her own age who turned out to be Severus great great great Grandmother and joined them.
"Where are you going?" The ghost asked waving goodbye to the portrait.
"We're meeting the others in the Library to talk about the Tournament." Harry said feeling hungry for the first time in a long time.
"So he'll be participating?" Myrtle asked looking at Severus accusingly.
"Yes. Not that I want to mind you but if I refuse to go it'll only be worse" Harry cut in hoping Myrtle would not cause problems.
"It hasn't been decided but it looks that way." Severus added hoping an alternative could be found.
Harry looked at Severus and could tell the Potions Master was worried so he changed the subject quickly. "Aunt Myrtle how's Cecilia?"
"I don't know, two days ago she was still sleeping. Do you want me to check up on her?" she asked puffed up by the fact that Harry was now calling her Aunt without her having to ask.
"Could you?" He asked politely.
"Why certainly, by the way you're really handsome." Myrtle whispered in his ear before she floated away. Harry couldn't help but blush. Harry could feel Severus looking at him critically, he didn't think himself handsome and Severus would probably be thinking the same thing, a skinny kid who couldn't even stand up for himself. Of course he wasn't handsome what could Myrtle be thinking!
"Do you read minds?" Harry asked suddenly. He had always suspected it and now he could ask.
"I am gifted in mind disciplines just as you are in wandless magic but I never read someone's mind unless it is completely necessary." Severus answered.
"So that's a yes, I suppose." Severus nodded. "…talking about wandless magic where's my wand?"
"It's in my possession. I will return it after the meeting with the Prince."
"Why not before? And why don't you call him Father?"
"It's not within my reach. We do not get along, I would rather address him as I know him." explained Severus sardonically. Harry felt bad for Severus, "Don't worry about it…it is what it is and that's that." Severus said touched by Harry's feelings.
"Have you read my mind?"
"Yes but not recently, the bond allows me to pickup your emotions."
"Can I do the same? Not read minds. I wouldn't want to do that. But sometimes I feel really calm and sort of controlled and I don't think it's me."
"That would probably be me you're picking up through the bond."
Harry nodded well at least he knew now. "Maybe things aren't as bad with your father, he's here after all."
"He's got his reasons Harry and they are not mine."
"Why ask him to come then?"
"He can help and he's the lesser of the two evils."
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Prince Alessander and his entourage were the first ones to arrive to the library and stood in the shadows of the room waiting for the others to arrive. He heard both Severus and his son n law nearing the library and stretching his senses picked up on the fact that the bond had been completed. One out of three problems solved, he thought.
Severus entered the room with Harry close behind him. The pair looked around before their eyes set on the Vampire Prince.
"I am pleased to see that things are as they should be Severus." The Prince pointed out looking Harry up and down.
"It was not done for your benefit."
"I don't care child so long as it was." The Vampire said moving from the shadows into the light of the fireplace. The rest of the vampires stood around their Prince like undying fixtures in the room. They looked at Harry with unreadable expressions which still made Harry a little edgy but he tried hard to ignore them. Harry observed his father and law but was at a loss as to what to say, the Vampire looked as old as Severus but he was as old as Lord Gribaldi, it was downright eerie. Had he always been a vampire? He would ask Severus later and weren't Vampires supposed to be affected by sun light?
"You are a Snape now and I welcome you into the family."
"I'm a Potter too don't forget it." Harry added,
"Touchy, aren't you?
"You don't know how much?"
"What are you playing at?" Severus asked but the vampire ignored him and continued sparring with Harry.
"I am not here to fight you but to fight for you. I'm not your enemy remember that. Let me embrace you?"
"I'd rather you didn't?
"Don't trust me?"
"I don't know if I should, so just incase." Harry explained taking a step back. It wasn't that Harry had woken up in the morning wondering how he was going to anger the Prince but Harry felt something not right with his father n law and was reluctant to go anywhere near him. Funny, minutes ago he had felt bad that Severus and his father did not get along now he was beginning to realize that maybe Severus was right the Vampire had his own agenda.
The Prince smirked and sat on the nearest sofa and arranged the cape around him talking to himself but aloud for Harry and Severus benefit. The Vampires that surrounded him remained immobile watching if Harry would be able to stand up to him.
"Children! …Alessander you've gained another son and he like your heir can't seem to trust you…tut tut ….I would be hurt Harry if it weren't for the fact that I wouldn't trust myself either." He finished looking up and locking ruby red eyes with Harry's emerald ones.
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When Harry came to it was to find a room of angry wizards. His Godfathers were shouting threats at Severus and Prince Alessander.
"HE WASN'T IN ANY DANGER!"
"Severus he passed out!" Remus added flabbergasted by the Potions Master's attitude.
"I would have never allowed it if it had been dangerous!" Severus bit out.
Harry slowly sat up and watched the scene tiredly. Why were they always arguing? Did they think it would make things better?
They care for you, the Vampire whispered.
Harry heard the voice inside his head and turned to see Lord Alessander watching him with a satisfied look on his face.
What the hell was that? Harry asked
A test …which you passed…the Vampire said arranging his robes fastidiously
You fucking shit! I feel like I got struck with a bat! Harry seethed.
….do you kiss my son with that mouth? The Vampire asked sarcastically.
Leave me alone Harry ordered and turned to the shouting. The Vampire did a mock salute and went back to the argument. Mr. Black was certainly getting worked up and the wolf was trying to be understanding but he was confused and wanted an explanation. The Vampire would have already hexed them into tomorrow but they were his son n law's Godfathers so I guess he could try to be a little tolerant, he'd give them one minute before he would take action.
