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Slightly different: " regular speech" thought speech>'breaks of cosmos reminiscing'
Trying this new way of organizing. Let me know if it helps or hinders the story.

Luna's Comfort
Chapter 8:

'Needless to say, eventually Rei revealed herself as Sailor Mars and began bossing her way through my life in that special way of hers. However, to my great shock and disappointment, Tuxedo Kamen began to seem more like an enemy. He saved me as he had always done, but his helping stopped there. He was after powerful crystals that would lead him to his princess, while the senshi and I were after the crystals because they would be deadly in the wrong hands. Meanwhile, as all the drama unfolded with alter-egos, Mamoru and I had a serious falling out with each other. As time went by, our mental thoughts were no longer as strong or as loud as before. After a while, they faded completely from lack of use and we forgot about their existence. Life continued on as it tends to do despite a person's attempt for it not to.'

"Odango-attama you are such a baka!" Rei screamed as she knelt on the ground to help Andrew clean up the glass and chocolate milkshake I had dropped.

I couldn't help dropping it though. I was in shock at seeing Mamoru-baka sitting at my favorite booth in the Arcade. I would have normally just shouted at him to move, but it was the fact that he was holding Rei's hand that made the glass slip through my fingers and onto the hard tiled floor. Ami and Makoto didn't seem as surprised at this scene and promptly sat down to get out of the way.

How long has this been going on behind my back?>I thought, thouroughly confused and humiliated, How can you date her after everything we had before?>

I was answered with silence and a blank stare. He had either not heard me, or was purposely ignoring my mental questions. Both ideas made me feel even more humiliated and confused. I could feel my face redden and my eyes fill with tears. I ran out of the Arcade crying all the way to my house and up the stairs into my room. Once in my room, I found Luna lounging on my bed much like a normal cat would. I sat down next to her in the hope that she would just scan my thoughts and know what to say to make things better. She didn't disappoint.

"Usagi-chan, this is most definately not the end of the world. You shouldn't get so worked up over Mamoru-kun," Luna said said in consolement,"Besides, I have a surprise for you."

I sniffled a bit and rubbed at my eyes to stem the flow of tears. I looked at Luna expectantly for my surprise, silently hoping it was something big enough to make me forget about him.

Luna jumped and suddenly she had a gold pen in her mouth. It looked a lot like the pens the other senshi used to transform. Why she would need to give me one when I already had my transformation broach was a big mystery, but I decided to amuse her.

"Is this a new way for me to transform?"I asked with tears completely gone from my voice.

Luna shook her head," No, Usagi-chan, this is the Luna Pen. It can transform you into whatever the occasion calls for, but it only lasts for a short amount of time."

My mouth turned into a small O-shape before reaching over and taking the pen. This was an amazing thing to have. The possiblities were endless for what I could do, but I was willing to strech all boundaries in finding out.

"Arigato, this was an amazing surprise. So...how do I get it to work?"

Luna smilled, or at least she smiled in the way cats can and said,"Just raise it in the air and say Luna Pen transform me into whatever you need to be at the moment."

I smirked as I suddenly had the idea that I could use this for non-senshi business, but Luna beat me by saying,"This is to be used for senshi business only. It is a valuable asset to your arsenal if you want to defeat the Negaverse. You will use it wisely, Usagi-chan."

I waved her warnings away with little thought, raised my hand in the air and said,"Luna Pen transform me into...the girl of Mamoru's dreams."

Luna gasped at my obvious disregard for her warnings, but then smiled as she saw what the pen had transformed me into.

"Obviously, the Luna Pen will only work for seroius matters and not nonsense like you just attempted,"Luna voiced in a superior way.

I raised an eyebrow at her and looked in the mirror at myself. I looked completely the same except for my clothes were different. I was wearing a pearl white nightgown that I had forgotten I owned. It had an empire waistline, thick spagetti straps for support, and a floor length skirt. I also realized my hair was mostly undone from my typical hairstyle. The odangos that even I must admit they look like, were still there, but the rest flowed down my back loosely crinkled.

Maybe Luna's wrong and he really does want me?>I thought as I felt the Luna Pen's magic unravel after a while.

Luna shook her head and began a lengthy lecture about responsibilities that I was not paying any attention to. I nodded every now and then and said something agreeable whenever I thought it fitting, but my attention was still on what the Luna Pen had done. Even though it's spell had been released, I was still wearing my nightgown and my hair was still done in the same fashion.

'That memory stands out for some reason as I think more about my past. I know it is a small thing, the receiving of my Luna Pen, but to me it holds great value. In a time when I doubted myself and my friends, that small thing was constant. Although I rarely used it, and when I did it was even rarer to be used in a serious manner, the Luna Pen revealed to me small truths about myself. Even now I find it hard to understand how I could have missed the small signs the pen tried to reveal to me. Observations were not always my strong point.'
-Sailor Cosmos

This chapter doesn't really have alot of action or plot development compared to my other chapters and it is also a bit short, but I wanted to get this chapter out while it was fresh on my mind. I apologize for minor errors that myself and spell check did not fix. Reviews and comments are read and considered. Adieu for now.