We sat there for a few minutes in an awkward silence until Jack spoke up.
"Blair listen I'm really sorry."
At first I didn't know what I was going to say but as soon as I started I couldn't stop.
"For what Jack for leaving without an explanation and barely a goodbye, or the fact that you never called me or how about the only time I talked to you was when I happened to be with your brothers when you called, or how about this one, you came home and didn't bother to tell me, that personally is my favorite"
Jack looked guilty and shocked as heard the impact his actions had on me.
"Blair I'm…" he began but I cut him off
"Wait I'm not finished yet" I said standing up and pacing becoming angrier and angrier as the past months pain began to replay in my mind and old feelings began to resurface.
"You left me here for three months Jack all I kept thinking was what was wrong? What did I do? I thought we were ok? Jack." I said exasperated.
"We were Blair it had nothing to do with us" he said looking at me "please just understand"
"Why did you have to go back to New York?" I asked ignoring what he said.
"I had things to ta…." He began "No, don't tell me you had things to take care of if you did why won't you tell me what they were?" I interrupted.
"Blair…I'm sorry I left I…I never wanted to do this to you…and I didn't realize what it would do to you"
"Then why did you do it Jack?" I asked.
"What do you want me to tell you Blair" he shouted "I'm sorry Blair…shit I am…I am sorry"
"Jack, right now I don't now what to say to you and if I stay here were just gonna keep screaming at each other cause at the moment I don't know how else to talk to you so I'm gonna leave, and were just going to have to deal because whatever shit is going on now is not going to be fun so I'll talk to you later, call me when Bobby and Angel get back"
"Blair don't go far we don't know a lot yet….I'll call you and you can come over for a Mercer dinner" Jack asked with a hopeful look in those eyes of his that I always loved.
"Again I'll tell you what I told Bobby I can take care of myself, don't worry about me Jack you haven't for the past 3 months don't start now, and I'll see you later."
"Blair you know that's not true" Jack said.
I stood up and headed towards the door as I opened it I turned around toward Jack "Call me later when Bobby and Angel get back" and then I left.