"I don't care if he is your father Snivellus!"
Harry had heard enough! He loved his Godfather but he would not allow him to insult Severus. "Stop it! It's not his fault!" he said getting up unsteadily.
Severus wondered how Harry could have woken up without him noticing. No Doubt the mutt's fucking fault, he thought walking over to his bonded.
"You're standing up for him?" Sirius said in disbelief.
"It wasn't his fault." Harry said looking at the Vampire. The bat did not even bother to look guilty. "Look let's just move on before you try to kill Severus and I have to hex you….Sir."
"Oh can I help?" Myrtle asked floating into the room. " Cecilia is still sleeping by the way." The ghost announced as she circled Black with a wicked look.
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After much arguing and debating the strategy had been planned out. Much to everyone's misgivings it was decided that Harry would have to participate. The plan that would insure his survival from any attack had been drawn up. It would include the use of an entourage made up of not only Severus, his Father n law but of four Vampires. Harry had protested the use of body guards but his protests were thrust aside by everyone present. He had never felt more like a child Hell even Myrtle had been heard out!
"I still don't understand why I have to have body guards." Harry protested. The strategy had been planned out and no one had even bothered to ask for his opinion. He didn't want to act ungrateful but having everyone talk about him like he was ten did not make him feel good.
"I have promised to protect you and how I go about it is my business so kindly refrain from complaining" Lord Alessander told Harry sounding much like Severus. Myrtle only frowned at the Vampire maybe she could add him to her black list, no not yet.
"…Everyone's is going to think I can't take care of myself." Harry objected.
"Harry your time in Hogwarts is past you are not retuning to school but will only be there for the tasks and then leave." explained Remus patiently, "you did not volunteer you name to be a participant in the Tournament yet it was drawn. It's very clear that someone wants you to participate. Why? For no other reason than for you to become an easy target for Voldermort, Dumbledore or who ever may want to harm you. You may not want an escort but it is necessary."
"But-"
"You will have an escort while at Hogwarts. Once the task is over we will immediately leave for the apparition site. The group will split and apparate in three different places and from there you will go to another site where Lupin and Black will apparate you to one of the Potter Estate's. Is that clear?" Severus asked resolutely. He knew Harry was feeling left out of the decision making but there was no choice. If it were up to his bonded he'd go down there by himself. Severus could not take the chance that Harry would be left unprotected even for a minute while at Hogwarts. He had not wanted to impose his will but if it was the only way to guarantee their success then so be it. Harry did not say anything and Severus asked again. "Is that clear?" Harry wanted to hex Severus right there and then but he knew the Wizard was right. "Harry." he heard Severus warningly. "All right!" Harry finally barked back.
Harry noticed Remus looking at him in understanding. "All right… I get the picture." He repeated and walked out his hands shoved deep in his pant pockets.
Severus let Harry go and finished discussing the details while Sirius gave him dirty looks and his Father nodded approvingly. No doubt the Prince liked the way he had handled Harry, his father had always been a forceful Wizard so his outburst with Harry was undoubtedly applauded by the Vampire Prince.
"There was no need!" Sirius protested.
"I am right and you know it, so kindly butt out." Severus growled. He was getting very tired of Sirius's interference the Wizard needed to find something else to worry about. Harry was his bonded not the Mutt's.
Sirius looked at Severus and though he hated himself for doing it he nodded angrily, Remus looked on in relief. Severus nodded in acknowledgement. "I have been suspecting Harry's unnaturally strong power for weeks now I have further proof that he may be more powerful than we suspect."
"What makes you say so?" Asked Remus.
"You are aware that when one goes into the Dark Lord's Service he takes the Death Mark." Severus began unbuttoning his sleeve.
"Yes you have one." Lord Alessander said remembering his son's mark.
"Not anymore the Dark Mark disappeared this morning." The Potions master announced rolling up his sleeve and showing of his arm minus the mark.
"How's that possible?" Sirius asked stumped.
"The only thing I can think off is that when the bond was completed the bond that once existed between myself and the Dark Lord was somehow made void and not only that but after I left the Dark Lord's service I found that Dumbledore cast a tracing spell on my magic."
Sirirus and Remus crossed looks, what kind of wizard was Dumbledore? Casting tracing spells was considered against Wizarding Law unless the Wizard was an Auror.
"The spell is gone." He finished rolling his sleeve down again.
"That's why you sent your solicitors to deal with the Custody trial?" Asked Sirius remembering the anger he had felt when the Wizard had not shown up to face the Ministry himself. "So that Dumbledore would not be able to trace you back here?"
"Yes."
"Your feeling is that somehow the bond cancelled out the spell and the mark? That would require dark magic. Marks and tracing spells are hard to cast and impossible to break." Remus was in shock breaking bonds and marks were considered dark magic. Bonds did not normally disappear unless the new bond was formed of a more powerful magic. So that left him to deduce that Harry's magic was stronger than the Dark Lord's, could it be possible?
Lord Alessander was ecstatic over the news. He was glad to know that his future Grandchildren would inherit not only Severus mind disciplines but Harry's magic and his legacy. The three combined were a guarantee of his Family's survival and growth. He had worried over heirs for the Snape family but with Harry that survival was no longer an issue his only concern now would be to make sure the stubborn boy survived long enough to produce the Snape family with heirs, two would do nicely.
"Harry will need very specialized training to help him control his magic. He's young and is ruled by his emotions and that will bring him trouble." The Prince voiced.
