Welcome to "Dictionary"! In here, I update stories that I write just for fun, some drabbles, some meant for... this fanfiction. But anyways, this fanfiction will be all one-shots(maybe) and will go in alphabetical order, meaning, the titles will be in alphabetical order, MEANING, there will be 26 one-shots here! YAHOO (for some of you)! Now, lets start this, yeah?
DISCLAIMER: THIS IS SPEAKING FOR EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER.
ABANDONED
Sasuke-kun was my one, or… that's what I always believed. I always liked him, loved him since I was just a little child. Since then, my affection grew for him, and when I heard that I was going to be in the same team as him, I nearly died. I loved him, really. My heart would speed up once I see him, my stomach would be full of butterflies when I talk to him, my whole body would melt if he talks back. I would die even if it was to protect him. My heart was beating so fast, I thought it would never stop, but… it did. It stopped when Sasuke-kun went to… him, Orochimaru… I don't know why he went to him. Yes, Orochimaru is strong, he's one of the famous sannin! And I know that Sasuke-kun wanted strength more than anything else just to kill his brother. I know that, I completely understand that.
But after all these years… all these years of training with Tsunade-sama and thinking of Naruto with Jiraiya… after all those years… my heart is still pounding for him. Whenever I think of him, my heart would skip a beat. Whenever someone would mention him, I start to get red like a tomato. I don't understand. I was supposed to be over him a long time ago. Everything was perfect now, Ino and I went back as being the bestest friends ever, and I'm becoming more useful as a ninja… I should be feeling great, yet… I'm so miserable… Why? Sasuke-kun, what did you do to me?
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I always thought as myself the greatest guy ever in the world. I would become the greatest shinobi out there and save the world… or something like that. That was my dream. But that got crumbled down when the Chuunin Shiken started. Yeah, we got through that stupid quiz and the forest alright but… I felt like my whole dream blew up before me when Naruto beat me in the third test of he exam. I was so confident about that fight, I was so sure that I would win! But I underestimated Naruto, and he beat me instead. And now, after completing the exams, and training hard to once again recreate that dream, it got crushed again with just 2 words: I'm sorry.
Other than the dream of becoming a shinobi, I also had an eye for my team mate, Hyuuga Hinata. She's quiet and shy, but once you get to know her, she's really great. She's strong and unique and… well, she was perfect. And that was my other dream: Hinata. But now that I see… I see that she liked another certain someone, and that was, once again, Naruto. This is the second time, dammit! What trick will he pull this time? Anyways, I confessed my love to her just yesterday, and her reply… Her reply was at first, shock, then casting her eyes down and blushing hard like she always is, then an "I'm sorry". Just as simple as that, and the bomb exploded in my heart. It hurt like hell. From those words, I knew that she liked somebody else more than me, she liked Naruto more than me. I knew she had a crush on him a long time ago, but… I ignored it, thinking it was all just rumors and lies. But unfortunately, it was true.
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All my affection for him, all my feelings for him are still here. I want to yell it out so it would escape out of me, but… I hold it in. Do I want it inside me? No. No, I don't. I really don't, I don't want this to burden me, I don't want it to crush me again. But god, I just don't know how to get it out of me.
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It hurts. It hurts. My heart is crushed with the weight of those hurtful memories, my throat is dry and itchy, my stomach is churning. My whole body is trying to survive through the pain.
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And then I met Kiba.
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And then I met Sakura.
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I think all my problems went away…
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A/N: The last sentence is for both of them, just to let you know. Okaaay, so first alphabet is completed. Now on to the letter 'B'!