I DO NOT OWN HAPPY POTTER!

Summary: I never wanted to be sick, I never asked for death to be knocking on my door, I never thought I'd be a witch and I never expected him; the one I hated most; to be the only one who cared.

CHAPTER 5

Day 1

Throughout breakfast my mind mumbled with the screams and echoes of visions from the previous night. The constant memory of my parents wouldn't leave me. Adam said I should try to think of other things and I knew I should but I couldn't stop them from coming to me every night. Izzy and I ate in silence; even with my moodiness she wouldn't leave me. If I talked to Adam he'd help me figure out what to do. I couldn't help thinking she deserved to know the truth.

It was the first day of classes and thankfully Dumbledore lightened my schedule to three classes. I had more credits then anyone else in the school; my previous years I was so anxious to try every subject and learn as much as I could. Izzy told me I was crazy but I guess it just part of being a muggle at heart, the complete infatuation with the new world around me. It was the first time since I was eleven none of that seemed to matter. The magic was gone, and I would have traded it all for another moment with my parents. If given the choice to go back and give everything I knew about wizardry and live a normal human life I would have done it.

Advanced Charms and Defense Against the Dark Arts didn't seem so bad they were my favorite subjects. I had no idea why he put me in advanced Transfiguration I mean I barely passed with an O the previous year. DADA was my first class of the day and of course it had to be with the Slytherins. Izzy decided not to take the class being fed up with the constant changing professors and I could definitely see where she was coming from.

Being the first to class I took a seat in the far back. As much as I loved Adam I just wanted to stay low key. The Gryffindors pilled in first. I don't think any of them nowticed me. I guessed not being very social they realized within our short conversations I was no longer a person of interest. Just as the old clock chimed eight on the stoned wall the infamous marauders piled in. Well three of them anyway it was definitely a surprise to find Peter had even managed to stay in school.

"Evans. You're in my seat. Move." Black glared at me after his little speech and propped himself onto the desk in front of me. Narrowing my eyes I thought to myself out of everyone in the entire school why did I have to make enemies with these guys. A sudden memory came back to me of this exact problem third year. Me and Izzy decided to sit in the back. When we found out this was a problem we hexed Black and Potter to the front row adding a sticking charm so they couldn't get up for hours. I grinned thinking about those times. Izzy and I would never stand up for their crap. Its what made us who we were our own rebels within Hogwarts. I'd talk to Adam, I really wanted to tell her.

Shaking my head of all those thoughts I noticed Black still shooting daggers at me; it was the challenge with them I normally could never turn down. Until then. "Black you can do whatever the hell you want. Just leave me the fuck alone." I grabbed my things and headed towards the front. He pulled out his wand but I'd already grabbed my things and headed to the last in the class.

Sparing myself a quick glance back Black looked like he wanted to put a bullet in my brain, Potter was doing his whole intense gazing thing he's seemed to master over the last 24 hours and Remus had this all knowing look on his face. Fuck them. I wasn't in the mood and it was early so I flipped them off and took the last seat next to Snape.

Suddenly Adam came pouring into the room. He was late and quite obviously just woken up. "Sorry class, had some uh urgent matters to attend too" He was always the worst liar and never a morning person despite his brilliance. Once at the front he smiled "Welcome seventh years! To those in here that have survived enough of the teachers to have made it this far" The girls sighed, o god it was pathetic I noticed turning around to see them adding fresh coats of lip gloss. "A few of you I recognize from my schooling year a few years ago. My name is Adam Sims but Professor Sims makes me sound old so feel free to call me Professor Adams." He was such a great guy, a natural born leader.

"The war is fast approaching. As many of you are aware the Wizarding world has fallen on dark times. On one side or the other decisions will be made and everyone must make a choice. It's a battle of equality and right and that's what I'm here to teach you how to defend and fight for what you believe in." He looked at me "Because that's the only thing that ever matters" It was going to be an interesting class.

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