"Does Harry know about the mark?" Sirius asked.
"I have not discussed it with him but I will."
"It's the love for his friends and family that rules him." Remus clarified. "We are his family, it's our responsibility to train him for the dangers he will be facing. He's young now but he will not be a teenager for ever we can not coddle him we have to treat him as an adult, it'll be something he will appreciate."
The four Wizards nodded in agreement. The other Vampires stood by listening and mentally speaking amongst themselves, yes Harry would be kept safe the children from Severus and him would be powerful, an asset to the clan. The youth's magic was worth keeping him safe.
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Severus wrote to write the Ministry and Hogwarts to inform them of his bonded's participation and copies of both letters would be sent to the Daily Prophet. Severus's only regret was that he would not be present when they were read. The fools would be livid when they found out that Harry would not be remaining in Hogwarts but would instead come and go after each task, and that he would be taking an escort as befitted a Wizard of his high rank. Yes being a part of old Wizarding families had its advantages.
He also wrote to the Weasley's and requested Arthur's, Charlie's and Ron's presence. The older Charlie would be able to give them more information on the Dragons used and the task itself as for Ron he had plenty of questions for the red head regarding Harry's life and Harry would certainly appreciate talking to his friend. Arthur well he would keep the red headed brat in line.
"Dobby!" he called out.
"Yes Master Snape." The elf appeared with a pop.
"Mr. Weasley and his sons, Charlie and Ronald will be sending an owl soon. Arrange to bring them here tomorrow at 2pm. They will be staying for two nights make the necessary arrangements."
"Yes Master Snape." The Elf nodded eagerly more people to look after; the other elves would be so pleased.
Snape nodded and with a satisfied smirk and walked down the hall towards the bedroom. He stopped in mid stride as he sensed a sharp pain coming from Harry. He immediately apparated to their chambers and saw Harry sitting on the sofa doubled over holding his head.
"What's wrong?" he asked moving Harry's hands aside. The scar stood out red and bleeding.
"My head hurts!" Harry said painfully. "I can feel him!"
"Who!" asked Severus alarmed.
"Voldermort!" Harry cried clutching his fore head; he closed his eyes concentrating on shutting out the pain. Damn it! What was wrong!
Severus took Harry's into arms and concentrated on entering his bonded's mind. Once inside he was caught up in a whirlwind of hurt and anguish mixed with hate and anger and an evil sense of revenge. Severus quickly placed himself in front of Harry and began constructing a mental wall that would shield him from the onslaught of images that flew at Harry.
Half an hour later Severus called Dobby into the room and asked the elf to bring him some potions and a light lunch.
"What happened?" asked Harry his head pounding less fiercely.
"You picked up the Dark Lord's emotions."
"But how?"
"I'm pretty sure it's through the scar."
"Dumbledore said the same thing."
"Then this isn't the first time it happens?" Severus asked while Harry leaned back onto Severus's chest. Merlin it felt good to be held, Harry thought closing his eyes sleepily.
"I started getting headaches during the Summer. I thought it was because I wasn't eating but one night I had this nightmare, there was this snake in it and a Wizard, the Wizard was torturing a witch and I could hear her screaming, I could see her in pain and before I knew it I was feeling the same pain she was, that's completely ridiculous of course how could I feel what she was feeling. Anyway I woke up screaming, my Uncle was so angry I woke him up that he slammed me against the wall, my back hurt for days." Harry added oblivious to Severus reaction. The wizard was glad Harry was facing away from him and that he was disciplined enough to keep his emotions under control. Dursley he hadn't forgotten about him he was saving the best for last.
Minutes later Dobby arrived with the potions and the meal. "Try to eat a little more this time." He instructed as Harry and he sat down in their private dining room. "You will have to finish your education with private tutors as things stand now it would be suicidal for you to go to any school. Lupin and Black can be useful, Lupin is a decent DADA teacher and Black can teach you self defense or how to get into trouble or escape from Azkaban, I'll start working with you on mind discipline and potions."
"You're going to teach me potions?" asked Harry incredulously.
"I will endeavor to do so."
"It's your funeral." He mumbled shoving a piece of roll into his mouth.
"That's reassuring. I will speak to Lord Alessander he can begin training you in wandless magic."
"He can do wandless magic?"
"He is still a Wizard and a very powerful one, but he is a vampire first. Oh here you are." Severus said placing Harry's wand on the table. Harry cleaned his hands on the napkin before he took it and placed it in his coat.
"Thank you I was feeling so strange without it. Hey one question how come your father is not affected by sun light? I thought sunlight killed Vampires" Harry asked spooning some soup.
"That's not exactly accurate. Muggle Vampires die from sunlight; Wizard Vampires simply have an extreme aversion to it."
"Does sunlight bother you?"
"I share the aversion."
Well that explained the dungeons and dark clothes. "Does becoming a vampire hurt?"
"You have to die so your body can be reborn as a Vampire, so yes the process is painful."
"Do you stay young? Your Father looks the same age as you."
"Yes you remain with the same physical characteristics you had when you were re born."
"Are you one?"
"I have the gene but I have no intention of becoming one."
"How does that work?" Harry asked pushing the plate away from him. He had eaten a third of the soup and half a roll and his stomach was starting to act up.
"I would have to feed to become a vampire."
"Feed as in drink blood."
"Yes but it has to be a Wizard's blood I belong to a clan. I would be outcast if I were to drink from a Muggle."
"Geez! Who would have thought it? Snobbish Vampires! What would happen to that person, the one you feed from?"
"He or she would die unless I allowed them to drink from me and then they would become a Vampire too,"
"How is it that your father is a Prince?"
"The Prince title comes along with the Vampire gene; most Vampire clans are mid evil royal families."
"So you're a blue blood."
"My father is I have not accepted the Vampire legacy so I will never be one. The Prince title will fall to one of his followers or end with him."
"When will that be?"
"When he dies and I don't think that'll happen for a long time. I don't see Lord Alessander stepping aside either, so I surmise that he'll be leading the clan for a very long time."
"Can Vampire's have children?"
"Yes and no the Wizard's they turn are their children, most vampires that have the gene reproduce first before they join the clan that way they insure their own family's survival. The clan of the Blood Moon is made of at least 15 different families and has about 200 hundred vampires who have sworn loyalty to the Prince."
"Two hundred!" Harry whistled softly in amazement. "How many clans are there?"
"About 22 but that's just in England and Europe, there's still the Middle East, Asia, Australia, Africa and the Americas"
"DAMN! Hey if he's a Prince is there a King or Queen?"
"Yes, but their names are forbidden to those who have not accepted their legacy."
"Like you?"
"Like me." Severus confirmed.
"Don't you want to become a vampire; I mean live for ever and all that."
"I have my life and unless something so completely drastic were to happen I do not see myself walking down that road."
"Oh." Harry had been worried that maybe Severus would choose to become a vampire and leave him.
"Severus….I …I mean…I…" Harry tried but was at a loss as how to ask.
"Go ahead."
"It's a little embarrassing." He started grabbing the roll and picking at it.
"Harry just ask." Severus had promised to be completely honest with Harry. He knew that the fact that he would have to be the one to carry the children would not sit well with Harry, but Severus had no intention of doing it. It might be selfish on his part but he had already made up his mind. Good thing he was the dominant partner in the bond.
"Myrtle said something the other night and well it got me to thinking. What about children I mean… I mean are we going to adopt or what will happen?" he asked feeling guilty that Snape would be unable to have children since they were bonded.
"Harry, Wizards can have children." Severus said slowly letting the words sink in. He knew that Harry was ignorant of many Wizarding facts but how could he not know this!
"Oh…..oh….OH!" he said confused and then it came, the outburst Severus was bracing himself for. "CAN HAVE CHILDREN? ARE YOU NUTTY!"
"No I am not nutty nor am I insane." He said sitting back in his chair folding his arms across his chest.
"Men don't have children! It's impossible!"
"I never said men, I said Wizards. Of which you are one."
"I can't believe it….!"
"Believe it."
"But which of us will have the children?"
"You."
"ME!" His eyes wide as saucers.
"Yes you." Nodded answered thinking back to what Myrtle and the Prince had said about Harry being attractive. Looking at him now he could agree with them.
"And why not you?" Harry sputtered in shock.
"Because I am not …..on the receiving end." He finished.
"You are not on the receiving end? What the hell is that supposed to mean!"
"I am making love to you not the other way around."
"But that can change." Harry squeaked knowing how unlikely that was. Severus did not say anything but looked at him skeptically. "You have to give me something I mean you must have some kind of birth control stashed in your potions lab?" Harry asked pleading hopefully.
"There's nothing I can give you, birth control for Wizards is non existent."
"You're joking!"
"No I am not."
"But you're a Potions Master one of the best! You can make something!" Harry exclaimed, he knew he was kissing up but he didn't care the alternative was too surreal.
"Yes I am and no I can not. The only existing birth control for Wizards is permanent and highly illegal. That's why marriages or bondings between Wizard's are far and between."
"No!" shouted Harry losing his patience. "The reason they are far and between is because one of them has to..has to, ..has to… bottom and then get stuck 9 months pregnant! What I don't understand is why it has to be me!"
"Because you look better on the bottom and it's not nine but eleven."
"Eleven? Eleven! What am I a fucking Elephant!"
"I think elephants are longer."
"I don't care! I refuse to have a child. I will not have sex with you! Do you understand? I will not! WHAT IF I'M ALREADY PREGNANT?" Harry asked rising to his feet and touching his flat stomach. Severus had never been so amused in his life and fought hard to keep a straight face. Harry was getting hysterical and Severus loved it and grabbed him before he managed to slip away. He pulled him in his arms and kissed him, Harry struggled at first but within moments he ceased and began kissing Severus back, in between kisses and caresses Severus taunted him by asking, "You were saying?" Harry moaned. They were not seen again for the remainder of the day.
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Sirius had been trying to evade the Ghost but she was relentless. She had been popping in and out of rooms confusing him so much that he took several wrong turns and before he knew he found himself in a part of the Manor he did not recognize. He was about to turn himself into a grim and smell his way back to his chamber when he saw Lord Alessander sitting in one of the many rooms with the double doors open.
"Mr. Black?" Came the voice from inside the room. "Would you care to join me?" The Prince invited. Sirius stood at the threshold unwilling to come in but when he saw Myrtle poking her head out of the wall again he stepped inside before she saw him.
"Leave." The Prince ordered and Sirius saw the Vampires emerge from the shadows. One by one they bowed before their Prince and then left without a word. "Please join me Mr. Black." The Vampire invited again, Sirius tried hard to keep focused but could not and slowly almost sluggishly walked into the room. The two double doors closed quietly behind him. Myrtle floated outside with a satisfied smirk on her face. Harry would be angry but the mutt had it coming for everything he had done to her and Severus, besides it wasn't as if he was going to die or anything. Two hundred years from now he'd be thanking her.
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Remus lay sleeping soundly half a glass of wine by his bed. He didn't know who had left the wine there but the wolf had drunk it gratefully wanting to sleep undisturbed for a while. It was common knowledge that someone who had just gone through a transformation should not drink wine. Remus was feeling depressed, in four days there would be another full moon, another transformation for him. Sleep was a welcomed escape from that imminent reality.
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Mr. Weasley and his two sons apparated to Snape Manor with Dobby. They stood looking around in shock. This was not a home it was a monument. Merlin what kind of life did Harry live. Talk about extremes! Ron thought in wonder. The Elf led them to a large Library where to his Father's and brother's surprise but not his Remus and Sirius stood waiting to welcome them.
"Professor Lupin!" Ron shouted "I knew you were here! I knew Harry got you both out! Dad, Charlie! This is Professor Lupin and this is Sirius Black, Harry's Godfather." Both escapees shook hands with their surprised visitors.
"Mr. Black, Professor" came the greeting.
"Where's Harry!" asked Ron looking beyond the two Wizards impatiently.
"He'll be along in a minute he's with Severus right now." Remus said feeling Charlie's and Mr. Weasley's eyes on him. They had heard of the werewolf from Ronald but neither one had ever seen one not this close anyway. The Wizard that stood before them apart from the cuts and bruised face seemed as normal as any Wizard they had ever seen. "He didn't know you were coming until this morning and he's in a bit of a shock." Sirius added,"Please sit down."
Everyone sat and Sirius called for refreshments.
"Why's he in shock!"
"Well Harry's gone through a bit of a transformation. He's not what you expect Ron so take it easy on him." Sirius told Ron while looking at the older Weasleys.
"What do you mean changed?"
"Ronald he has changed and that's that." Mr. Weasley ordered.
"But Harry-!"
"Ronald, listen to Dad or we'll ask Lord Snape to send you back." Charlie warned his brother hoping Ron would keep his mouth under control.
"He may be all Lord but-",Ron started out but was interrupted.
"But what Ron?" Came a voice from the doorway.
Ron turned afraid to look and saw his best friend or someone who looked a lot like him. He opened his mouth to say something but no sound came out and he shut it instead. Harry was for one thing much better dressed, he wore a Wizard's coat, trousers and boots with a black cape. He was a head taller but still painfully thin. His dark hair was shoulder length and tied back from his face. His eyes were guarded and Mr. Weasley and Charlie could tell the boy was nervous. Sirius and Remus stood by trying to look supportive they knew that Ron had a knack for saying the wrong thing and they hoped the boy would not say something stupid or ignorant or both.
"Hi Ron." Harry said walking towards them, "Welcome to Snape Manor Mr. Weasley, Charlie it's nice to meet you." He greeted, shaking their hands.
Charlie could not believe his eyes! Oh Merlin! If his sister had had a crush on him before it would be nothing compared to what would happen if she saw him now. He was gorgeous and not that he was into guys but even he had to admit it, Harry was a looker.
"Severus and my Father n Law will be in shortly." Harry announced sitting down.
"I'm happy to see you are well. We were all worried. The speculation after you disappeared was something fierce." Mr. Weasley noticing Harry's wedding band.
"I'm sure it was Sir but I'm fine please say hello to everyone when you get back." Harry said folding his hands underneath his robes as they began trembling again. It was just then that the double doors were thrown open and four Vampires walked in and stood next to the doors as Lord Alessander and Severus both entered the room.
Severus and Lord Alessander shook hands with both Mr. Weasley and Charlie and nodded at Ron. Severus sat next to Harry and Lord Alessander casually took the chair next to Sirius.
"Wait a minute I thought his father was dead or something!" Ron demanded finally snapping out of it.
"Ronald!" Mr. Weasley warned, "My apologies." He said turning to Severus and Lord Alessander.
"Quite forgiven Mr. Weasley I have heard of how your sons stood up for my son and son in law. Loyalty is something I respect Mr. Weasley. I have been away fulfilling other duties so it's quite normal for those not in the family to believe me dead."
"You can't be his father you both look the same age."
"Ronald you have been warned one more and I will request Lord Snape send you home!"
"But…..all right!" Ron said giving in, he looked at Harry, "So you're better off." Harry nodded in response but did not speak.
"We thank you for attending our invitation we have discussed the Tournament and as Lord Harry's participation is obligatory he will be going to Hogwarts for the tasks. Our worry is not whether he wins or losses but that he survive any attempt that may be made on his life. That is why you three are here." Severus began speaking.
Charlie offered a lot of insight on the different kinds of dragons he had delivered to Hogwarts the Vampire asked questions and from time to time would make eye contact with one of his body guards and they would either nod or shake their heads. Ron looked on putting two and two together. His father was long past that point he had heard about Lord Snape's father and knew that the Wizard belonged to a Vampire clan. It was no secret that the majority of the old Wizard families had come from or had been or become vampires somehow. The facts were not clear and the Ministry had never really dwelled on them either out of respect or fear who knew. Mr. Weasley would have to speak to his sons later if they were going to stay here for two nights they would have to be careful. It was rumored that this Vampire in particular was ruthless to his enemies but a great protector to his allies Mr. Weasley was not a stupid man and he hoped to fall in the latter category.
Harry leaned back and tuned them out. His head was starting to pound, after what seemed an endless time everyone rose, the Weasley's would be staying for two nights and they would see them later on that evening.
"I'll be along in a little while I want to speak to Ron." He announced remaining seated.
"Very well." Severus answered without another word.
"Caspian will remain with him. He needs to get used to having an escort with him Severus."
Harry opened his mouth to refuse but Severus looked at him asking him to accept. Harry frowned but kept the protest to himself. Mr. Weasley gave Ron a look of warning before he and Charlie left chatting amiably with Sirius and Remus. Severus and the Prince walked out flanked by three vampires.
"Sit down Ron or would you care to walk?"
"I think walking is better."
"All right let's go outside." Ron and Harry walked out followed by the Vampire guard close behind them. Once outside Harry removed his long robe it was politely taken by the Vampire.
"So how old are you?"
"Seventeen."
"That's three years! Damn!"
"It couldn't be helped Dumbledore cast a spell on me to make me come into my magic before I came of age, I wouldn't have survived the passing if I hadn't aged."
"But that would mean that you and Snape-!"
"Ron before we start I have to say something. I know you dislike Severus but he saved my life and he was as much a pawn in all this as I was, so please no insulting remarks." Harry said trying hard not to sound rude. He wanted to keep his friend but Ron needed to accept Severus as a fact in Harry's life.
"Sorry Harry it wasn't my intention to be rude, it's just that, that…I mean I don't even know what to call him."
"Try Prof. Snape it'll be easier."
"Sure Harry. Professor it'll be."
Harry sighed in relief he wanted to keep his friend and he had hoped he wouldn't have to fight over this. Now that they had an understanding Harry felt a weight lift of his shoulders and he could smile.
"You know who's here with me?" he asked wanting to lighten the mood.
"Who?"
"Myrtle…turns out she's Severus long lost step Aunt or something. Oh and she's got it out for my God father Sirius. My God father Remus she actually likes but I still don't know what she's got against poor Sirius…"
"Really..wow…! Hey but I thought only Sirius was your God father!"
"They both are." Harry answered simply.
"That's pretty good then. You've got two Godfather's living with you!"
Ron and Harry talked for about an hour and a half. The red head told him about Mr. Weasley and Hermione and their fight with Draco and being expelled. Harry listened and was outraged but in the back of his mind he felt relieved too. They would not be under the close eye of Dumbledore and that counted for something. He couldn't help but feel let down by Hermione she was so smart and here she was running after Dumbledore like he was some kind of Holy man to be obeyed and believed no matter what.
"Hey you got your stuff from Hogwarts don't you?"
"Yeah why?"
"Well I just thought you'd like to fly with me or something. You know I'll be here for two days and I can give you some practice. I don't want you to get rusty or anything?"
"Excuse me. Me rusty?"
"Well it's obvious you don't get enough practice."
"Well I guess I'll just have to show you, won't I?"
"Talk is cheap." Ron taunted taking his broom from his pocket and enlarging it to it's normal size.
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Ten minutes later Harry walked back into the Manor and went straight to the bedchamber. He rummaged through his trunk and pushing everything aside he found his broom. Pulling it out like a long lost treasure he turned to walk back and stopped dead in his tracks. Severus stood at the doorway eyeing him inquisitively.
"Ron and I are going flying." He explained hoping Severus would not make a fuzz over him flying.
"Really."
"Yup I'll see in you in a while." He said trying to walk around him but Severus did not budge.
"I sensed something when Lord Alessander and I walked into the library." He said looking at Harry fidgeting.
"I got a headache but it's almost gone now." he said trying to sound better than he actually felt. Yes he still had the headache but when wouldn't he? He wanted to go flying so bad. Who knew when he and Ron would get to spend time together again.
"Almost?"
"I hardly feel anything anymore. I haven't flown in ages!" He pleaded.
"It's your decision but what if you fall?"
"I won't fall." Harry insisted.
"Very well be careful." Severus stepped aside and hoped he wasn't making a mistake.
"Thanks!" Shouted Harry and kissed him before he left running. His footsteps followed by a second pair could be heard hurrying down the hall.
Harry flew all over the Manor with Ron tagging along. Much to Ron's disgust Myrtle had made an appearance and flew along side Harry talking to him about her few times on a broom. Both friends took turns challenging each others skills while four Vampires kept a close watch on Harry.
It was during one of these stunts that Harry felt a sharp pain hit his temple. He clutched his broom with both hands and descended quickly; Ron followed and was in time to see his friend buckle to his knees. Myrtle's face changed to one of alarm and she flew inside the Manor in search of Severus. The Vampires wasted no time and one of them picked Harry up and apparated him inside the Manor and then carried him to the bedchamber where Severus was already waiting with the necessary potions. Ron grabbed Harry's broom and quickly ran inside with the remaining Vampires at his heels.
Once inside one of the Vampire's took Ron by the arm and led him to his bedchamber. Ron thought he was being taken to see Harry so he didn't say anything until he was pushed inside his bedroom and the door was charmed locked. He tried every door in his room but nothing worked and he was left inside holding Harry's broom until hours later when Severus came to talk to him alone.
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Harry was asleep finally. Severus and his father had been in the potion's lab, the Potion's Master had feared a fall when he sensed the pain through the bond. His father quickly communicated that Harry was being taken to the bedchamber and they wasted no time in taking as many potions as they could before apparating to the room. Myrtle was just in time to see them disappear, so she quickly flew to the bedroom but because found the doors closed and the walls charmed against intrusion so she had to remain outside. The fact that Severus and his father were inside was a small comfort however.
Harry was on the bed doubled over in pain screaming himself hoarse his scar bleeding freely onto the white pillow while Lord Alessander looked on clinically. He could feel the pain in his son n law not through any bond but because it was so severe that you'd have to be dead not to.
"What's wrong Severus?" Lord Alessander asked seeing the blood seeping through his son n law's fingers.
"He shares a link with the dark lord through his scar. It's like the dark mark." He said opening up potions. "Help me with him, he needs to take this." The Prince recognized the mixture his son handed him; it was a strong pain killer and sleeping potion." Severus climbed up onto the bed and pulled Harry to him trying to comfort him, "give it to him quickly." The Prince did not need to be told twice and with one hand forced Harry's mouth open and with the other he poured potions down Harry's throat. Harry sputtered and almost managed to spit out the potions but the Prince placed his own hand over his son n law's mouth and the youth had no choice but to swallow. It was several minutes however before the Prince felt it was sufficiently safe for him to let go of Harry. When he finally moved away it was to leave Harry trapped in a torturous sleep in Severus arms. He lay moaning mumbling painfully for hours until complete sleep claimed him; Severus reluctantly left Harry guarded by two vampires while he spoke to his father in the next room.
Severus looked at his father. "He has a connection with the Dark Lord this is the second attack he has had here but from what he has mentioned there have been others. They seem to be getting more severe."
"You need to begin working with him on Occlumnecy or he will not last till the Tournament. What I can gather is that the Dark Lord has become aware of the fact that he will not be staying at Hogwarts for the duration of the Tournament and is angry."
"My thoughts exactly."
"You need to keep him under a closer watch." The Prince told him.
Severus knew what his father was saying in his own way. Harry could not be allowed to go off by himself least of all on a broom and the Prince was right Harry would stay on the ground regardless of how much he would plead.
"I will go speak to Black and Lupin to let them know what happened."
"I also think you need to speak to your bonded and soon, from what I heard in there, Voldermort is not the only one who occupies my son n law's mind. You need to help him overcome that Muggle or he will never be able to face the Dark Lord, if that beast finds out about this he will use it against him."
Severus knew exactly what the Prince was talking about and knew that he would have to speak to Harry but how to get him to open up without causing him more damage. He needed to know exactly what had happened. He knew of only one person who would be able to help him, Ronald Weasley.
Ronald Weasley sat in almost physical pain waiting for word on his best friend. When he finally heard the door open and saw the Potions Master he was not sure of what to think. Close to an hour later Ron hoped that Harry understood that what he had told the Professor was to help. He had broken all the confidences and informed the Professor about everything he had suspected and for how long, the last straw was the Pensieve. He could not help but feel he had let his friend down.
Severus was quite short and to the point and for once neither Remus nor Lupin jumped down his throat, a good thing because he would have hexed them into oblivion. He excused himself from Charlie and Mr. Weasly and informed them he would Harry and himself would be unavailable for the evening, they offered to leave immediately but Severus wanted Charlie to draw up a map of the area the dragons would be held as well as give them information of the Dragons themselves. Remus and Lupin were left in charge of the guests. Sirius had wanted to see Harry but Remus had made him see how impossible that was for now.
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Two days later, a very quiet group of Weasley's stood ready to apparate back to the burrow. Ron had visited Harry a lot during their two day stay but they were not allowed to go outside so they had talked a lot instead.Ron had gotten to know his friend a lot better and hoped that he had not made a mistake with the Professor.
Arthur Weasley had made a decision during his time at the Manor and that descion not only involved his loyalty but his family's. They owed nothing to the Ministry or to Dumbldeore the so called hero of the light, but he owed much to Harry and Snape and the Weasley's if not rich and powerful were loyal and smart enough to know when it was time to help those that helped them. When Mr. weasley finally said goodbye he placed his left hand over Lord Snape's and they both shook hands. The handshake was a sign among wizards that he was ready to serve or help the Potters and Snapes in any way shape or form. Severus nodded and acknowledge the offered assitance.
Harry had insisted and argued with Severus to be there when they left. The argument got to the point that the Potions Master had given in afraid that if he did not Harry could suffer more injury. Ron had wanted to hug his friend good bye but he knew what was going on with Harry so he controlled himself. Ron was unable to meet Harry's eyes when it was finally time to go Harry thought nothing of it putting it off to the fact that the Tournament was practically upon them. When they left, they were followed by his Godfathers, the Vampires and Myrtle who all left for Potter Manor to make everything ready for their two week stay there after the first task. Lord Gribaldi had come and gone the day before and after checking things over with Severus and speaking to the Prince as only an old friend could left, he had gotten a special invitation to attend the first task so they would all see each other very soon.
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Harry was reluctant to go back and rest, this bothered Severus immensely. It seemed to the Potions Master that everyone around Harry could see he was not well except him. He had to get Harry to face what was going on and fast. His hands trembled almost constantly a sign of the nervous tension he felt but refused to acknowledge. Severus had to do something.
Severus knew it was time to begin. He asked Harry to retire to their chamber to rest and after much stalling Harry finally went. Once Harry was inside Severus charmed the chamber locked and proceeded to search for the pensieve. When he found it he took it and placed it on the night table on Harry's side. Harry looked at it not recognizing at first.
"What's that?"
"A pensieve."
"Is it yours?"
"No, it's yours."
"I don't have one."
"Yes you do and I want you and I to look inside" Severus told him taking his hand and drawing his wand. Harry struggled and pushed Severus away.
"All right it's mine but I don't want to look inside."
"Why?"
"I don't know I'm not supposed to. I'm just supposed to keep it and never look into it."
"That's ridiculous."
"I wrote myself a letter after I took out all my memories and I told myself not look into it. Please believe me."
"Where's the letter?" Severus asked but Harry remained silent. Severus asked him again more forcefully,"Where's the letter? Where is it Harry? I won't leave you alone until you tell me."
"In my trunk, in parents picture frame." Harry said in disgust at himself for being so weak.
Severus let go of Harry and quickly walked over to the trunk where he found thepicture and after opening the frame saw the letter he was looking for. He walked out and saw Harry pushing the pensieve to the end of the table. Severus quickly took his wand out and moved the pensieve to the other side of the room. Harry stared at Severus angrily and walked to the door.
"HARRY WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?"
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" he shouted over his shoulder.
"What are you afraid of? It's just letter" Severus asked taking Harry by the arm.
"I don't want to hear it."
"You don't have to, but you will stay put." Severus said and pulled Harry towards the sofa where they both sat. He opened the letter and began reading to himself. Harry sat next to Severus feeling defeated his hands going through his hair frantically.
Dear Harry,
Why are you sitting here in your Aunt's bathroom looking into this Pensieve? Because sometimes things happen to people and it's best not to remember them. In the Muggle world it would be impossible to erase things like those from our minds but in the Wizarding world magical pensieves are our salvation. You can't live as I've had to live. I had to find a way to survive. Our body can endure the abuse but not our minds. I had to do it or you would have lost your mind and your life. What kind of life can a person have if one loses all hope, and happiness. Before this pensieve you were so unhappy and had no hope. Now it'll be me that's unhappy but I'm a dream now, a nightmare and I don't exist. Be happy and never look inside. This is the only way to do this. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't think, I can't touch anyone and no one can touch me. He's ruined my life and I can't take it anymore. I've thought long and hard about it and all I can say is that I've looked for help and no one will help. The Ministry is deaf and blind, the Headmaster has told me that sacrifices have to be made, and my aunt would never believe me. What can I do? I'm just a stupid child and no one cares. I've tried to make people care but it's no use, my friends are my age and they can't do anything. The only thing I can tell you now is to make sure you do not come back to Privet Drive after this year. Do what you have to do but never come back. There aren't enough pensieves in the world to help you if you do. Goodbye Harry I love you and be happy. Remember I don't exist put me out of your mind, I'm a dream, a nightmare and things will be better for you now that I'm no longer with you. It's a week before Hogwarts make sure you are not left with your Uncle alone.
Love Harry.
The letter was confusing, clearly the boy had written it while suffering from a mixture of extreme anxiety, hopelessness and depression. "You put all your memories in the pensieve but you told me about some of it. How can you remember if everything is in the pensieve?"
"I looked! But I couldn't stomach a minute of it and I pulled out!"
"Why did you look?"
"Because the dreams wouldn't go away I'd wake up at night sweating struggling to get him off me. Who the hell is he I'd wonder? I know some of what happened and I don't want to look anymore! I don't want to remember!" Harry moaned burying his face in the Wizard's coat.
Severus wouldn't make Harry look inside, the youth was too unstable for something like that but he wasn't. He would see every little detail and Merlin and all that is holy in this world would not be able to help Vernom Dursley because he would go after him with everything his twisted mind could come up with. He cast a sleeping spell on Harry to make sure he would not leave or do something stupid and then called Dobby to watch over him
About forty minutes later Severus pulled out of the Pensieve and rushed to the bathroom where he threw up until his throat was hoarse what Harry remembered was not even the tip of the ice berg. It was clear the boy had been suicidal when his mind had grasped at straws and acquired a pensieve, how he had gone about getting one was still unclear but he would find out. When he finally came out he walked over to Harry and dismissing a very worried Dobby he touched Harry's temple lightly. Harry slowly opened his eyes and looked around, in an instant he remembered everything and shot up in bed clutching at the bed spread in nervous tension.
"Harry I've looked into the pensieve and…" Severus was at a loss for words and he closed his eyes trying to gather his strength he felt tears falling down his cheeks and unable to say anything Severus pulled Harry into his arms and comforted him until there was not doubt in Harry's mind he would always be there for him. Harry wanted nothing more than to let the Harry in the letter know that things had turned out for the better and that someone finally cared.
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Two days later a shocking discovery was reported in the London papers. A Vernom Dursley who had been reported missing by his wife and son was found in the trunk of his own car tied with his own belt and lying on a pile of tapes. The man had been severely beaten and was barely breathing and seemed to have gone into shock. He was taken to a psychiatric hospital after he attacked several nurses whom he said were house elves in disguise. When the videos were examined they were found to contain incriminating evidence of child abuse of an explicit nature. The child was never found and a description was made impossible when the tapes came up missing. however enough people had seen the videos in the police department and charges would be pressed. The man would be a resident of Christopher's Prison for the Criminally Insane until he could stand trial. He was reported as saying that an evil elf was trying to kill him and that the elf was sent by his evil nephew every night. This supposed elf would appear to torture him, his screams and sobs would echo the hallways of the hospital wing where he was kept. An investigation was carried out but the authorities never found evidence of him ever having a nephew. His wife and son were never heard from again.
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Five days later much to the Headmaster's and the Ministry's embarrassment Harry and an escort of not four but ten Vampires including Severus and Lord Alessander all in formal dress, apparated in Hogwarts for the first task. ……….
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Thank you for being so patient with me! You guys are so cool! It took a while to write this one. I'm so busy at work that it's hard to find the time. I'm asking for your opinion WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SIRIUS AND THE PRINCE? SHOULD I HOOK REMUS UP WITH SOMEONE ? LET ME KNOW.
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